30th Winter 514 AV
Fallon squinted and looked down the flat of the kukri. She had been staring at it for a while now, holding it close to the face so she could look down the length of the blade. Her lips had all but pursed into a line, jaw tightening as she held that scrutinizing look and contemplated it for a moment. It was all about angle she reasoned as she gave it the smallest of tilts, the sharp edge catching a glow in the lantern light - humming with the smallest tilt of movement and then stilling. Closing an eye she peered at it, catching the long smudge along the cold iron and into the groove, waxing the darkened shades of steel. She would put an end to that. Free hand fumbling about, she picked at her coat sleeve, a wetting of the edge upon her tongue before she raised it. From there she simply rubbed it along the flat, the fingers slowly rotating round in an attempt to lift the mark that stained it.
This was the way Fallon spent most of her evenings and nights in Sahova. Alone and quiet, dressed down and out of her equipment but ready to apply it if need be. Gently working and maintaining the few possessions that she had brought with her to the citadel, personal comforts that gave her some semblance of peace of mind - though it did a poor job most of the time. And so her tired mind set itself tasks to distract itself from the supposed ever watching, ever encroaching eyes and ears that rested within its bowels.
Lifting her sleeve she gave it another peering look, her eyes coming down into narrows as she inspected it once more. Still there, but fainter this time, it would require more work it seemed. So, the process was repeated again, firmer this time as her fingers worked past the double fullers and dipping into them. As she worked the low humming rose up from her throat, that mournful tune echoing out once more in her closet of a room, the lips parting from their tightness into that whistle. The sleeve was lifted again, her focus relaxing as she saw the smear was lifted and a flicker of simple pleasures resounded within. For that was it was, a simple action as she went back to her inspection.
Her memories gave their flickering, fingers shifting as she found her grip upon it once more around the hilt. Bare skin, the faintest sticking of leather. It was beginning to wear out, the once smoothness starting to fray and crack from age - it was a shame, and silently she promised herself to give it some treatment once she was off the island. One of her nails gave a scratch at the surface, feeling the smallest indents and scrapes that it had gained from years of use. And in response she only frowned at it, expression falling into disappointment.
"On this bloody island that you made me swear never go to for a third time now. I never did listen to you, did I Aleric?" She sighed, the lilt freely flowing, taking up her coat and throwing it across her lap, her fingers curling around the material and then relaxing, "Petching good in that regard, guess I couldn't ever help myself with my curiosities. Don't worry," She gave it a tilt, and slid it onto the sheath attached to her belt, "It'll probably bite me in the arse one day. You were always right about that."