Lucillus Nitrozian
82nd of Summer, 514 AV
He could feel himself breaking apart. The cracks were hidden under the skin, but they certainly weren't buried... all it took was a simple touch of the finger to realize that they were present, and growing by the day. They flared up during the days and kept him up at nights, making him toss and turn restlessly in his bed, making his entire body shake and quiver when the evening wind stirred through his room. The cracks ran the entire length of him, down from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, from the way he laughed to the way he looked when idle. The cracks let blood pour out from his veins and spill onto the streets of Ravok, pure blood that showed only his uncontrolled feelings. Luc knew that he was doing a pisspoor job of keeping himself held together - his meetings with clients usually ended with some kind of explosion, he had thus far threatened to kill multiple members of the Nitrozian household, and he knew that one day those threats would take on a frightening new reality of their own. Every day, Luc held his head in his hands and realized just how fragile it truly was.
He would have preferred his situation if there was only one large problem that he had to deal with, rather than a thousand small ones in addition to a large, imposing menace. Luc was bothered by the fact that he was still working for the Nitrozians, by the fact that he didn't have an office to himself, by the fact that he kept getting trivial problems instead of the real meaty concerns, by the fact that the drugs that once introduced him to wonders barely made an impression upon him, by the fact that his dealers were starting to grow leery of him and raised their prices steeply, by the fact that his hair was growing wild and his eyes were constantly bloodshot and his bags grew darker by the day. Add to all of that the knowledge that there was somebody in Ravok that was trying, very persistently, to kill him, and Luc knew that it was only a matter of time before he ended up dead, locked up, or worse. What was really driving him nuts, however, was that his enemies had thus far failed to reveal themselves. They kept in the shadows and hadn't left any sort of calling card when their assassins - and Daegron - had come to his doorstep.
This left a whole city of possible killers that he had to deal with. Thinking about who in Ravok might want him dead, Luc knew that he already had a gigantic target staked to his back, in the form of the name "Nitrozian". Those that would want to send a message to the merchant house, might see him as an easy target that would accomplish the job... but even then, the attacks thus far on his person were a bit too risky for such an intense, high-stakes game. If one wanted to go after the Nitrozians, they certainly didn't do something so brazen as repeatedly try to kill the family lawyer. It had to be a personal enemy, then, but Luc had plenty of those to spare. How many pissed off dealers would love to take a shot at me and wipe me off the map? How many men have I embittered from failing to pay back my loans? Hell, maybe Sitanos himself is taking a shot at me, trying to stop me from becoming a family embarrassment The paranoia that Luc had to embrace to survive was slowly ruining him from the inside, he knew this intimately. What he needed was a means to defend himself, to fight back against the people that were trying to erase him from Ravok's memory.
And, sadly, he was crippled on that front. Perhaps it was the fact that his mother was a mouse, or that his blood naturally tended towards weakness, but he knew that he would never grow strong enough to fight back against his oppressors with martial weapons. Manipulation and intrigue were his preferred tools, but right now everyone in the city that he trusted was shunning him, pushed away by how quickly and totally he was spinning out of control. He was prepared to deal with rowdy clients and annoyed Nitrozian workers; dealing with a conspiracy to end his life was entirely new and foreign to him. None of my contacts are in a good place to observe this kind of skulduggery, he thought to himself, and too cowardly to step in the line of fire to help me. The one gift that he had to his name was the magic of Hypnotism, and this tool would indeed be useful against the people trying to murder him, but his constant use of the magic was beginning to wear down his sanity. Luc was convinced that he was... breaking down, his eyes and tongue no longer functioning as they used to, and he started to disbelieve and second-guess himself constantly, unable to tell truth from lies. If he was going to use Hypnotism to defend himself, he needed a teacher or education of some kind to give him greater understanding of the magic. He was cut off from using the Institute of Higher Learning, however, thanks to his high-profile name - if he was seen at the Institute, word would spread that he was a magician of some kind, and then the secret of his Hypnotism would be revealed to the public.
So the Institute was out... but that didn't mean Luc was cut off from education. For, as he recently discovered, there were other magical tutors in the city that could be a great deal more discrete than the Stryfe.
This need for Hypnotist education was what brought Lucillus Nitrozian, garbed in simple, unassuming clothes, to the Foundation of the Elemental Mind, an unheard-of establishment that nevertheless had gained quite a reputation in certain circles. One of his dealers mentioned a client of hers that engaged in some Hypnotheraphy at the Foundation - the results were apparently miraculous, as the dealer fervently attested to. Luc, intrigued by this knowledge, began to track down more rumors concerning the Foundation and eventually arrived at its doorstep, stepping inside and setting up an appointment to meet the mysterious and dreaded "Miro". That had been the easy part. Waiting was infinitely harder. Earlier in the morning, he had head to the business and been instructed by the dull secretary to wait in the lobby. Then, from out of nowhere, he was told to wait instead in Miro's office. Chimes became bells in Luc's mind, and he was starting to worry himself concerning the demeanor of this strange, often masked mage. Do you think that just because you can charm a few people, he told himself, that you are ready to be properly immersed into the world of sorcery? You're small time compared to this guy. He's going to... Struggling to control his nerves, Luc shifted atop his seat, closed his eyes, and tried to sneak in a nap as he waited for the wizard to arrive.
He could feel himself breaking apart. The cracks were hidden under the skin, but they certainly weren't buried... all it took was a simple touch of the finger to realize that they were present, and growing by the day. They flared up during the days and kept him up at nights, making him toss and turn restlessly in his bed, making his entire body shake and quiver when the evening wind stirred through his room. The cracks ran the entire length of him, down from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, from the way he laughed to the way he looked when idle. The cracks let blood pour out from his veins and spill onto the streets of Ravok, pure blood that showed only his uncontrolled feelings. Luc knew that he was doing a pisspoor job of keeping himself held together - his meetings with clients usually ended with some kind of explosion, he had thus far threatened to kill multiple members of the Nitrozian household, and he knew that one day those threats would take on a frightening new reality of their own. Every day, Luc held his head in his hands and realized just how fragile it truly was.
He would have preferred his situation if there was only one large problem that he had to deal with, rather than a thousand small ones in addition to a large, imposing menace. Luc was bothered by the fact that he was still working for the Nitrozians, by the fact that he didn't have an office to himself, by the fact that he kept getting trivial problems instead of the real meaty concerns, by the fact that the drugs that once introduced him to wonders barely made an impression upon him, by the fact that his dealers were starting to grow leery of him and raised their prices steeply, by the fact that his hair was growing wild and his eyes were constantly bloodshot and his bags grew darker by the day. Add to all of that the knowledge that there was somebody in Ravok that was trying, very persistently, to kill him, and Luc knew that it was only a matter of time before he ended up dead, locked up, or worse. What was really driving him nuts, however, was that his enemies had thus far failed to reveal themselves. They kept in the shadows and hadn't left any sort of calling card when their assassins - and Daegron - had come to his doorstep.
This left a whole city of possible killers that he had to deal with. Thinking about who in Ravok might want him dead, Luc knew that he already had a gigantic target staked to his back, in the form of the name "Nitrozian". Those that would want to send a message to the merchant house, might see him as an easy target that would accomplish the job... but even then, the attacks thus far on his person were a bit too risky for such an intense, high-stakes game. If one wanted to go after the Nitrozians, they certainly didn't do something so brazen as repeatedly try to kill the family lawyer. It had to be a personal enemy, then, but Luc had plenty of those to spare. How many pissed off dealers would love to take a shot at me and wipe me off the map? How many men have I embittered from failing to pay back my loans? Hell, maybe Sitanos himself is taking a shot at me, trying to stop me from becoming a family embarrassment The paranoia that Luc had to embrace to survive was slowly ruining him from the inside, he knew this intimately. What he needed was a means to defend himself, to fight back against the people that were trying to erase him from Ravok's memory.
And, sadly, he was crippled on that front. Perhaps it was the fact that his mother was a mouse, or that his blood naturally tended towards weakness, but he knew that he would never grow strong enough to fight back against his oppressors with martial weapons. Manipulation and intrigue were his preferred tools, but right now everyone in the city that he trusted was shunning him, pushed away by how quickly and totally he was spinning out of control. He was prepared to deal with rowdy clients and annoyed Nitrozian workers; dealing with a conspiracy to end his life was entirely new and foreign to him. None of my contacts are in a good place to observe this kind of skulduggery, he thought to himself, and too cowardly to step in the line of fire to help me. The one gift that he had to his name was the magic of Hypnotism, and this tool would indeed be useful against the people trying to murder him, but his constant use of the magic was beginning to wear down his sanity. Luc was convinced that he was... breaking down, his eyes and tongue no longer functioning as they used to, and he started to disbelieve and second-guess himself constantly, unable to tell truth from lies. If he was going to use Hypnotism to defend himself, he needed a teacher or education of some kind to give him greater understanding of the magic. He was cut off from using the Institute of Higher Learning, however, thanks to his high-profile name - if he was seen at the Institute, word would spread that he was a magician of some kind, and then the secret of his Hypnotism would be revealed to the public.
So the Institute was out... but that didn't mean Luc was cut off from education. For, as he recently discovered, there were other magical tutors in the city that could be a great deal more discrete than the Stryfe.
This need for Hypnotist education was what brought Lucillus Nitrozian, garbed in simple, unassuming clothes, to the Foundation of the Elemental Mind, an unheard-of establishment that nevertheless had gained quite a reputation in certain circles. One of his dealers mentioned a client of hers that engaged in some Hypnotheraphy at the Foundation - the results were apparently miraculous, as the dealer fervently attested to. Luc, intrigued by this knowledge, began to track down more rumors concerning the Foundation and eventually arrived at its doorstep, stepping inside and setting up an appointment to meet the mysterious and dreaded "Miro". That had been the easy part. Waiting was infinitely harder. Earlier in the morning, he had head to the business and been instructed by the dull secretary to wait in the lobby. Then, from out of nowhere, he was told to wait instead in Miro's office. Chimes became bells in Luc's mind, and he was starting to worry himself concerning the demeanor of this strange, often masked mage. Do you think that just because you can charm a few people, he told himself, that you are ready to be properly immersed into the world of sorcery? You're small time compared to this guy. He's going to... Struggling to control his nerves, Luc shifted atop his seat, closed his eyes, and tried to sneak in a nap as he waited for the wizard to arrive.