87th of Summer, 504AV
early evening
"Scaredy Sydelle. Go on."
Sydelle felt hands pressing into her back, urging her toward the tavern and the group of men and boys gathering outside the door. The gangly girl stumbled a bit, then turned to glare at her friends. 'Scaredy Sydelle,' she thought, smarting a bit from the nickname, 'no way!'
Making a show of it, Sydelle sniffed disdainfully and turned back to face the tavern. Stiffening her spine and taking a fortifying breath, she forced her feet to head straight for the off-duty Knights and Squires. The further she strode from her friends, the more her courage wavered, until the only thing keeping her moving was the thought of being labelled 'Scaredy Sydelle' for the rest of her life.
'It's your own fault, anyway, stupid, with all your big talk about fortune telling and predicting the future.' Her hand reached down into her pocket, feeling the familiar edges of her father's tarot cards. He'd been showing her a few things, true, but in her heart of hearts, Syd knew that she was no expert fortune teller. She'd just been trying to impress her friends and they'd called her bluff. Really called it. Self-pity so absorbed her that she nearly ran into a Squire, saved from that embarrassment only by the older boy's quick dodge.
"Oh! 'Scuse me!" Syd hated the blush she knew was painting her cheeks, almost as much as the nerves that threatened to silence her. Before that could happen, she pulled the cards from her pocket and rushed on. "Care ta have yer fortune told, ser? My dad's cards never lie, and it don't take too awful long..."
The squire she'd nearly run into just stared at her, and Sydelle felt her blush deepening under his gaze. 'Well, so what if he is staring? Prob'ly don't even have a fortune to tell yet, anyway.' She narrowed her eyes at him, taking his silence for a challenge and turned to face the nearest Knight. He was an older, grizzled man with kind eyes; Sydelle felt her nerves fade the tiniest bit. Dropping a curtsy, which wobbled only slightly, Syd forced a bright smile to her face and tried again.
"Or you, Ser Knight? I could tell you about glory or wealth or love, mebbe?"
early evening
"Scaredy Sydelle. Go on."
Sydelle felt hands pressing into her back, urging her toward the tavern and the group of men and boys gathering outside the door. The gangly girl stumbled a bit, then turned to glare at her friends. 'Scaredy Sydelle,' she thought, smarting a bit from the nickname, 'no way!'
Making a show of it, Sydelle sniffed disdainfully and turned back to face the tavern. Stiffening her spine and taking a fortifying breath, she forced her feet to head straight for the off-duty Knights and Squires. The further she strode from her friends, the more her courage wavered, until the only thing keeping her moving was the thought of being labelled 'Scaredy Sydelle' for the rest of her life.
'It's your own fault, anyway, stupid, with all your big talk about fortune telling and predicting the future.' Her hand reached down into her pocket, feeling the familiar edges of her father's tarot cards. He'd been showing her a few things, true, but in her heart of hearts, Syd knew that she was no expert fortune teller. She'd just been trying to impress her friends and they'd called her bluff. Really called it. Self-pity so absorbed her that she nearly ran into a Squire, saved from that embarrassment only by the older boy's quick dodge.
"Oh! 'Scuse me!" Syd hated the blush she knew was painting her cheeks, almost as much as the nerves that threatened to silence her. Before that could happen, she pulled the cards from her pocket and rushed on. "Care ta have yer fortune told, ser? My dad's cards never lie, and it don't take too awful long..."
The squire she'd nearly run into just stared at her, and Sydelle felt her blush deepening under his gaze. 'Well, so what if he is staring? Prob'ly don't even have a fortune to tell yet, anyway.' She narrowed her eyes at him, taking his silence for a challenge and turned to face the nearest Knight. He was an older, grizzled man with kind eyes; Sydelle felt her nerves fade the tiniest bit. Dropping a curtsy, which wobbled only slightly, Syd forced a bright smile to her face and tried again.
"Or you, Ser Knight? I could tell you about glory or wealth or love, mebbe?"