Fall 82 For the first time in his young life, he felt like he belonged. This, then, was what it meant to be part of a family. He had always had his Pavilion, but in that large group, he had remained on the outskirts. He had never been able to relate to his siblings or cousins, and had been the youngest in the family. In addition to his being born in his own generation, he was, by nature, something of an isolationist. At least, around people of his own age. As a little boy, he had been teased by children his age. His deafness and awkward voice had made him a target for amusement. After awhile, they left him alone, but it had rendered him shy and distant, at least for a time. It had faded as he grew older. He became comfortable around little ones, who enjoyed his stories and didn't mind if he was an oddity. He was, after all, older, and that gained him respect, and the stories he told never ceased to fascinate. The boy adjusted the scarf he wore about his dark hair and gave a quiet smile. His blue eyes turned about the little circle of their tents, and he gave a soft, pleased sigh. It was nice having somewhere to belong. Still, he was confused by things that happened to him, by things beyond his control.Things that had to do with his person. He thought of Aiken. He thought of what had transpired between them. His cheeks flushed and he swallowed hard, pressing his fingers to his burning cheeks. A soft, meek sigh left his lips, and he sank down onto the half log that lay abandoned outside his tent. His fingers slid down to play with his boots. His full lower lip found place between his teeth. Reaching up, he pulled the scarf from his head and let it coil in his lap. His dark hair fell into his face, and he furrowed his brows. What would his father think if he knew? Denen was almost afraid to know. He supposed all things would be revealed in time. |