90th of Fall, 514 AV
Falling asleep used to be easy.
It took her a few years to figure out the perfect method. Within less than a chime, Amrita could quietly ease her mind and body into a blissful slumber using nothing but her fingers between her legs and her imagination. She’d come to find no other way to relax herself at night. Envisioning lascivious acts never made her feel guilty, especially when she believed that she did it with true love for the man of her dreams.
All that changed following the Benshira’s sentence. Having vowed a life devoted to mental and physical purity, she forbid herself from such kinds of ministrations. Restless nights filled with torturously lustful dreams became a norm for the first couple seasons without her nocturnal routine. She started to hate going to sleep, which then made her feel too tired to do anything during the day. The dancer needed a different solution.
What better way to break a habit than to create a new one?
Nowadays, falling asleep took a longer, more difficult method. Amrita created an intricate dance routine that she exercised every evening, a few bells before bed. Tonight, however, she had no time. After coming home late from a full day of planning for the seasonal performance at Dead Man's Tales, Amrita lazily slipped under her sheets. She felt too tired to even bother with changing out of her outfit, let alone a whole dance routine.
Slowly but surely, she drifted off to sleep; succumbing under the weight of a familiar world with no control…
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“May I have this dance?”
Lutes, flutes and fiddles all wove together in a merry blend of music as Amrita beamed at the tall, dark man standing before her.
“Certainly!”
She took his hand and let him lead her into the overflowing flood of people laughing, singing, and dancing along to the beat of the song. Everyone was dressed up, but they looked as exquisitely ridiculous as the fake jewelry stall at the Yahebah markets.
“You look stunning tonight, m’lady.”
They were spinning. She giggled and blushed and wondered who he was and what he wanted and why they were here and—
…How she knew that she loved him.
It took her a few years to figure out the perfect method. Within less than a chime, Amrita could quietly ease her mind and body into a blissful slumber using nothing but her fingers between her legs and her imagination. She’d come to find no other way to relax herself at night. Envisioning lascivious acts never made her feel guilty, especially when she believed that she did it with true love for the man of her dreams.
All that changed following the Benshira’s sentence. Having vowed a life devoted to mental and physical purity, she forbid herself from such kinds of ministrations. Restless nights filled with torturously lustful dreams became a norm for the first couple seasons without her nocturnal routine. She started to hate going to sleep, which then made her feel too tired to do anything during the day. The dancer needed a different solution.
What better way to break a habit than to create a new one?
Nowadays, falling asleep took a longer, more difficult method. Amrita created an intricate dance routine that she exercised every evening, a few bells before bed. Tonight, however, she had no time. After coming home late from a full day of planning for the seasonal performance at Dead Man's Tales, Amrita lazily slipped under her sheets. She felt too tired to even bother with changing out of her outfit, let alone a whole dance routine.
Slowly but surely, she drifted off to sleep; succumbing under the weight of a familiar world with no control…
…
……
………
“May I have this dance?”
Lutes, flutes and fiddles all wove together in a merry blend of music as Amrita beamed at the tall, dark man standing before her.
“Certainly!”
She took his hand and let him lead her into the overflowing flood of people laughing, singing, and dancing along to the beat of the song. Everyone was dressed up, but they looked as exquisitely ridiculous as the fake jewelry stall at the Yahebah markets.
“You look stunning tonight, m’lady.”
They were spinning. She giggled and blushed and wondered who he was and what he wanted and why they were here and—
…How she knew that she loved him.