[Kendall's Scrapbook] Caught In The Crossfire

[Seven Xu]

Oh. What? Is that ten pages I see?

[Siiri]

I just read the X-Men post thingy and I just wanted to share the three reasons why I admire Cyclops:

1. Red

2. Violet

and most importantly,

3. White

...and the moral of the story is: Telepaths are HOT!!!!

[Xelhes]

So, you think you can out cute my pictures do you?! I accept your challenge ma'am! Prepare your eyes, heart, and soul for the on slaughter of adorable things I shall etch into your scrapbook! To being: BONUS!!!!!!: The first round is over. Will you dare to retaliate? Be careful; I have set up various McAvoy images in order to distract you. There may even be a harem image of various McAvoy's, who knows.

[Xelhes]

Assault No. 2, ENGAGE! AND FOR THE FINALE!!!!!: You do not have a prayer.

[Kendall Saarinen]

Explosions in the Sky I cannot stop listening to this, hence the name. Lately I have not felt like writing. This is not me saying I am quitting the site. I have zero plans of leaving. I just don't want people to think I am ignoring their threads. I'm not. I've felt sick since Saturday and it has been getting worse every day. It's nothing bad. Just a sore throat. It's not just me feeling sick though. I have not felt like myself all week. I've felt depressed on and off and I've been getting panic attacks again. I'm really irritable and I'm even getting snappy with my family (which rarely happens now that I live with my mom). I don't know what is going on. I'll be fine of course. I think I just go through spurts of this. Not the being sick but the emotional part of it. I feel like everything is giving me anxiety. School, writing, family, life in general. I get really worried that I cannot keep up with my threads because I am in this mood and that makes even more anxious (which leads to more anxiety because my anxiety is keeping me from writing). I feel like everything I am doing is wrong. It is no one's fault that I feel this way. No one has told me "You suck" or "You're doing this all wrong". I just feel inadequate and in truth, very unimportant. I feel like nothing I do matters. I feel like I am not worth knowing or being friends with. I'm not fishing for sympathy or people to contradict what I am saying. I just need to say it. I'll be okay. I'm just finally in a funk that writing cannot get me out of. Maybe I just need more sleep or fresh air. Either way, I'm going to try to keep writing. I'm just letting everyone know I'll be slow.

[Gossamer]

Get yourself on some vit. D immediately if you arent on it already. That sounds a lot like seasonal disorder.

[Xelhes]

........................................................ Madam, calm yourself. I ain't even mad. Your loss is inevitable; deal with it.

[Rorugir]

Sarah,

You are one of the best writers I have ever had the joy to write with. Like, for realz. And that's not jusy sympathy or whatever. That's just cold, hard facts.

Another cold hard fact is that you also have amazing taste in movies. GO X-MEN!!!!

...It's raining cold hard facts up in here.

Now, look at the kitty. May you find writing success in his/her/it's writing failures.

[Kendall Saarinen]

Updates! Just some updates about my life. I went to the doctor yesterday and found out I have a double ear infection. It was a bit strange since my ears weren't hurting but as the day went on, they started to REALLY hurt. I am on medication for ten days and also taking pain killers so hopefully soon I will be all better. I also have supposed to have been taking vitamins which I am starting to take again. Vitamin D (like you said Jen ), magnesium, Iron, and B12. I think it is helping so that is good. I've been doing a lot of sleeping and watching TV/movies. It is hard to get up and walk around but because of the ear infection, I have been getting dizzy and physically drained. It's not to say I can't get up. Yesterday I took my dog out for a short walk. Granted, toward the end I was begging for him to hurry up so we could get home because my throat was burning. Still, while I was feeling somewhat fine, it was a nice walk. My posts are still slow sadly. I posted a couple times on Kendall yesterday so I am hoping that this means I am getting back into the swing of things. Just because I am not writing it doesn't mean that I am not thinking of great ideas for plots though! I'm thinking up lots of stuff for you, Coren (if you are reading this). I'm getting better so hopefully I'll be back to writing more frequently soon! Also Will, thank you so much for your words. They really cheered me up *hugs* I'm really happy I get a chance to write with you. You sir, are a fantastic writer as well *curtsies*

[Bolden Denusk]