Shoving one of her boots further into her bag, the boat swayed slowly back and forth. She could hear the ice smacking up against the side, the wood groaning in protest. Fire never believed that she would ever be in this kind of situation, naivete had always been a close friend despite growing up in the hard side of a rough city. The pain in her chest echoed the thoughts of her mind, wishing that she could go back to the orphanage and curl up in her bunk. Her mood shifting back and forth between anger and confusion, the gaping hole in her chest only visible to her.
The stomping of feet moving above her head made the quarters feel cramped. She loved the water but doubts of being trapped on the boat surrounded by it started to creep up from inside like fingers curling around her throat. Panic trying to seize her she closed her eyes for a moment, breathing deeply, trying to relax.
Thudding became louder, shouts began and the panic rose further. Her heart was trying to turn traitor on her and make her grab her things and flee. Her mind knew better. She needed a fresh start, somewhere where every place she went and everything she did didn't remind her of Dor'gen.
Lying down in the spot that she would call home until they reached their new destination, she curled up into a ball, still breathing deeply until slumber took her into a dreamless sleep.
BAM!
Her eyes snapped open quickly, focusing on her surroundings. Ropes swayed and creaking boards reminding her of where she was... and why. The pain ripped through her chest again just as shouting above deck became louder. Was that clashing of swords or the men chopping at the ice?
The sound rang out again, more yelling ensued and it was becoming more obvious to Firenze what was going on. She watched as a woman made her way above stairs, sheathing her weapon. Should she join her? Reaching to her side, her fingers wrapping around her small dagger she fought with herself internally.
Aide those who she barely knew and possibly die from her lack of training? She may be more of a hindrance than a help... If she could shift form she could have more than just her one small dagger... would they care? Yes. She couldn't afford to do that, she needed to get out of this city and showing her natural form would most definitely shatter any hope of escaping.
Standing up abruptly, things really started to become hectic above her head, the clinging of the picks ringing out fast and furiously, she paced the floor. Feeling trapped and unsure, she walked the tension out, feeling as if she were a in a cage. She wasn't sure how long she'd paced, a tick, a chime or more? Her knuckles white from squeezing the hilt of her dagger. Things had appeared to quiet down and she'd felt herself finally starting to calm. There was still a faint shouting and cries but she pushed that aside and felt that she should at least see if there was anything she could do now it sounded as though most of the fighting had subsided. Were they fighting over the ship? Why?
As she peered over the edge of the opening, she only saw crew running around preparing the ship for sail. Where is everyone else? She stepped up further onto the deck and saw a mass of people running toward the ship. Ducking down she made her way toward the edge, looking over the side she noticed one of the women that was taking passage on the ship running toward her. Fire shifted out of the way as the woman jumped aboard, the captain and her began fighting as Fire peered back over the railing again.
Her eyes darted around, surveying the situation, she hoped that the captain would still take them to their destination, this caused her previous panic to return with a vengence. One of the crew ran at her, balling up she squeezed herself as close to the side of the boat as she could. Thinking that he was going to attack her, she prepared herself for what was coming the best she could, her hand going to the small dagger at her side. A tick or two passed and she let one of her squeezed eyes peep open, noticing that he was no longer there, unsure of where he'd gone but glad that he was none the less. The trip was going to be interesting.
A rock pinged off one of the poles nearby, another bounced off her shoulder. The sting faint, as her fear was trying to swallow her whole. She watched as angry faces made their way toward the ship, the other passengers trying anyway possible to board. Chants began, more rocks thrown and cries rang out. She'd seen fighting in Sunberth before, that was common, but this... was something on a whole different level.
Just as she'd peeked her head over the side again another woman came flying toward her, she ducked down and cowered behind the railing, biting the edge of her nail, scared of what to do next. She'd never been in any situation like this before, there were so many people running around she felt the urge to leave her things and just flee. She glanced around quickly, finger still in her mouth, her body and heart screaming at her to jump ship and run.
Just as soon as she prepared herself to flee, things on ship started to mirror the energy on the street. The levels of energy and panic soaring, crew left their place from behind their captain and scattered, preparing the ship in a frenzied manner. The boat jolted and Fire jumped to her feet, they were leaving! It was now or not at all, she either stayed or ran. Taking a deep breath, she steeled herself, she had to stay. She'd made her choice. Suck it up Firenze. Do you want to be remembered as a coward?
Her fingers grasped the side until her knuckles turned white, surveying the area, the man she knew as Palaren yelled, throwing his shield and weapon on ship he grabbed one of the women that were wet, he jumped and landed a few feet from where Fire stood, the woman landed on the deck. One after another, people jumped on board, frozen in spot she stood staring with her mouth agape. She didn’t know what to do, brow creasing and teeth chewing her lip she counted the people who’d boarded… where was Fallon?
Markus called for someone to get S’Essy, she felt this was actually something she could do… instead of standing around looking the fool. She didn’t know where the woman was, but she hoped to find her and possibly aid in anything the other shipmates needed as they looked ten times worse the wear than she did.
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The stomping of feet moving above her head made the quarters feel cramped. She loved the water but doubts of being trapped on the boat surrounded by it started to creep up from inside like fingers curling around her throat. Panic trying to seize her she closed her eyes for a moment, breathing deeply, trying to relax.
Thudding became louder, shouts began and the panic rose further. Her heart was trying to turn traitor on her and make her grab her things and flee. Her mind knew better. She needed a fresh start, somewhere where every place she went and everything she did didn't remind her of Dor'gen.
Lying down in the spot that she would call home until they reached their new destination, she curled up into a ball, still breathing deeply until slumber took her into a dreamless sleep.
BAM!
Her eyes snapped open quickly, focusing on her surroundings. Ropes swayed and creaking boards reminding her of where she was... and why. The pain ripped through her chest again just as shouting above deck became louder. Was that clashing of swords or the men chopping at the ice?
The sound rang out again, more yelling ensued and it was becoming more obvious to Firenze what was going on. She watched as a woman made her way above stairs, sheathing her weapon. Should she join her? Reaching to her side, her fingers wrapping around her small dagger she fought with herself internally.
Aide those who she barely knew and possibly die from her lack of training? She may be more of a hindrance than a help... If she could shift form she could have more than just her one small dagger... would they care? Yes. She couldn't afford to do that, she needed to get out of this city and showing her natural form would most definitely shatter any hope of escaping.
Standing up abruptly, things really started to become hectic above her head, the clinging of the picks ringing out fast and furiously, she paced the floor. Feeling trapped and unsure, she walked the tension out, feeling as if she were a in a cage. She wasn't sure how long she'd paced, a tick, a chime or more? Her knuckles white from squeezing the hilt of her dagger. Things had appeared to quiet down and she'd felt herself finally starting to calm. There was still a faint shouting and cries but she pushed that aside and felt that she should at least see if there was anything she could do now it sounded as though most of the fighting had subsided. Were they fighting over the ship? Why?
As she peered over the edge of the opening, she only saw crew running around preparing the ship for sail. Where is everyone else? She stepped up further onto the deck and saw a mass of people running toward the ship. Ducking down she made her way toward the edge, looking over the side she noticed one of the women that was taking passage on the ship running toward her. Fire shifted out of the way as the woman jumped aboard, the captain and her began fighting as Fire peered back over the railing again.
Her eyes darted around, surveying the situation, she hoped that the captain would still take them to their destination, this caused her previous panic to return with a vengence. One of the crew ran at her, balling up she squeezed herself as close to the side of the boat as she could. Thinking that he was going to attack her, she prepared herself for what was coming the best she could, her hand going to the small dagger at her side. A tick or two passed and she let one of her squeezed eyes peep open, noticing that he was no longer there, unsure of where he'd gone but glad that he was none the less. The trip was going to be interesting.
A rock pinged off one of the poles nearby, another bounced off her shoulder. The sting faint, as her fear was trying to swallow her whole. She watched as angry faces made their way toward the ship, the other passengers trying anyway possible to board. Chants began, more rocks thrown and cries rang out. She'd seen fighting in Sunberth before, that was common, but this... was something on a whole different level.
Just as she'd peeked her head over the side again another woman came flying toward her, she ducked down and cowered behind the railing, biting the edge of her nail, scared of what to do next. She'd never been in any situation like this before, there were so many people running around she felt the urge to leave her things and just flee. She glanced around quickly, finger still in her mouth, her body and heart screaming at her to jump ship and run.
Just as soon as she prepared herself to flee, things on ship started to mirror the energy on the street. The levels of energy and panic soaring, crew left their place from behind their captain and scattered, preparing the ship in a frenzied manner. The boat jolted and Fire jumped to her feet, they were leaving! It was now or not at all, she either stayed or ran. Taking a deep breath, she steeled herself, she had to stay. She'd made her choice. Suck it up Firenze. Do you want to be remembered as a coward?
Her fingers grasped the side until her knuckles turned white, surveying the area, the man she knew as Palaren yelled, throwing his shield and weapon on ship he grabbed one of the women that were wet, he jumped and landed a few feet from where Fire stood, the woman landed on the deck. One after another, people jumped on board, frozen in spot she stood staring with her mouth agape. She didn’t know what to do, brow creasing and teeth chewing her lip she counted the people who’d boarded… where was Fallon?
Markus called for someone to get S’Essy, she felt this was actually something she could do… instead of standing around looking the fool. She didn’t know where the woman was, but she hoped to find her and possibly aid in anything the other shipmates needed as they looked ten times worse the wear than she did.
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