3rd of Spring, 515 A.V.
The pale woman couldn't place a finger on the feelings she felt at that single moment. That moment she had fallen from what probably felt like grace, peace, serenity. That one blurred moment that spoke so little, yet so many words all at once. It was as if the gods had taken her from a peacefully quiet room only to plunge her into a sea of noises, sensations, emotions, flavours and responsibilities. And she did, in fact, plunge into a sea.
Bombarded with more senses than she could name, the new ethaefal attempted to swim to the surface, to rise from the waters, and out into air. Her heart was in turmoil, pulsating like it hadn't for Tanroa knows how long, and her chest felt like it was melting. The burning sensation in her lungs was punishing as the water around her pressed inwards in a cold, biting embrace, its chill relieving none of the searing burn. It was forcing her heart to work even harder as her now mortal flesh needed air, needed oxygen, to live. Even though her mind was bombarded with the salty taste of the sea, the rumbling water and her heart, the cold in her limbs and the moon in her eyes, it remained calm. She was never one to panic, even though, and when, her body was. Even as the lack of air began to cloud her vision, to paint it with black streaks, she kept swimming up.
It felt like an eternity, those few seconds of paddling and kicking, but it was enough for what felt like years of memories to come back. Memories of children playing under the sun, of standing sentinel under the moon, of a man unmistakably Leth. Memories of clashing swords, of righteousness and valor, of motherhood and animals so white that they were like the moon. It was a sure sign that she was about to pass out from that piercing pain in her lungs, the ache in her muscles becoming prominent, but she kept pushing. The ethaefal pushed past the clutter of jagged memories that raided her mind, the pain of tired muscles and the pull of water. She didn't stop, it wasn't in her nature, not now nor in those memories like broken glass, until she finally broke through the surface and into air, gasping in the sweet oxygen her body craved for.
Now that her body had begun to take in what it could to sustain itself for a while, staying afloat was no problem. Especially with what seemed to be land right in front of her.
She reached out to the wooden platform and held on, her white hair pooling around her like puddle of milk in dark oil, waiting for her strength to gather for one last heave up and out of water. She wasn't strong enough right then, not with her body still aching and burning from the struggle to the surface, and her mind was still absorbing what those memories from what felt like another lifetime told her.
She was defenseless and naked, she knew that for one, but her brain couldn't take in her surroundings besides the wooden...thing. She wasn't prepared for anything at all. Especially the monstrous memory that she could feel at the back of her eyes, a gnawing memory that held something important and that she needed to remember, but she just couldn't place a hand on. It was almost like a warning, the kind she had felt in her memory of standing watch in the night, of something to come. Of something that she needed to remember but couldn't. The daughter of Leth, for that was what she was, didn't dwell on it though, no matter how much it disturbed her. It was well outside of her reach and control, and when it comes, it will come, but it wasn't then. It wasn't now.
So, without much more focus on her inner thoughts, she floated there, on the quay, waiting.
The pale woman couldn't place a finger on the feelings she felt at that single moment. That moment she had fallen from what probably felt like grace, peace, serenity. That one blurred moment that spoke so little, yet so many words all at once. It was as if the gods had taken her from a peacefully quiet room only to plunge her into a sea of noises, sensations, emotions, flavours and responsibilities. And she did, in fact, plunge into a sea.
Bombarded with more senses than she could name, the new ethaefal attempted to swim to the surface, to rise from the waters, and out into air. Her heart was in turmoil, pulsating like it hadn't for Tanroa knows how long, and her chest felt like it was melting. The burning sensation in her lungs was punishing as the water around her pressed inwards in a cold, biting embrace, its chill relieving none of the searing burn. It was forcing her heart to work even harder as her now mortal flesh needed air, needed oxygen, to live. Even though her mind was bombarded with the salty taste of the sea, the rumbling water and her heart, the cold in her limbs and the moon in her eyes, it remained calm. She was never one to panic, even though, and when, her body was. Even as the lack of air began to cloud her vision, to paint it with black streaks, she kept swimming up.
It felt like an eternity, those few seconds of paddling and kicking, but it was enough for what felt like years of memories to come back. Memories of children playing under the sun, of standing sentinel under the moon, of a man unmistakably Leth. Memories of clashing swords, of righteousness and valor, of motherhood and animals so white that they were like the moon. It was a sure sign that she was about to pass out from that piercing pain in her lungs, the ache in her muscles becoming prominent, but she kept pushing. The ethaefal pushed past the clutter of jagged memories that raided her mind, the pain of tired muscles and the pull of water. She didn't stop, it wasn't in her nature, not now nor in those memories like broken glass, until she finally broke through the surface and into air, gasping in the sweet oxygen her body craved for.
Now that her body had begun to take in what it could to sustain itself for a while, staying afloat was no problem. Especially with what seemed to be land right in front of her.
She reached out to the wooden platform and held on, her white hair pooling around her like puddle of milk in dark oil, waiting for her strength to gather for one last heave up and out of water. She wasn't strong enough right then, not with her body still aching and burning from the struggle to the surface, and her mind was still absorbing what those memories from what felt like another lifetime told her.
She was defenseless and naked, she knew that for one, but her brain couldn't take in her surroundings besides the wooden...thing. She wasn't prepared for anything at all. Especially the monstrous memory that she could feel at the back of her eyes, a gnawing memory that held something important and that she needed to remember, but she just couldn't place a hand on. It was almost like a warning, the kind she had felt in her memory of standing watch in the night, of something to come. Of something that she needed to remember but couldn't. The daughter of Leth, for that was what she was, didn't dwell on it though, no matter how much it disturbed her. It was well outside of her reach and control, and when it comes, it will come, but it wasn't then. It wasn't now.
So, without much more focus on her inner thoughts, she floated there, on the quay, waiting.