The Konti looked thoughtful. She offered the kelvic dog a fleeting smile and shook her head, denying his words a moment. "No, that is not why I helped you. I helped you because you are my people. I may look Konti, but I was born on the Sea of Grass like the Drykas still slumbering in the infirmary. The Drykas, no matter what Pavilion or Clan they come from, are too few and in the end we are all united as family through our culture. Yes, Rak'keli compels me to heal when someone is wounded. But I did so willingly in your case. You and your party deserve a chance to live if you are strong enough to do so, regardless of the situation that brought you to where you were." She added, crossing her arms in front of her and rubbing them lightly. Whole bodies, to Kavala's way of thinking, did not guarantee life. It was the vibrant nature of someone's spirit that dd.
"There are ways around compulsions. We cannot hide things from the Gods and Goddesses, so everything we do is visible to them. They leave us many choices though, more than one would think. My hands can heal, true enough, but they can also kill. I am not as I should be now. But when enough time passes, and things are to right, you will understand. Everyone here is strong. We train hard to fight and protect. And I always have a choice. If I don't want to heal someone... perhaps they are my enemy or there is darkness in them that cannot be touched with light... the compulsion goes away when Dira comes to collect them. No man or woman, regardless of race, can hide from death. And there is no healing death. Thus far, Rak'keli has understood this and I still wear my marks." Kavala confessed, her voice firm in its conviction. She didn't want the kelvic to think she was soft just because she was weak... that healers had no choice or were slaves. They were not.
"I do want to heal. You are right. But only those who want to live and only those that give back to others. There are a lot of dark people in the world. Some have their place as protectors or judges, but most I think have lost their way and those I do not care to interfere with. Greed. Brutality. The need to dominate or own. Cruelty. Those healings would always be involuntary." She added, glancing away and down at her hands.
Kavala was surprised the kelvic readily agreed to stay. But she stopped him after he said he wanted to repay her. "There is no debt. Please understand that. You owe nothing to me and my kind here. You would be wholly welcome, but please stay because you would like to try a life here for however long it suits you and not because you feel you owe us. We heal because we feel its necessary... not for the payment involved." Kavala said firmly.
It was true she mostly got paid for her services, but then again that was only by the people that could afford it. No one was turned away. Her power cost her nothing, having been freely given by The Goddess of Healing. What she charged for was the medicines, time, bandages, and other supplies she could not get easily or without coin. Some wounds could not be healed with a touch. Some sicknesses took years to recover from. Her own situation was a good case in point.
The Konti reached across to tuck the pale little baby girls blanket more firmly around her. Sharp eyes took in baby Ralac, across the room, noting he was doing fine and dozing under Cadra's watchful gaze. Her eyes returned to Ia'del and then her hand cupped the little girls shock of white hair and stroked it without thought, soothing the child as she continued her conversation with the kelvic.
The Konti took a moment to glance down at her thin arms. The trip to Endrykas had taken a lot out of her. She had been sure it wouldn't be too much and she'd be ready. But the truth was a harsh mistress. The sooner the Konti could get her strength and stamina back up, the better. That meant piling in the food and getting her body moving. A run up the beach, she decided, was just what she needed.
Almost finished with her first round, the Konti loaded her plate up again, knowing groceries was what she needed after months of not being able to keep anything down. She ate without apology, making sure Copper got his food replaced as well. Dogs could pack it down and she was sure kelvics were no different.
She was startled, looking up and meeting his eyes, when he said he'd stay. A smile played across her lips. Kavala didn't know Copper, but she could feel his neutrality, his decency. She liked that. He was young, strong, and could be a huge asset to the group. Right now, they were low on employees, low on friends, and could use all the help they could get. The truth was she needed him, but she wasn't sure how to drop the facade of being a leader and the one that always took care of everyone's problems to say that.
"I... We... could really use the help." She said softly. "The herds are in constant danger and Larik is tired. You would be more than welcome to stay, bring in meat, and just use your eyes and nose to assist. I would like to pay you though, for time. We can work out the details later. It would be a good wage though. There is plenty of coin to go around." She added, wondering if she should tell him about her plan to make the facility a teaching school as well. Those plans wouldn't happen until the fall, but they were things that were progressing nonetheless.
His question startled her and derailed her train of thought. Heal the healer? Kavala smiled. "I have a good friend here. He is a very skilled healer as well. He tends bar in the city in a place called Alements. Though he's an Eth, he is as much Drykas as I am. He helped me live. There is no instant fix for starvation and the weakness of pregnancy. Those things take time. But my little girl here... was born too early. Her lungs would not always work. And Caelum often breathed for her when I could not. His touch... being one of Syna's own... can age things once a day. He... aged her I think, though he would not say so... and in aging her the undeveloped parts of her lungs and gills grew stronger and developed. I think he saved her life. He's not my brother in flesh, but he is in spirit. His little girl, also a Konti, is around here as well. She is not his by blood, but his wife gave birth to the girl and Caelum treats the child as his own. Sometimes... I think there are more children around here than there are adults. It would be good if you could look after them as well, Copper. They are precious to us." Kavala said, smiling slightly, though she turned her head away briefly and rubbed at her eyes as if she had a headache.
It wasn't pain in her skull though, it was sorrow in her heart. Then anger. Kavala hated feeling weak. The sooner she could get back on her feet and back to training the better. She forced the last few bites into her mouth, her stomach overfull, and knew she would indeed try running the beach today.
"When we've digested our food a bit, would you be interested in a light run on the beach? I can't go far, but I need to get moving again, and the sand is easy on the body to restart training." He was still ill, but playing on the beach might bring some joy in his worried gaze. The Konti could feel the Kelvics concern, and she hoped the situation she'd outlined for him... a job, a place to stay, wasn't the cause of it.
"You can meet some of the other dogs here too... they often come with us. But only if you want..." She added, wanting him to feel comfortable, at home. Kavala had known quite a few kelvics. She'd never bonded with one, but she had spent a great deal of time making them comfortable. The best way she'd found to do that was to embrace both sides of their nature, treating them like both people and the animals they picked to be. It helped, at least a little, that she was a Dreamwalker and had walked her own Chavi back to a time when the kelvics were first created. She'd been one then, and knew without a doubt what was involved in the race. Most people thought that kelvics had dual natures. They didn't. She knew, for instance, that Copper was always a human and always a dog and would think like both at the same time constantly.
To treat him as just human or just dog was wrong... not when he was both. And that was why when she tried to speak to him, she'd speak to both his natures, and not just single one out. The attitude she took was half the reason kelvics trusted her for the most part, and almost all the reason that all the Akalaks who had bonded pregnant kelvics brought them here to birth.
"So.. interested in a run? Just a short one? And I'll give you a tour of the facility afterwards. I'll even let you pick out some quarters so you can have your own place to sleep that's comfortable." Kavala said, hoping he'd agree. Otherwise she'd go alone after the babies were fed and put down for a nap.