Jad's thoughts were going in all directions at once. Even though they all stemmed from a single source, they traveled down a variety of pathways, every one of them ending with the goal of having this rain soaked beauty in his arms. On the one hand, he was fairly drunk and feeling clever and daring. On the other hand, he knew he was drunk and was worried he'd make a fool of himself by doing something he thought was clever and daring. He knew that, among sailors, out-drinking your fellows was a point of pride, and while he couldn't claim to have out-drank any of his shipmates just now, he'd made a decent showing. 'But what did Black think of it?' Was she impressed by his rough-and-tumble display of keeping up with the men? Did the word "man" even cross her mind as she walked beside him? Or did she think him a drunken oaf she now had to escort home? She'd spent a good portion of the day with him, but part of that had been stealing his pouch and facing him down at the General Store. He felt they'd come to a friendly enough common ground, but would he be pushing it if he assumed she was interested in anything more from him? He was just a kid! He knew it! If he was a man, he'd already have taken her in his arms. Then again, how old was she? He began to turn to ask, but almost gasped at the realization of what a massive gaffe that would have been. A bit of a mis-breath at the near gasp caused him to choke and cough for a second. He stammered something about a bug caught in his throat, realizing too late that there were not likely to be bugs flying in this rain. He actually found some optimism at the fact that she did not point this out. But maybe it was only because she could see what a bumbler he was and didn't want to crush him. His hopes envisioned smooth, practiced steps to bring himself suddenly in front of her, letting her gently walk into his subtle embrace. Her face turning up to his as he gently stroked a hair from her brow, guiding his fingertips down the nape of her neck, as she shivered deliciously, her lips parting, her tongue quickly moistening them, her eyes closing in anticipa- He tripped on a loose paving stone and nearly fell on his face. Worse yet, SHE grabbed him to keep him from falling. 'Gods, I'm pathetic!' he moaned inwardly. Now he was doubly shamed, by thinking he could handle his drink, when it clearly didn't impress her, and now by obviously having overestimated his capacity. At least he wasn't so far gone to be sick. He almost started blubbering a wallowing apology for his condition, but managed to curb that. She, at least, was still smiling. 'Probably laughing at me...' he grumbled to himself. 'No...there's no reason to think that...I showed her a good time...didn't I?' He turned to her, "You had a good time didn't you?" he stopped when he realized she had just spoken also. Something about the 'coast being clear'...and...'Home Free.' ...Then she slipped her arm around him... Everything changed. He suddenly FELT home free. He slipped his arm around her and pulled her close. He put his other arm around her and hugged her. Not too tightly. He laughed, "You know, the rain is wonderful, but I thought I felt you shiver just now, what say we go inside and warm up just a bit?" He locked eyes with her. Gods, her eyelashes were gloriously long, lining those deep brown pools like exotic feathery petals. "Maybe I can still get you out of those wet clothes." he laughed and winked, as if he was just making a joke about his earlier clumsiness. For a moment they just looked at each other. |