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There it was: that familiar twisting guilt the instant that words of common began to tumble from Khara's mouth. Here he was, in a room with three women he either respected or, at the very least, had compelling reasons to want to avoid unduly irritating; and here they were all forced to utilise a less than preferable language on account of him. It felt like a persistent grip tightening around his heart with every stumbled phrase that Khara managed to utter; he shouldn't have come, shouldn't have allowed himself to be here to inconvenience them all, shouldn't have allowed himself to be the cause of the discomfort that Khara was clearly feeling -
Khara's discomfort. That was like being lost in a blizzard, and suddenly catching sight of a wolf: all the other distractions slid into the background, and Zhol's mind sharpened it's focus on the worst of them, searching for a way to survive it. When her voice turned quiet like that, when her posture collapsed in on itself as if she were trying to shrink, when her eyes nervously darted about like that - those were all bad signs. Elsewhere, in private, he would try to steer her away from such things with heartfelt words; but such times had the advantage that Khara could, thankfully, not see how obvious his caring for her was, and would never notice the hidden meaning that those words conveyed. Drusilla and Azira would not be so oblivious, and the thought of either of them knowing was almost as terrifying as the prospect of Khara ever finding out.
Instead, he spoke in silent gestures, his hand brushing gently against Khara's for the briefest of instants, an unspoken reminder that he was there, and that her worries need not be. "I haven't," Zhol agreed, swooping in to aid Khara's efforts to deflect attention away from herself. "It's a good job I had such a talented game scout to show me the way, else I would have been hopelessly lost."
A grin came to his face, and he stepped forward, enthusiastically wrapping his arms around the birthday girl. "Hello again, sister," he muttered, with an affectionate squeeze. A slight twist came into his words. "You should have told me yesterday at the stables that today was your birthday," he added, the tiniest hint of teasing chastisement creeping into his voice. "How is a brother supposed to prepare for such things, if he doesn't find out until the evening before?"
Khara's discomfort. That was like being lost in a blizzard, and suddenly catching sight of a wolf: all the other distractions slid into the background, and Zhol's mind sharpened it's focus on the worst of them, searching for a way to survive it. When her voice turned quiet like that, when her posture collapsed in on itself as if she were trying to shrink, when her eyes nervously darted about like that - those were all bad signs. Elsewhere, in private, he would try to steer her away from such things with heartfelt words; but such times had the advantage that Khara could, thankfully, not see how obvious his caring for her was, and would never notice the hidden meaning that those words conveyed. Drusilla and Azira would not be so oblivious, and the thought of either of them knowing was almost as terrifying as the prospect of Khara ever finding out.
Instead, he spoke in silent gestures, his hand brushing gently against Khara's for the briefest of instants, an unspoken reminder that he was there, and that her worries need not be. "I haven't," Zhol agreed, swooping in to aid Khara's efforts to deflect attention away from herself. "It's a good job I had such a talented game scout to show me the way, else I would have been hopelessly lost."
A grin came to his face, and he stepped forward, enthusiastically wrapping his arms around the birthday girl. "Hello again, sister," he muttered, with an affectionate squeeze. A slight twist came into his words. "You should have told me yesterday at the stables that today was your birthday," he added, the tiniest hint of teasing chastisement creeping into his voice. "How is a brother supposed to prepare for such things, if he doesn't find out until the evening before?"
"Pavi" | "Common" | "Nari" | "Symenos"
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Dad Thoughts | Dinah Thoughts | Khara Thoughts
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This template was made by Khara. She was bribed with coffee and jammy dodgers.