Timestamp: 90th day of Spring, 514 We're finally moving on tomorrow. It's been an eventful season. Lian mused. The glassbeaks on the outskirts of the city early in the season, and then the nightlions that stalked the bison calves later on had been serious problems for his people. Ones that Lian had felt guilty for not helping out with. Hunters had been needed to deal with both issues. And as a hunter, Lian had felt the desire to do something to help. But with the skills he had as a hunter...rabbits and game birds were more his level of prey. The occasional deer when he got the opportunity. But dangerous predators? Lian was painfully aware of the fact that he only would have gotten in the way had he tried to help. Against such a dangerous creature as a glassbeak or a nightlion, he would have been in considerable danger himself. And he would have been more of a threat to himself than he would have been to either animal. So he had wisely refrained from offering his services as a hunter. But there were good things as well. The early foals that the striders gave us, for one. And the bison calves as well. Both will be a big help to us in the future. Trade with Riverfall went well, too, from what I've heard. Then there are things of a more personal nature... Lian glanced over at his captive. Even after an entire season, she continued to resist his attempts to breed her. Lian frowned in annoyance at the thought. The girl currently sported a hand shaped bruise on her upper right arm from when he had gripped her too hard as he tried to put a stop to her struggles one night. There were several other bruises as well. Some were visible, others hidden by her clothing. Why did the girl continue to resist him? He had saved her life when he'd found her abandoned out in the Sea of Grass. It was only right that she repay her life debt to him by spending the remainder of the life he had saved bearing children for his people. It wasn't as though he kept her tied up all the time, either. He was giving her the chance to make the most of her captivity, and begin a new life. There were a lot of other captives who were considerably worse off than she was. He could have enslaved her, but he had chosen not to. He didn't even hurt her unduly. The only time Lian ever hurt the girl was when she forced him to by resisting when it was time for her to submit to him. You would think the girl would have learned better than to fight back by now...surely she must realize that resisting me isn't going to help her. It only makes things worse for her than they have to be. I wouldn't need to be rough with her if she didn't try to fight me, and I wouldn't need to punish her for defying me if she didn't give me cause to either. Lian shook his head. The girl would either learn that fighting her fate was futile...or she wouldn't. It didn't really matter to him whether she did or not. The end result would be the same either way. It's been nearly an entire season so far...I wonder how long it will take me to get the girl pregnant? Lian thought as he continued to study his captive. Lian could picture the small girl's belly swollen with his child very clearly in his mind. Would it be a son? If so, he wanted to name the boy Lukar after his older brother. Lukar would have loved having a nephew named after him... he thought fondly. Lian knew that a son wouldn't be the same as getting his beloved older brother back. Lukar was gone...and he wasn't ever coming back. But it would give him a new family member to love. And a family in general. He didn't have any family still among the living. And who knows? If Lukar's spirit hasn't been reborn yet, who's to say that he won't come back as my son? I'd never know even if he did...but I like to think that it might be possible. Lian allowed himself to indulge in visions of having a son. Things he could teach the boy as he grew. Stories they could share. Important lessons he could pass on that he himself had learned from his own father. It might be a girl, too. And I'd be perfectly okay with that if it is. Lian thought with a smile. A daughter that he could pamper the way his younger sister had been pampered when they were young children. Either would be equally welcome. Eventually, he hoped to have both. But there were things to do, and Lian had spent enough time day dreaming of the family that he wanted so desperately. I don't even have time to explore the Web now. Not if I want to get out hunting today. he grumbled to himself as he got up. |