
For a moment, she seemed almost disbelieving of the fact that she was the one being spoken to. There was a moment of blank staring, and then the woman blinked and focused on what it was he had said.
“Lale,” she replied.
Lale. One solitary word, an answer to his question and nothing more.
“Lale,” he repeated. It was a name he would remember, even though she offered little in addition to it; her behavior was something he was partially accustomed to. All of his past wards had displayed the same habits upon their arrival into his care; they would speak only when spoken to, fashioning themselves into blank slates meant to be whatever their masters wished them to be. It was a habit he had removed with seasons upon seasons of care, and, if this woman was now to be ‘his,’ it was a habit he would remove again.
Just perhaps not today.
Shahar became aware of Snow at his side, having been unconsciously summoned by his thoughts of the past. He gave her a reassuring pat on the head to hold off her blossoming curiosity, just as the woman, Lale, held up her shackled hands for him to unbind.
Her hands were worn, he noticed. Calloused and thick with labors of the past, her hands had clearly seen more than their fair share of hard work. Shahar wasn’t quite sure how to feel about that, but that was something he could sort out tomorrow; the slaver had given him the key, and he set about to unshackling her.
Shahar was not wearing gloves, and he thought nothing of his fingertips brushing her wrist as he unlocked the metal; he didn’t usually grow physically close to others, but he couldn’t very well have done the deed without touching her. It was necessary and it was brief, and it certainly didn’t bring him any discomfort. He therefore assumed that such a touch would be as meaningless for her as it was for him.
He had no knowledge of the mark on her thigh, or of what touching her skin would tell her.
Through the contact, Lale would become aware of Shahar’s aching desire for rest. There was the immediate desire, of course; the day had left him tired and sore, as they often did. It had not been an easy day of work, nor a quick one; hours of crouching low to the ground to examine tracks or to hide himself from beastly eyes had taken its toll and left his lower back with sharp, regular bursts of pain, although he knew that they would stop when he found the opportunity to lay down. And on the surface, that was his immediate, most encompassing desire: to get home, to where his family was, to confirm that they were safe and then to rest until his pains went away.
Underneath that, if Lale dug deeper, was a second tiredness, one that was far larger and more swallowing than that of a single day’s work. It was a weariness of many days of work, burdened by one too many responsibilities, and the fact that he wouldn’t dream of abandoning a single one of them. It was the deeper weariness of a man who was happy to provide one thing after another without thought to his own well-being, and the slow, creeping exhaustion that accompanied those responsibilities piling up and taking their toll, and of waking up to one weary day after another. One too many mouths to feed, one too many lives to care for, one too many tasks to complete, but that he completed nevertheless, over and over with the same stubborn determination to ignore the growing consequences. Beneath the surface, his deepest desire was relief, for just any one of those tasks to be given to someone else, even if just for a day. He wanted a person to share his burden with, even if he spent so much time pretending to himself that it wasn’t so, and that he was perfectly happy providing so many things by himself.
Shahar knew none of what Lale would learn, however, and once he had unlocked the shackles he straightened, none the wiser, and beckoned for Lale to stand.
“Lale,” he said, gesturing for her to come and then pointing to himself. “Me, Shahar, Dawnwhisper. Up, we go, home.”
