5th Spring 514 A.V — The Feathered Shaft
Anxiety can fill you up completely. Akka would rather work alongside a woman, but was nonetheless hoping that Kalvin could teach her what he knew about bowing and fletching. She was constantly eager to learn more of that art, little was of greater importance to her than expanding the traditional family knowledge in bow making. When she arrived at the shop, Akka stared at the building and noticed how deep she was breathing in. She felt self-conscious and dangerous. Long was the walk as she took about six steps inside. Nobody was by the first section of the building: she looked with curiosity at the embroidered fabric that divided the front section from the workshop. “Mr. Wilde?”, she called and waited. She waited for a long time, and that didn't make her any more anxious. The tranquility and silence of waiting has always been comforting for someone with a mind like hers.
When he appeared through the fabric, Akka stared at his face as if she could learn so much from his expression and clothes. And she could. Once introduced and invited to the workshop, she sat down at one of the stations and took a deep breath in. “Man, did I miss this...”, she said more to herself than to the man that was sitting down working across the room. Her fingers touched the wood and went all along it, sensing the fibers that would become a fine weapon, if she did everything right. And that was never a simple task, no matter how good you get. She immediately remembered the things her grandmother would tell her when she was working on her bows: “Bowing is ambition. Never be satisfied. There are legendary bows one will never make again, try to be better than yourself, try to provide the best bows for your fellow horsemen and horsewomen, and most importantly, keep the best bow for yourself”.
It took a while for Akka to snap out of it, her eyes were closed and she was seeing herself sitting down by her grandmother's table, in the family workshop. She was still so young, but Tropo had already chose her, and that is the point where her memories start — every remembrance from before her strider chose her was a void space in her mind. Her fingers moved across the table, as she picked up the oak and tilted it in her fingers, examining the material and looking for knots, twists and limbs. Once done, Akka looked at the tip, and placed the wood against the table to start pressing it, looking for its natural curve, the moment when, as her grandmother would say, the bow finally starts looking at you.
She didn't like working inside. It felt dark and too hot. The wind of the grasslands used to give her a better feel of connection between the wood, nature and the exercise of archery by the horseclans. She wished she could work by the entrance of the store, but feared asking the owner for that. Still didn't even talk to him very much, and yet wanted to split and make her mess working by the entrance. At least she would have something to look at, and people to talk to. Not a possibility for someone so anxious: she couldn't ask him. Breathing in, she picks the wood up and places it against her shoe, the other tip being held in her hand. Reaches for a knife on top of the table, and smiles to the perfect metalwork. “Nice tools”, she thinks to herself.