Ken's Journal

[Kentsa]

---ENTRY ZERO---
I don't know why but mom told me to write in this thing whenever I feel bad or when I'm angry. I don't think that I need this but I will trust mom on this one and start writing.

[Kentsa]

---ENTRY ONE---
Today was quite fun me and dad worked on a couple of swords and a few horseshoes and after that me and him helped mom with one of her paintings. I still have a hard time believing how great of a cook she is and I cant believe how strong dad is. I really love them both with all of my heat.
-Ken

---ENTRY TWO---
Lately mom hasn't been feeling very good and I am getting really scared because of it, I really hope that she gets better. I don't know what I would do if this got any worse. Aside from this happening dad has been yelling at me a lot more than usual.
-Ken

---ENTRY THREE---
I'm getting really scared, it has been a week and mom isn't getting better but she is getting worse. Dad even hit me last night when I said something I shouldn't have, I really hope that mom gets better. It should have been me, mom doesn't deserve this...
-Ken

---ENTRY FOUR---
Mom is getting worse and I don't know what to do, I don't know how to act I don't know if I should cry or try be strong for her sake. After all she wouldn't me to be sad over her passing but, how could I not be she is my mom and my best friend. Why her? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE HER?!
-Ken

---ENTRY FIVE---
DAMN HIM. Why is it that he wont leave me be I want to make mom proud, I really do but how can I do it with him attacking me and leaving me in a state where I cant even move? I don't know if I can handle this anymore I might need to leave but...how?
-Ken