Two and a Half Days Later…
Pan was immersed in his work, carried away by the sound of his own quill scratching at the parchment in front of him. Cid had come by about twelve hours earlier. Pan had been so entranced with the copying of Prag’s journal that he almost didn’t see the wizard in time. The journal and notes had quickly been stuffed onto his lap. Pan wasn’t sure what Cid would have made of his extra-curricular project, but he didn’t want to find out.
Pan had been copying the scribbled notes that Prag, no doubt with the assistance of Sillius, had crammed into the book in uneven lines. The wizard had been far more concerned with getting his information down than his penmanship, which is something Pan could understand. Sometimes the information was only comprehensible for a moment, a flash of understanding in the brain before external stimuli carry it away like a feather in the wind. Pan was prone to frantic scrawlings at times, usually after hours of study.
But as he approached the last few pages of Prag’s research, he sighed in frustration. He had spent the last fifty=something bells copying the journal. And he had copied it neatly, or as neatly as his penmanship could accomplish. It was quite amazing, Pan thought ruefully, what undeath could do for you. In life he could have never sat there and copied so many pages without rest. But when you have no sustainment to worry about, no distractions, and all the time in the world you are able to accomplish great things.
Inky blackness blotched the tips of the fingers on his right hand from hours of exposure to his inkwell. Lab 15 moved around him, people always shuffling about with different projects from Cid, Filch, or Kromby. The sounds of people building or tinkering with golems echoed across the cavern occasionally. From the pusler sleeping area above came the noises of life. Occasional mutters, and even laughter a few times a month. They were not distracting noises, they were what he had come to associate with home. As much as it irked him to admit, Lab 15 was the only place he felt he belonged, and yet still did not belong.
Pan continued to scrawl.
As he wrote his mind drifted. It had been a year now. Well, two days more than a year since he had descended into his new, cold state of being. His heart had stopped over a year ago. And his life had changed enormously since that moment. At first the terror of his condition had consumed him. He had spent half a season sitting in Lowych’s cabin, trying to cry. But the dead shed not a tear. Besides, he had not been mourning Lowych, but wallowing in his own traumatic condition.
The reverie Pan had drifted into was so deep he sat staring at the parchment for a long time before realizing he had completed the new edition of Prag’s journal. Pan blinked a few times and inspected the original once again to make sure it was really finished. The task had been completed, and Pan was not too humble to admit he had done a sight better than Prag. The newer copy was neat and new, not battered by the wear and tear of time and frequent use.
Slipping both copies over to the corner of his desk he thought about his next task. Finding and animating a Witness Golem for the Inarta would be a trivial task. He was an apprentice in Lab 15, it could not be more convenient anywhere else.
It took him about five minutes to acquire the shell, a refurbished Witness shell that was awaiting reanimation. Perfect. Pan had sidled up to an apprentice who had a whole pile of the refurbished shells and was systematically reanimating each one and stacking them in another separate pile. The man was a pulser, and Pan had picked him for it. Pan knew the pulsers were more prone to distractions of a human nature. Sure enough, the man had happily engaged Pan, someone he could only have talked to a few times before. He was grateful when Pan offered to take a Witness or two off his hands. Perfectly executed. The Witness shell would not be missed for another couple of days. Depending on how well organized the other apprentice was, it might never be missed.
Back at his workstation Pan set the Witness down carefully. He was about to command his
golem into action, but thought better of it. The thing could create animation circles for him, but the Witness was so small it was just easier for Pan to do it himself. He bent and fumbled with the golem’s clamp, pulling the chalk out from it.
The fine white powder rubbed off onto his hand, partially covering the black ink. Pan crouched, not needed much space for the Witness Golem’s circle he quickly pressed it into the floor next to his desk. Then he drew the short link that would serve to connect the two circles. That thin line of ivory powder would be the conduit that made this magic possible. Pan then positioned himself and drew a circle around himself, connecting it’s edge with the link. He stepped out of the circle and contemplated it. He had been experimenting with different methods of glyphing the animation circles to enhance the productivity.
He decided on attempting a new pattern that was similar to one he had moderate success with before. Pan could make the animation without the aid of glyphs, it was relatively simple. But to strengthen his magic, a wizard must be willing to look sideways as well as forward. Pan lowered himself to one knee clumsily, bracing himself with the hand holding the chalk. Damn his Nuit corpse-body!
He placed the chalk to the floor once again. Carefully Pan pressed softly against the ground, moving the chalk to form a spiral. The white line curved around itself, the Focus sigil he had come up with the day he was introduced to the craft. From there he decided to connect the Focus directly to the link with a trail of Path glyphs, which was a simple diamond pointed longways. Pan took extreme care in drawing the glyphs, knowing that this could affect the outcome of his magic. Finally he connected the line of symbols to the link and stood to examine this portion of his work.
Pan frowned. The majority of the Path glyphs were wavering off track from each other and the link. Pan could see he had subconsciously corrected his path, but it was sloppy. He was pleased, at least, with his Focus. Pan twirled his wrist and caught his sleeve. Bending down once again, Pan rubbed away the offending Paths. He started again, this time standing after each and observing its orientation in relation to the others from above. He was just finishing his last Path before stopping at the link when he lost his balance and fell backwards.
“Petching Shyke!” Pan yelped, frustrated at his own lethargy. He pulled himself up and looked down at his work.
Petch! Now the Focus had been smeared from his foot sliding across it. Pan impatiently wiped it away with his sleeve as well, grimacing. He carefully touched chalk to floor again, recreating the swirl of the Focus. Finally, when satisfied with his revised work, Pan moved to the smaller circle.
Pan left himself calm from the anger he had built up. Botching simple glyphs! Pan liked to believe he was past that, but apparently not. He decided on an inwardly closing spiral of Path glyphs to simply smooth the intake of djed to the Witness shell. Pan began to etch the diamonds, more slowly this time. Care and time lead to success, speed and excitement only lead to completion. Pan did not want to finish, he wanted to
succeed.
When Pan finished he stood again, careful not to smudge any of his work. The spiral pitched together in an area. Pan bent and erased the section. He re-sketched it with a steadier hand. In the end, his glyphing was passable. Now it was time to start the animation and earn his familiar.