70th of Summer, 514.
Patrols were always needed. Syliras was a big place - split into many smaller sectors, each of which could be potentially holding bandits or other miscreants trying to pick off the occasional traveller trying to get into Syliras. No matter if it was squire or knight - preferably squire, because apparently it would help prepare them for further on in life - someone had to scout out these various places, and make sure each day that they were as they should be. Today, that job would fall to him. Tomorrow, it would fall onto a different squire. If there were no squires available, then a knight would go out. The cycle continued, over and over. Personally, he wished that he could spend his time doing other potentially more important things - like, for example, taking care of the pages. The little group of miscreants often left to his control, were often forgetting to post a letter here or there, and not following their orders. He was often the one held accountable.
It wasn't really a matter of because he was the higher in command - more or less because he was a squire, he was a Pycon, he was a squirrel.. and therefore everyone kept making the connection that they were getting no lessons from him other than how to resist authority. He was slowly poisoning their minds with the thought that they could get away with disobedience, because he wasn't strict enough.. he wasn't as imposing as the other knights, or the other human squires, when it came down to it. And in a way, that was entirely true. He wasn't as physically imposing as them. But he could also command respect from them, because he was their superior by rank. He didn't need to look dangerous.. he was dangerous, and they knew it.
The same reason he could be blamed for his pages, could fall upon all the rest of his efforts. Ser Iros knew otherwise.. but that was Ser Iros. The others didn't really.. well, consider him an effective member of the Order. Of course they didn't go throwing it about to the wind, they didn't yell it in front of his face and neither did they do anything else un-knightly about it. They were knights, after all. They weren't supposed to be so rude and blatant over it. But, he could still hear things. When a letter wasn't delivered by a page, they looked to him. When something was stolen in the streets, they looked to him. He'd become the go-to for little problems, because.. he was little. One day, though, he'd be above them in rank as well. They'd learn to live with his authority and his orders or they would leave - he wouldn't tolerate their attitude and closet racism.
He needed to do his best in these patrols, for those very reasons. Not just because he wanted to excel as every knight did through the ranks.. but because he knew of the consequences if he missed the slightest thing. He could feel the knights subtley waiting for a mistake that they could exploit. The bigger, the better. It wasn't malicious.. it was simple distrust in such a small creature, so alien. If he was a human, like them.. he would have done the same. He'd just have to prove them otherwise.. that he was trustworthy like them. And he'd have to do that, by showing them he could be a good knight.
Those thoughts locked in his mind, he gently nudged his mount into a quicker trot that sent them both deeper into the Bronze Woods. With any luck, he'd reach the edge of the Aylasa Caves before midday. Then it'd be a round circle through the Sunset Falls, towards Sylir's Brow, and then around Pavi Lake and back to the Mithryn Outpost. He wanted to get some more training in with Xarex, down at the Menagerie.
Patrols were always needed. Syliras was a big place - split into many smaller sectors, each of which could be potentially holding bandits or other miscreants trying to pick off the occasional traveller trying to get into Syliras. No matter if it was squire or knight - preferably squire, because apparently it would help prepare them for further on in life - someone had to scout out these various places, and make sure each day that they were as they should be. Today, that job would fall to him. Tomorrow, it would fall onto a different squire. If there were no squires available, then a knight would go out. The cycle continued, over and over. Personally, he wished that he could spend his time doing other potentially more important things - like, for example, taking care of the pages. The little group of miscreants often left to his control, were often forgetting to post a letter here or there, and not following their orders. He was often the one held accountable.
It wasn't really a matter of because he was the higher in command - more or less because he was a squire, he was a Pycon, he was a squirrel.. and therefore everyone kept making the connection that they were getting no lessons from him other than how to resist authority. He was slowly poisoning their minds with the thought that they could get away with disobedience, because he wasn't strict enough.. he wasn't as imposing as the other knights, or the other human squires, when it came down to it. And in a way, that was entirely true. He wasn't as physically imposing as them. But he could also command respect from them, because he was their superior by rank. He didn't need to look dangerous.. he was dangerous, and they knew it.
The same reason he could be blamed for his pages, could fall upon all the rest of his efforts. Ser Iros knew otherwise.. but that was Ser Iros. The others didn't really.. well, consider him an effective member of the Order. Of course they didn't go throwing it about to the wind, they didn't yell it in front of his face and neither did they do anything else un-knightly about it. They were knights, after all. They weren't supposed to be so rude and blatant over it. But, he could still hear things. When a letter wasn't delivered by a page, they looked to him. When something was stolen in the streets, they looked to him. He'd become the go-to for little problems, because.. he was little. One day, though, he'd be above them in rank as well. They'd learn to live with his authority and his orders or they would leave - he wouldn't tolerate their attitude and closet racism.
He needed to do his best in these patrols, for those very reasons. Not just because he wanted to excel as every knight did through the ranks.. but because he knew of the consequences if he missed the slightest thing. He could feel the knights subtley waiting for a mistake that they could exploit. The bigger, the better. It wasn't malicious.. it was simple distrust in such a small creature, so alien. If he was a human, like them.. he would have done the same. He'd just have to prove them otherwise.. that he was trustworthy like them. And he'd have to do that, by showing them he could be a good knight.
Those thoughts locked in his mind, he gently nudged his mount into a quicker trot that sent them both deeper into the Bronze Woods. With any luck, he'd reach the edge of the Aylasa Caves before midday. Then it'd be a round circle through the Sunset Falls, towards Sylir's Brow, and then around Pavi Lake and back to the Mithryn Outpost. He wanted to get some more training in with Xarex, down at the Menagerie.