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A young Aislyn learns a lesson about freedom, and the constraints that come with it.

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Considered one of the most mysterious cities in Mizahar, Alvadas is called The City of Illusions. It is the home of Ionu and the notorious Inverted. This city sits on one of the main crossroads through The Region of Kalea.

[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Aislyn Leavold on November 19th, 2014, 2:21 am

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”My turn, now!” The giddiness of her excitement bubbled over into her voice, sending it almost annoyingly high-pitched. Taji winced, and, afterwards, mockingly covered his ears, as if worried about her making another noise like that. That made her laugh, but it didn’t distract her from the task at hand.
”Now that it really, really is my turn, I’m asking the question you wouldn’t let me ask before.” She stuck her tongue out at the man, as if justified in her actions now. ”Where are George and Julie now?”

”Julian. It’s George and… Julian.” It was strange- almost unnatural- how quickly the man had been switching back and forth between pained looks and fun filled jests. It left Aislyn in utter confusion, but still, she persisted in her silence. She’d ask her questions when she was allowed, and not before. That was her rule, and she was sticking to it.
”I’m not sure where they are exactly, lass, but I know where they went.”

Slowly, as if repairing a damaged image, the man looked up at Aislyn and smiled, as though his earlier sadness had not happened. Lyn made sure to watch what she said- She didn’t want to accidentally destroy that smile, as she had many others.
”Julian… He’s the eldest- He went to Kenash the second he got word of work being needed there. A farm, I believe, or a plantation? The lad was never too clear on ‘is intentions.” He gave a clipped laugh, as if stopping himself from enjoying the memory further. ”Kept his life locked up tight, he did. Even from me.” Another laugh, except this one quickly dissolved into a sigh.

”George, though… George was crystal clear on his intentions. The lad went to the capital to become a knight in shining armour. Ever since he was no older then you, L, he’d wanted to be a knight.” The man mimicked the swinging of some bladed weapon, as if sparring a soldier. ”’Look at me, pa! I’m gonna be a knight!’” The man laughed as he waved off the act, along with the memory. ”Wish I could have told the lad- Not every knight has shining armour, and not every knight makes it home alive.”


Despite the morbid light of what he had just said, Taji continued with a rather bright tone, illustrating his story with a couple of wide swings of an imaginary sword, once again sparring with his invisible partner. ”And the sword! That sword would have been the death of me should I not have hid it away from the lad. ‘There’s a Zith there, pa, look out!’ he’d yell, as he nearly took out my eye with that wooden plank.” He shook his head as he continued, as if torn between being fond of the memory and scolding the boy’s past actions. ”Foolhardy one, George was. Then off he went, zooming to Syliras as soon as he could travel.”

”I’m not truly convinced the lad made it. I sent a letter once and…” And immediate darkness crossed his face. ”..Never got a response.”

”But that’s enough of an answer from me, what about you, lass? I’ve got another question, if you’re willing…” Aislyn gave a sharp nod of agreement. ”Alright, since you asked me about my family, allow me to ask about yours…”
Eager to answer, Aislyn jumped onto the question. ”I’ve got no brothers or sisters. Not like your family. Mines’ not big- it’s just my mother and me.” Happily, she continued. ”Do families have to have both a mother and a father? It seems too… Crowded.” The girl made a face as Taji processed her words. It took him quite a while to reply. Had she said something wrong?

”That’s certainly an… interesting view on things. After all, ya got a point. A family doesn’t need two parents to make it complete…” Again, something in his eyes put Aislyn on edge. A certain sadness that came out of nowhere and kept coming back. ”All it truly needs is a person to love ya and a child to love...”

”Really, it doesn’t even need that.”
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[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Aislyn Leavold on November 19th, 2014, 3:57 am

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”A family can be a lot of things, L. Small, big, loving…” His sentence trailed off, but Aislyn could easily fill the gap with her own words. Broken. ”It doesn’t even have to be perfect. In fact, most aren’t perfect.” Gently, he nudged her shoulder, as if teasing. ”I’m not perfect, you’re not perfect. Nobodys’ perfect, and therefore, no family is perfect.”

Nodding to her bandaged hand, the man continued. ”Your hand won’t be perfect now- it’ll always have that scar- but it was never perfect to begin with. Just like everything else in this world, a scar won’t make you imperfect, what makes you imperfect is living He laughed. A good, hearty laugh that made the girl giggle along with it. ”And lass, who says living is a bad thing?”

After that, the two fell into another silence, though thoughts were very prominently shared in the empty space. It wasn’t too hard to guess what they were thinking about- Taji’s words had given a lot to take in. He was a good speaker, and Aislyn enjoyed the sound of his voice, even if it wasn’t true words he was saying. Even when the man began to sing in a rough, gravelly, untrained voice, Lyn enjoyed the sound. Perhaps it was just her distaste for the silence, but even the grating way he sung brought a certain comfort to the girl. Homely, almost. Even if he wasn’t the best singer.

Aislyn didn’t understand the majority of the words sung, save for a select few towards the end. ’The journeys’ just begun’, it appeared the last words were- the only words in common, as well.
”You don’t have to understand a song to find it beautiful.” The man interrupted her thoughts, though also answering her questions that went with it. ”Anything can be beautiful, I promise ya, lass, no matter how much or how little you understand it.”

After a few more versus, the man stopped to explain. ”My mother used to sing that song all the time when I was a lad. Adored it, she did, even if she didn’t fluently speak the language it rooted from. Inartan, I believe it be. Taught to her by her mother, and her mother before that. If I didn’t know better- which, granted, I don’t- I would’ve said I myself have got some blood brought straight from Wind Reach, flowing in my veins.” The man laughed at the idea, though Aislyn sat silently, confused at the addition of all these new words. Inartan? Wind Reach? ”Something about birds and wings… Then again, a lot of Inartan songs are about that.” He laughed again, though Aislyn missed the joke. ”Inartan anything, really- that lots’ all about birds. Even their language- the song. So hard to sing, because all it sounds like is a load of bird calls. Not the easiest language, but if you take the time to learn it...” He sighed. ”It can become something very beautiful.”

For a moment, the man returned to his thoughts, but after a while, he must have remembered the girl, sitting in front of him, eagerly waiting for him to continue his story. About his mother, about these ‘Inarta’, even if he’d started a completely new story, or began singing again.

”Ah, but don’t let me bore you, lass. What happened to our game? It was your turn, I believe.”

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[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Aislyn Leavold on November 20th, 2014, 3:30 am

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Eager to escape the downcast topics, Aislyn eagerly jumped at the prospect of beginning their game again. She’d liked the game. Just not the heavy thinking that came with it. She had to tread more lightly around her questions this time. Be more careful around subjects she’d learned were quite… Touchy. Family. Home. Maybe something about the city would clear things up? If a person lived in Alvadas, they learned to love it, or they fell in a pit of angry hornets when they walked out the door. There was no in between.

”If it’s my turn, I’d love to continue the question game.” The girl gave a toothy grin at Taji. ”But only if it’s my turn. I love questioning people far more than answering questions.”
That made the man laugh- One of those big, hearty laughs she was sure the man didn’t emit often. Once he had stopped, however, he quietly added another comment that Aislyn just barely caught. ”Of course you do, lass. Of course you do.”

Taking a moment to think her question through, Aislyn finally decided on the wording, determined not to turn this one into another lecture.
”Do you like Alvadas?” I know I do, she’d wanted to ask, but had refrained from adding it, arguing that the question was meant for Taji, not for her to turn back to herself.

”Alvadas is a fine city. Beautiful, even. Interesting, definitely.” He paused, considering his words. ”Given, there’s a few things I would change. The constantly shifting floor plan, for example.” Quieter, in a whisper the girl almost couldn’t hear, he added. ”Can never find anything in this damned city.” Aislyn chose not to question the man’s choice of language. She was too young to use any of them without guilt, but the girl had hung around the sanity center for long enough to hear far more hushed swears than she really should have at such a young age. She probably knew more swears in different languages than she did in common, with the amount of lost tourists that hung around the gates of the city. They came from all over, and thus, brought colourful language from all over with them.

”Now for my question.” He thought for several seconds, taking his time with this choice. ”You said you didn’t have a father… Does that mean it’s just your ma raising you? Alone?” Something was buried in the voice he used as he asked the question. Sympathy, or, perhaps, a bit of understanding. ”Where’s your father now?”

”Yup, just my mother. Never met my father. I know he didn’t live in Alvadas, for sure, but I’ve never seen him. Mother says I get a lot of my looks from him. I have straighter hair than her, and darker skin. I dunno how she knows what my father looks like, if even I didn’t get to meet him…” A note of sadness entered her voice. ”But that’s okay. Mothers’ good enough for me…”

She turned back to Taji, her wide smile once again brightening up the dark alley in which they sat. ”Besides, maybe you could be my father instead.”
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[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Aislyn Leavold on November 20th, 2014, 3:51 am

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Perhaps those had not been the right words to use.
Especially with the rocky surface she’d created with her earlier questions, she probably should have tiptoed around the subject just a little bit more. Slightly more cautious. More prepared.
Perhaps she shouldn’t have used the word ‘Father’.

Even if she didn’t know why, the girl knew for a fact now that family appeared to be a shaky subject with her mentor. He’d been very vague about everything so far, even more so about his closest family. Aislyn hadn’t even asked about a spouse, yet somehow, she knew that was what he was thinking about. The look in his eye had tipped her off. Even at a young age, Aislyn knew the look of longing well. She’d seen it far too many times before.

Hurriedly, she tried to patch up the conversation.
”I mean, like, teacher- I’ve never gone to school before.” Diverting her eyes, she continued. ”I didn’t truly mean father…”

”That’s alright lass, I know what you meant.” Did he? Did he really? ”A protective figure. I’m the first one who hasn’t treated you like a random child on the streets, ain’t I?’ He didn’t quite get it then. He was half right, though. The man had indeed been the first one to actually cultivate her curiosity instead of dismiss it as childish wonderings. That had certainly been a plus.
”Because, lass, that’s exactly what you are.” He tipped her chin up, so she could look him in the eyes. ”But that doesn’t mean you aren’t special.” He withdrew his hand, only to place it on top of her head and mess up her slightly-less-than-neat hair. ”At least, to me.”

Several quiet seconds passed. Eventually, Taji got up, stretching his back out and moving over to the sachel that was laying strewn to the side of the alley, most likely where he had left it when he had dropped everything to help Aislyn patch up her hand. Just beyond the bag- the crossbow. Deep in the shadows of the alleyway, it was. Almost hidden in the dark light. Had the man done that on purpose? It seemed likely. Out of sight, out of mind, right?

”Taji…” The girl found herself halfheartedly asking, ”Do you think I’ll still be able to learn?”

There was an eerie silence after her question. Only the shuffle of boots convinced Aislyn that the man hadn’t already left her presence.
”Learn what, lass?”

Awkwardly getting up herself and stretching out her legs, Aislyn continued. ”The crossbow… Do you think you’ll ever be able to… Trust me?” She added another word for clarity; ”...Again?”

Again, eerie silence. The girl became increasingly worried that she’d silenced the man down to his thoughts, but, after at least a chime of waiting, she was rewarded.
Or, at least, answered. Rewarded was not exactly what she felt after he replied.
”No.”

It was like a punch to the face. She’d felt so certain the man would be able to forgive her for what she’d done- what did he mean, no? No as in never, or no as in not right now?

”No… I won’t be able to trust you.” Aislyn could almost feel the tension growing. She was inadvertently holding her breath, though she couldn’t bring herself to let it go. ”But, lass, that doesn’t mean anything.” He paused, closing up his satchel and swinging it over his shoulder so he could face the girl. ”Because it’s yourself you’re going to have to trust in order to fire that thing again.”
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[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Aislyn Leavold on July 7th, 2015, 10:53 pm

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Trust herself?
Herself?
She’d trusted herself, and what had that gotten her?

The girl glared angrily down at the wrapped wound on her palm. It was definitely going to scar, if it healed at all. That’s what trusting herself had gotten her. And it wasn’t the best prize she’d ever seen. A hole in her hand and an aching mind. That was her prize for trusting herself, and now Taji wanted her to do it again.
”Get up, lass. There’s no use in sitting on the floor moping about.” He offered a hand to pull her up, and she took it with little hesitation. ”You’ve got a home, don’cha? He gave her a good look up and down. ”After all, you don’t look like something brought up on the streets.” The man smiled, tapping her head lightly.
”And you said you had a ma to get back to. She’ll be worried sick if I keep you for any longer.”

Aislyn had nearly forgotten about how her mother would feel, with everything that had gone on. Taji’s words were kind, but she highly doubted it. Her mother probably wouldn’t even notice she was gone. She’d have to make an effort to hide the bandaging on her hand, but even that wouldn’t be much of a challenge. Her mother loved her, she knew, but she seemed to love her work more. It was just stupid pottery, too. Stupid, stupid little shop that Aislyn wasn’t allowed in because ”You might break something, love.”
Lyn hated it.

But Taji, Taji seemed different. More confident in her. He let her do things. Things like shoot a real life bow! Shoot herself with it, too! The learning experience was just so exciting.
”Now, I know these ‘vadas streets change with the bells, so you’re going to have to lead. You know what your home looks like, not me.”

It seemed Taji even planned to walk her home. It was almost like they were friends. He was a lot older, of course, but that didn’t matter, as long as he was nice, right? She could learn a lot from him. Like how to use weapons, and how to talk to people, and maybe she’d even get to meet his sons one day. George sounded nice, though Aislyn couldn’t imagine being a knight. Crossbows were cool, and so were swords, but using them as a living? Too much like hard work.

With two of them looking, it didn’t take long for Aislyn to locate the her home, winding streets and all. Not surprisingly, no candle lay lit in the window, no worried mother standing outside. The only thing there to greet her was the bed of flowers that her mother “cared” for. They looked like they needed water, or food, or something. Aislyn wasn’t a gardener, and frankly, didn’t care much for the plants. Maybe Taji was a gardener.
She didn’t really care much about that either.

What she did care about, however, was going home. She made her way inside the small abode easily enough, waving Taji off as walked back down into the streets, presumably back to where he had came from. As he disappeared around a bend, Aislyn pondered her questions about him. By the next time she saw him, the girl would have compiled an entire list. Then they’d have something to do during their next big adventure. Taji knew what her house looked like now, after all, so if he went on any big quests, he could pick her up on the way.

The girl could always hope.
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[Flashback] Memories of a Mentor

Postby Fable on August 16th, 2015, 2:39 am

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Grade Awarded!


Skills

    ➢ Planning +1
    ➢ Observation +5
    ➢ Acting +1
    ➢ Subterfuge +2
    ➢ Socialization +5
    ➢ Investigation +5
    ➢ Interrogation +2
    ➢ Philosophy +4
    ➢ Negotiation +4
    ➢ Tactics +3
    ➢ Stealth +3
    ➢ Acrobatics +2
    ➢ Intelligence +3
    ➢ Intimidation +1
    ➢ Weapon: Crossbow +3
    ➢ Persuasion +2
    ➢ Medicine +1
    ➢ Storytelling +3
    ➢ Rhetoric +1
    ➢ Logic +1

Lores
    ➢ Philosophy: What's in a Name
    ➢ Philosophy: What Makes a Family
    ➢ Crossbow: Proper Form
    ➢ Crossbow: Proper Safety Precautions
    ➢ Crossbow: Improper Loading
    ➢ The Nature of a Crossbow
    ➢ Properties of a Crossbow
    ➢ Medicine: Cleaning a Wound with Alcohol
    ➢ Medicine: Basic Cloth Bandage
    ➢ Taji Karron: Crossbow Teacher
    ➢ Taji Karron: Born 42 Fall
    ➢ George Karron's Travel History
    ➢ Julian Karron's Travel History
    ➢ Alvadas Location: Ionu's Wager
    ➢ Taji's Song
    ➢ Inarta: People of Wind Reach
    ➢ Inartian: Sounds Like Bird Calls

Consequences
    +A scar on the hand, about the size of a nickel. It will be faint if given treatment, fairly pronounced if not.

Comments
    Just a small note: Syliras isn't the capital. It's just a well established city in the Sylira region.

    Wow! This was a fun thread to read! Little Aislyn is too endearing haha. Good work!
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