31st of Spring, 515 AV morning Apparently, for the true citizens of Ravok, there were many things that came free. Xii had been slowly learning this over the past third-Season. At first, she had been disgusted by the mewling masses, with all their typical 'getting along' and none of the chaos she had been promised. Rules. She had been affronted that here, in the city of the god of evil, they were expected to follows rules, and even more so that everybody actually did. But the young girl sort of saw now why the citizens were like this. Maybe it wasn't their fault. Maybe they were just so coddled they couldn't see the truth. Maybe they'd allowed themselves to become stupid. Passive. It was because of all the stuff. All the rules. The rules protected citizens while ignoring non-citizens. This gave the true people of the city an advantage. It kept them feeling safe and secure. It ensured that the Black Sun would always be behind them, as long as they themselves 'did what was right' and didn't get into too much trouble. It made them feel entitled... and perhaps even close to Rhysol because of it. The free stuff added in. Free healthcare for those who were sick or old or injured. Freedom from the threat of slavery, again making them feel safe. And now, Xii saw, there were other perks. Like, for instance, the free sewing that residents of the Nitrozian Housing Commission were privy to. Nitrozian. That was another thing... live in the right place or have the right name, and you got even more stuff. And that made you feel even better about yourself. It was a bit annoying, all of it. But it made sense. In a dumb sort of way. The more Xii looked at the citizens of Ravok, the more she understood what they were. Perhaps what all humans were. Cattle or slaves. Things to be used or played with or eaten. She wondered if Rhysol felt the same way. Xii was bored of playing by the rules, and she had gotten into a bit of a problem because of it. The last 'playtime' she had ended up in a tiff with another of the children in the city. Well... two of them. They had both been boys, and had both been bigger than her, older. Stronger. They hadn't liked her ordering them around, she had been off her game at hypnotism, and one of them had grabbed her by the front of the shirt. Xii'd hit him in the face, and got hit herself by the other ~which had left a sizable bruise swelling her bottom lip. The Zithling had unthinkingly wrenched away before things could get out of hand... and in the process her shirt had ripped at the collar, all the way to her sleeve, exposing her shoulder and part of the ugly old scar that disfigured her stomach and chest. She'd been able to run, then, with them calling mockingly after her. For that, she was certain that somehow they would both pay... but in the meantime she had torn up her only shirt, and she was adverse to buying another. Which brought her to the NHC. She'd asked at a doorstep somewhere for a person who might sew her shirt, and though the person had been reluctant to help her, she had eventually given directions. Probably because Xii had hinted that she ~as a patron of the NHC, which she actually was not~ might lodge a complaint to the offices about unruly and unhelpful neighbors ~which, of course, she wouldn't, though it might be fun. Now she came to the doorway she had been pointed at, lingering there and touching a hand to her sore lip before knocking, sharply, three times. "Hello?" she called, standing as far back from the door as she could and out of reach in case someone dangerous might be waiting on the other side. She wouldn't have put it past her 'helper' to give her directions to the wrong place. "I'm here for some sewing." She tapped her foot as she waited, crossing her arms and generally sending out the impatient vibe. Once someone answered, depending who it was, she would shift posture accordingly. oocWow, sorry, that was longer than I expected it to be. |