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..2nd Winter, 514
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If Zhol had to guess, his feet were about eight inches off the ground about now. That was how he felt at least, as if the stone floors of Wind Reach's tunnels had been replaced with a cushion of clouds and meadow grass, and he was striding merrily along atop them. His arm ached a little as it swung at his side, the sling hanging ready for use around his neck like some kind of odd scarf. Zhol couldn't remember the fancy names for the part of him that the healers had said were injured, but they were still giving him a little grief; or trying to at least, but he was too caught up in himself to even care.
No, that wasn't true: not caught up in himself, caught up in her. Caught up in Khara. Caught up in the sight of her eyes that clung to the backs of his eyelids, finally able to be studied without subterfuge and memorised in exquisite detail. Caught up in the tingling sensation left behind where her body had pressed against his, having hugged against him not in sorrow or friendship, but in the open and honest affection that they had both been shocked and astounded and overjoyed to discover that they shared. Caught up in the remembered feeling of her lips against his, each kiss replaying in his mind over and over. Caught up in the sound of her voice as she'd confessed how she had felt, and the smile that had blossomed like a flower on her features when he'd done the same.
He'd walked her to the gates, walked her to work like he'd done so many times before, bid his farewells as she set off to risk her life in the Unforgiving for a city that didn't appreciate her. But it had been different this time, and not just because of the long, lingering kiss that he'd gently placed upon her lips to stop her fidgeting so much as she struggled to make herself let go of his hand, or the curled fingers of grassland sign that she'd gestured with from a distance, a message of affection that no one else in Wind Reach but he or she could possibly understand.
It was different because for the first time in too many days to count, he watched her leave and didn't feel as if a chain was trying to tear his heart from his chest. He watched her leave and his mind didn't flood with worries of what would have gone unsaid if anything happened to her. He was still concerned - mortified, actually - that something might happen to her beyond the walls of Wind Reach, but this time it was different. This time, he'd been able to say to her something that he'd never been able to say to her before.
I love you, Khara. I'll miss you.
Zhol felt so happy he almost whistled, though better judgement stopped that from being the sound that heralded his entrance into the Skyhigh Stables. Even so, his good mood didn't go unnoticed; not by Solo at least, who sputtered indignantly at him as he passed.
"Good morning to you too, friend," he replied cheerfully, sauntering between the stable stalls, eyes casually sweeping across his surroundings.
The stables had changed a little these past few days, in preparation for the winter. The horses that were usually spaced out across the stables two hundred and some stalls for convenience - far easier to muck out stalls if there was an empty one right next to it to shuffle the horse into - had all been moved as deep into the stables as possible, and as far from the doorway to the outside world as they could get. The vast wooden doors had been slammed shut against the winter cold and thoroughly bolted; after the riots last year, extra precautions had been taken to safeguard the horses from any roving packs of hungry, short-sighted Inarta, and Zhol could see the new locks and bars that had been freshly bolted on.
They wouldn't be shut for the entire winter, and if anything, the stables became busier during the colder months: sled caravans from elsewhere in Kalea found the snow a swifter medium for travel, and would be coming and going, bolstering Wind Reach's own eagle trade routes with vital supplies during the cold. That was part of why the horses had been packed tighter together, to make room for potential visitors; the rest of the reason was purely huddling for warmth, and keeping them as close to the iron braziers that they would soon be dragging out into the aisles and keeping lit as much as possible. That meant later hours of course, the stable employees taking it in turns to stoke the fires late at night so that they'd burn on until the morning; and with dried horse manure preferred as a fuel over Wind Reach's valuable and limited wood supplies, it was certainly an aromatic time of year; but this was what the horses needed, and it was what Zhol would unquestioningly be a part of.
"Someone is in a good mood this morning," a playful voice observed; a few moments and a sway of long red hair peered out from the tack room, a tiny and pleasantly-smiling face following in it's wake. It wasn't his Khara, sadly, but that didn't make her appearance an unwelcome one.
"Someone is," Zhol replied, an enigmatic smile firmly affixed to his features.
Kami's face furrowed into a suspicious frown. She abandoned whatever task had been keeping her occupied and advanced towards him, peering upwards at him as if perceiving him from a different angle, or looking up underneath his eyelids would somehow uncover the truth of what was going on. Zhol's expression changed. Suddenly, Kami's did.
"You told her," Kami breathed, a mix of worry and surprise and wonder skipping back and forth between her words. Zhol's smile grew ever so slightly. "And she told you?"
Zhol couldn't stop himself from a full-fledged grin, and Kami echoed it with one of her own within an instant. A high-pitched noise escaped her as she launched herself at him, flinging her arms around his neck, so much force involved that Zhol staggered for balance, and Kami's boots bid the floor a complete farewell. A stab of a wince of pain disrupted Zhol's grin for a brief moment, but subsided as Kami finally released him, and slid back to the floor.
"I told you," she said indignantly, taking a step back and fixing him with an all-knowing look.
Zhol tried to stop smiling and retaliate with a stern look of his own, but failed utterly. "You did," he conceded, willing to bear the brunt of the I told you so without so much as a flinch; there wasn't a thing in creation that could dent this particular good mood.
Kami's eyes lit up with excitement and intrigue, questions tumbling from her mouth at a rapid pace. "What did you say? What did she say? Where did it happen? Were there candles? Did you -" She trailed off into a gasp, her voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper as she leaned forward, peering into Zhol's eyes in search of deceit. "Did you kiss her?"
Another uncontrollable smile vied for control of Zhol's expression. "I did."
Her voice was barely more than a hoarse breath now. "Was it wonderful?"
Zhol's face turned a distinctive and radiant shade of crimson at that question, but that didn't stop him from forcing out a sheepish answer. "It was, yeah."
Another high-pitched squeak escaped from Kami, loud enough to make several of the horses grumble in protest, but Kami didn't pay any attention. She almost looked happier than Zhol at the news, impossible as that was; if Zhol could somehow harness that energy and release it into the world, he didn't doubt it'd be enough to keep the stables sweltering hot all winter.
"You are going to tell me everything," she insisted, with stern enthusiasm. "Everything that happened, everything you did, everything your planning to do, everywhere you're planning to take her. Just because you're both feeling the same feelings, and you're all gooey inside, doesn't mean you get to just coast along without trying. You've been moping about this girl for as long as I can remember. I am not about to let you go and screw this - Hansi!"
A flash of confusion swept across Zhol's features, and he wondered if he'd stumbled across some word or turn of phrase in Common or Nari that he didn't understand. Realisation was slow to dawn; when it finally did, Zhol span on his heels, turning to face the man that Kami must have seen over his shoulder.
"Zhol is in love," Kami announced enthusiastically; Zhol didn't understand the words, but from the tone he got the gist of it, and the redness in his features started firmly entrenching itself.
"Good for him," Hansi muttered back gruffly, barely even registering the words or the sentiment that had been conveyed. "I need you clearing out the far stalls, boy. The annex too. Things need to be ready for when the sleigh crews start arriving, and they'll need somewhere out of the weather for their sleds and their cargo, as well as their horses."
Zhol's heart sank at the monumental task that represented. Since the end of last Winter, the stable master's solution to any problem had been dump it in the annex, we'll worry about it later, almost without exception. Broken saddles, damaged carts, the panelling from the stall that the rowdy mule had kicked to pieces; all that junk, all that lifting. A wave of inspiration surged through him, and quicker than a flash of lightning, Zhol's arm slipped from his side and back into his sling. He waved at it vaguely with his uninjured hand. "I'm not sure I can do that just yet, I have -"
"- to help me with the medicinals," Kami interjected, her excuse-making reflexes apparently much swifter and better honed than Zhol's. "I want to make sure that we're fully stocked up on everything we might need as quickly as possible, just in case there are any last-minute supplies that I need to venture out into the Unforgiving to get. Zhol kindly offered to help me, so that we can be done as quickly as possible. But don't worry." She flashed Hansi an unfailingly disarming smile. "We'll get everything done, quick as hands can do."
A grunt and a sigh merged together as Hansi replied. "Fine," he muttered, shaking his head, already wandering off into the depths of the stable to do whatever it was he did whenever he wasn't plainly in view. "Make sure that it is!" he added gruffly, over his shoulder.
The instant he had disappeared from sight, Kami grabbed hold of Zhol's arm, and yanked him with more force than seemed possible from her tiny frame, dragging him into the tack room, and yanking the door closed behind him. "Start talking," she demanded in an almost hungry, hissed whisper, that bordered on the edge of threatening, "And don't spare the details."
If Zhol had to guess, his feet were about eight inches off the ground about now. That was how he felt at least, as if the stone floors of Wind Reach's tunnels had been replaced with a cushion of clouds and meadow grass, and he was striding merrily along atop them. His arm ached a little as it swung at his side, the sling hanging ready for use around his neck like some kind of odd scarf. Zhol couldn't remember the fancy names for the part of him that the healers had said were injured, but they were still giving him a little grief; or trying to at least, but he was too caught up in himself to even care.
No, that wasn't true: not caught up in himself, caught up in her. Caught up in Khara. Caught up in the sight of her eyes that clung to the backs of his eyelids, finally able to be studied without subterfuge and memorised in exquisite detail. Caught up in the tingling sensation left behind where her body had pressed against his, having hugged against him not in sorrow or friendship, but in the open and honest affection that they had both been shocked and astounded and overjoyed to discover that they shared. Caught up in the remembered feeling of her lips against his, each kiss replaying in his mind over and over. Caught up in the sound of her voice as she'd confessed how she had felt, and the smile that had blossomed like a flower on her features when he'd done the same.
He'd walked her to the gates, walked her to work like he'd done so many times before, bid his farewells as she set off to risk her life in the Unforgiving for a city that didn't appreciate her. But it had been different this time, and not just because of the long, lingering kiss that he'd gently placed upon her lips to stop her fidgeting so much as she struggled to make herself let go of his hand, or the curled fingers of grassland sign that she'd gestured with from a distance, a message of affection that no one else in Wind Reach but he or she could possibly understand.
It was different because for the first time in too many days to count, he watched her leave and didn't feel as if a chain was trying to tear his heart from his chest. He watched her leave and his mind didn't flood with worries of what would have gone unsaid if anything happened to her. He was still concerned - mortified, actually - that something might happen to her beyond the walls of Wind Reach, but this time it was different. This time, he'd been able to say to her something that he'd never been able to say to her before.
I love you, Khara. I'll miss you.
Zhol felt so happy he almost whistled, though better judgement stopped that from being the sound that heralded his entrance into the Skyhigh Stables. Even so, his good mood didn't go unnoticed; not by Solo at least, who sputtered indignantly at him as he passed.
"Good morning to you too, friend," he replied cheerfully, sauntering between the stable stalls, eyes casually sweeping across his surroundings.
The stables had changed a little these past few days, in preparation for the winter. The horses that were usually spaced out across the stables two hundred and some stalls for convenience - far easier to muck out stalls if there was an empty one right next to it to shuffle the horse into - had all been moved as deep into the stables as possible, and as far from the doorway to the outside world as they could get. The vast wooden doors had been slammed shut against the winter cold and thoroughly bolted; after the riots last year, extra precautions had been taken to safeguard the horses from any roving packs of hungry, short-sighted Inarta, and Zhol could see the new locks and bars that had been freshly bolted on.
They wouldn't be shut for the entire winter, and if anything, the stables became busier during the colder months: sled caravans from elsewhere in Kalea found the snow a swifter medium for travel, and would be coming and going, bolstering Wind Reach's own eagle trade routes with vital supplies during the cold. That was part of why the horses had been packed tighter together, to make room for potential visitors; the rest of the reason was purely huddling for warmth, and keeping them as close to the iron braziers that they would soon be dragging out into the aisles and keeping lit as much as possible. That meant later hours of course, the stable employees taking it in turns to stoke the fires late at night so that they'd burn on until the morning; and with dried horse manure preferred as a fuel over Wind Reach's valuable and limited wood supplies, it was certainly an aromatic time of year; but this was what the horses needed, and it was what Zhol would unquestioningly be a part of.
"Someone is in a good mood this morning," a playful voice observed; a few moments and a sway of long red hair peered out from the tack room, a tiny and pleasantly-smiling face following in it's wake. It wasn't his Khara, sadly, but that didn't make her appearance an unwelcome one.
"Someone is," Zhol replied, an enigmatic smile firmly affixed to his features.
Kami's face furrowed into a suspicious frown. She abandoned whatever task had been keeping her occupied and advanced towards him, peering upwards at him as if perceiving him from a different angle, or looking up underneath his eyelids would somehow uncover the truth of what was going on. Zhol's expression changed. Suddenly, Kami's did.
"You told her," Kami breathed, a mix of worry and surprise and wonder skipping back and forth between her words. Zhol's smile grew ever so slightly. "And she told you?"
Zhol couldn't stop himself from a full-fledged grin, and Kami echoed it with one of her own within an instant. A high-pitched noise escaped her as she launched herself at him, flinging her arms around his neck, so much force involved that Zhol staggered for balance, and Kami's boots bid the floor a complete farewell. A stab of a wince of pain disrupted Zhol's grin for a brief moment, but subsided as Kami finally released him, and slid back to the floor.
"I told you," she said indignantly, taking a step back and fixing him with an all-knowing look.
Zhol tried to stop smiling and retaliate with a stern look of his own, but failed utterly. "You did," he conceded, willing to bear the brunt of the I told you so without so much as a flinch; there wasn't a thing in creation that could dent this particular good mood.
Kami's eyes lit up with excitement and intrigue, questions tumbling from her mouth at a rapid pace. "What did you say? What did she say? Where did it happen? Were there candles? Did you -" She trailed off into a gasp, her voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper as she leaned forward, peering into Zhol's eyes in search of deceit. "Did you kiss her?"
Another uncontrollable smile vied for control of Zhol's expression. "I did."
Her voice was barely more than a hoarse breath now. "Was it wonderful?"
Zhol's face turned a distinctive and radiant shade of crimson at that question, but that didn't stop him from forcing out a sheepish answer. "It was, yeah."
Another high-pitched squeak escaped from Kami, loud enough to make several of the horses grumble in protest, but Kami didn't pay any attention. She almost looked happier than Zhol at the news, impossible as that was; if Zhol could somehow harness that energy and release it into the world, he didn't doubt it'd be enough to keep the stables sweltering hot all winter.
"You are going to tell me everything," she insisted, with stern enthusiasm. "Everything that happened, everything you did, everything your planning to do, everywhere you're planning to take her. Just because you're both feeling the same feelings, and you're all gooey inside, doesn't mean you get to just coast along without trying. You've been moping about this girl for as long as I can remember. I am not about to let you go and screw this - Hansi!"
A flash of confusion swept across Zhol's features, and he wondered if he'd stumbled across some word or turn of phrase in Common or Nari that he didn't understand. Realisation was slow to dawn; when it finally did, Zhol span on his heels, turning to face the man that Kami must have seen over his shoulder.
"Zhol is in love," Kami announced enthusiastically; Zhol didn't understand the words, but from the tone he got the gist of it, and the redness in his features started firmly entrenching itself.
"Good for him," Hansi muttered back gruffly, barely even registering the words or the sentiment that had been conveyed. "I need you clearing out the far stalls, boy. The annex too. Things need to be ready for when the sleigh crews start arriving, and they'll need somewhere out of the weather for their sleds and their cargo, as well as their horses."
Zhol's heart sank at the monumental task that represented. Since the end of last Winter, the stable master's solution to any problem had been dump it in the annex, we'll worry about it later, almost without exception. Broken saddles, damaged carts, the panelling from the stall that the rowdy mule had kicked to pieces; all that junk, all that lifting. A wave of inspiration surged through him, and quicker than a flash of lightning, Zhol's arm slipped from his side and back into his sling. He waved at it vaguely with his uninjured hand. "I'm not sure I can do that just yet, I have -"
"- to help me with the medicinals," Kami interjected, her excuse-making reflexes apparently much swifter and better honed than Zhol's. "I want to make sure that we're fully stocked up on everything we might need as quickly as possible, just in case there are any last-minute supplies that I need to venture out into the Unforgiving to get. Zhol kindly offered to help me, so that we can be done as quickly as possible. But don't worry." She flashed Hansi an unfailingly disarming smile. "We'll get everything done, quick as hands can do."
A grunt and a sigh merged together as Hansi replied. "Fine," he muttered, shaking his head, already wandering off into the depths of the stable to do whatever it was he did whenever he wasn't plainly in view. "Make sure that it is!" he added gruffly, over his shoulder.
The instant he had disappeared from sight, Kami grabbed hold of Zhol's arm, and yanked him with more force than seemed possible from her tiny frame, dragging him into the tack room, and yanking the door closed behind him. "Start talking," she demanded in an almost hungry, hissed whisper, that bordered on the edge of threatening, "And don't spare the details."
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