39 Spring 515
Yra was out of breath, nearly tripping over her own traitorous feet in her hurry, believing in the sentiment that tardiness made her useless to the system she thought she could integrate herself into. Arriving at Alements, not being far from the inn Yra chose to stay in lieu of owning a house, shouldn’t have been as stressful as it was at the moment, however the sun had fully risen already and Yra was certain, so certain, that she would show herself as an unworthy employee.
Much the same way she must have shown Syna she was an unworthy companion-
The thought, as quick as it came to interrupt Yra’s frantic pursuit of her time, was just as quickly crumpled up and discarded. It didn’t belong here. Not today. Not this season. The winter had come and it had gone; Yra shouldn’t dwell on that thought.
She needed to be on time.
With a huff, the ethaefal burst into Alements with a grace lacking both finesse and quiet; she startled a smattering of women deep in tea and gossip nearby into audible gasps and mutters. Apologizing to them, Yra eased the door closed behind her and found the exasperated face of Elise at the counter, cloth in hand and guest waiting on her.
Swiftly, Yra bee lined for her target in the form of an apron dangling off a hook and the very same tray she tried to use every day she came in. As nondescript as the trays were, the ethaefal fancied that she could tell the difference between them, as if there was an actual difference and it wasn’t just her imagination.
"I am sorry," she murmured as she passed Elise, offering the waiting guest a welcoming smile as she took the first order that awaited delivery. It can’t have sat there long, still frothy from being freshly poured. Yra struggled to remember what drink this was supposed to be without leaning in and taking a deep inhale. Before she left Elise’s company, she hesitated and looked back at the woman questioningly.
"Armchair at the furthest window, house special," Elise said, ghostly smile edging across her lips. Yra didn’t return the smile, but the frantic way she carried herself eased slightly. Just a bit, and she thanked Elise before hurrying onwards again.
With practice, Yra had become accustom to the lulls and rises in conversation that Alements stuffed itself with. There were voices that, through the cacophony, were familiar, like hollow echoes of the voices she’d heard in other lives and better days, but when she thought she heard them and she looked up to find them, she found that there were no familiar faces in the mass, and she’d learned to ignore the sound when they came across her. Ignorance paid her better than the roiling disappointment in her gut.
The man that Yra found in the armchair Elise had directed her at was a kindly looking Akalak, his violet skin contrasting the smile he offered Yra when she repeated the order told to her and presented the mug in offering. If her hands shook and her voice wavered, the Akalak made no comment, but he took the mug and handed her a few coins.
"These are for the lovely woman at the counter," the Akalak said in response to the questioning look that Yra had given him, even further confusing the Ethaefal. "Please give her my regards," he tacked on, misunderstanding the Ethaefal’s confusion.
After a tick of uncertainty, Yra smiled. She wasn’t so naïve to take this man’s coin and not understand what he meant, even with her struggling to come to terms with the meaning. Realization dawned eventually sometimes, like the slow sunrise in the coldest part of the winter.
Yra was out of breath, nearly tripping over her own traitorous feet in her hurry, believing in the sentiment that tardiness made her useless to the system she thought she could integrate herself into. Arriving at Alements, not being far from the inn Yra chose to stay in lieu of owning a house, shouldn’t have been as stressful as it was at the moment, however the sun had fully risen already and Yra was certain, so certain, that she would show herself as an unworthy employee.
Much the same way she must have shown Syna she was an unworthy companion-
The thought, as quick as it came to interrupt Yra’s frantic pursuit of her time, was just as quickly crumpled up and discarded. It didn’t belong here. Not today. Not this season. The winter had come and it had gone; Yra shouldn’t dwell on that thought.
She needed to be on time.
With a huff, the ethaefal burst into Alements with a grace lacking both finesse and quiet; she startled a smattering of women deep in tea and gossip nearby into audible gasps and mutters. Apologizing to them, Yra eased the door closed behind her and found the exasperated face of Elise at the counter, cloth in hand and guest waiting on her.
Swiftly, Yra bee lined for her target in the form of an apron dangling off a hook and the very same tray she tried to use every day she came in. As nondescript as the trays were, the ethaefal fancied that she could tell the difference between them, as if there was an actual difference and it wasn’t just her imagination.
"I am sorry," she murmured as she passed Elise, offering the waiting guest a welcoming smile as she took the first order that awaited delivery. It can’t have sat there long, still frothy from being freshly poured. Yra struggled to remember what drink this was supposed to be without leaning in and taking a deep inhale. Before she left Elise’s company, she hesitated and looked back at the woman questioningly.
"Armchair at the furthest window, house special," Elise said, ghostly smile edging across her lips. Yra didn’t return the smile, but the frantic way she carried herself eased slightly. Just a bit, and she thanked Elise before hurrying onwards again.
With practice, Yra had become accustom to the lulls and rises in conversation that Alements stuffed itself with. There were voices that, through the cacophony, were familiar, like hollow echoes of the voices she’d heard in other lives and better days, but when she thought she heard them and she looked up to find them, she found that there were no familiar faces in the mass, and she’d learned to ignore the sound when they came across her. Ignorance paid her better than the roiling disappointment in her gut.
The man that Yra found in the armchair Elise had directed her at was a kindly looking Akalak, his violet skin contrasting the smile he offered Yra when she repeated the order told to her and presented the mug in offering. If her hands shook and her voice wavered, the Akalak made no comment, but he took the mug and handed her a few coins.
"These are for the lovely woman at the counter," the Akalak said in response to the questioning look that Yra had given him, even further confusing the Ethaefal. "Please give her my regards," he tacked on, misunderstanding the Ethaefal’s confusion.
After a tick of uncertainty, Yra smiled. She wasn’t so naïve to take this man’s coin and not understand what he meant, even with her struggling to come to terms with the meaning. Realization dawned eventually sometimes, like the slow sunrise in the coldest part of the winter.