Hwyn

[Hwyn]

Hwyn Child of Sunberth. they say agony opens the mind. the nearness of death brings a clarity of thought seldom achieved otherwise. fate has led you deep into the valley of death itself where you looked into the Eye of God, and he laughed at you... and laughed again... and threw you carelessly back into the hell you walked out of. And all the color drained out of your world. All the flavor dried up. And the burning, and the bondage passed unnoticed, meaningless held against the voice of God which flayed not your flesh but your bones. "Gods?" you say. "Devils? Aren't they the same thing?" Appearance Race: Human Gender: Male Age: 16 Birthday: 3rd of winter 501 Av Birthplace: Sunberth Appearance: Hwyn if described quickly is a 4 feet and 10 inch tall underfed child. Though that's merely a start to it. Hwyn at a glance is certainly feminine, his eyes are large lips fairly full and a button nose completes the set. His musculature is light and wiry due to years of running through alleys with little to eat. Hwyn's Hair is long hanging down to past his shoulders, beyond that it's rarely combed and less often washed. Dirty blond in color his hair is primarily straight with a small amount of waviness to it. His eyebrows and eyelashes share the same light color and usually the same dirtiness as well. eyes : Hwyn's Eyes are a light bluish green, no stranger to tears or sleep deprivation it's no uncommon to catch a dark ring under Hwyn's large pale eyes. Beyond that Hwyn's eyes are restless constantly looking for a threat, something, someone who might be out to hurt him. However post his initiation into Pathfinding a ruby and pink corona now sprouts from his eyes. Scars : Hwyn's whole torso sports many scars from his life of abuse in Sunberth. Marks from razors whips and other such devices used to put a theif in their place in the city of criminals, though the worst of the scars were inflicted by his own mother. Character Concept Hwyn is very much an example of what lack of love and compassion can turn someone into. Their are very few things Hwyn cares about if they don't pertain to his survival, and their is nothing he loves. Why should their be, after all he's never owned much to begin with. Hwyn doesn't like money for the most part considering it the root of all the problems in his life and by an extension Hwyn bears a grudge against the rich who hoard money unnecessarily while they watch those who have little rot away in alleys and ghettos. If Hwyn was to name an item important to him it was the Violin that he had learned to play while in the custody of the self proclaimed countess of sunberth. Character History Hwyn, is a child of Sunberth through and through, Born to a rather homely women of a jealous disposition and a father who's name Hwyn would likely never know Hwyn grew up impoverished and unloved. Not that this was so unusual in the city. But that was merely the beginning of Hwyn's long list of woes. As Hwyn matured it became obvious that he was something more likely to be called beautiful than someone to be called handsome. As Hwyn's appearance quickly began to outstrip his own mothers her cold indifference became something akin to an envious rage. She would not have her child rise to anything more than she had ever achieved as a prostitute and thief. Hwyn blissfully unaware of the plots developing in his mothers heart continued to live fairly well until his ninth year when Hwyn came home to find a particularly rich looking woman in his house conversing with his mother. When Hwyn came in both Women turned to look at Hwyn and the rich woman smiled and nodded before handing a rather heavy looking coin purse to Hwyn's mother. Mild plot elaboration : The next thing Hwyn knew he was grabbed from either side by two large men while the woman approached him. [color=#400040]"Hwyn my dear, from now on you will be my daughter, so you'll be coming home with me." With that Hwyn was marched into the gated community and into the house of one of the richer men in the community. Dragged into a large bathroom Hwyn was stripped down and brought to bear before the woman of the house who looked him over with perhaps one of the most terrifying gazes Hwyn had ever been fixed with. "Hmm, that thing between your legs makes it a little difficult for you to be my daughter doesn't it." Stepping up to Hwyn who was still being held in place the woman placed one hand on Hwyn's chin and forced him to meet her harsh gaze. Her other hand moving to grip the offending anatomy with an iron grip. "But, I'm sure you can learn to be a good daughter anyways... Right?" The Question was punctuated with a particularly painful squeeze. Crying out Hwyn agreed to behave for the woman. Smiling at his agreement the woman had Hwyn tossed into a bath and painfully scrubbed from head to toe for the next several hours. Needless to say that was the last time Hwyn wore pants as he found himself trapped in suffocating corsets and airy dresses. but as time moved on the woman's eccentricities became increasingly crueler whenever Hwyn failed to meet the expectations she had laid out for him. A missed not began to mean a single lash of the whip, failure to remember to call the woman mother, five lashes. As such Hwyn's captivity within the large house became more hell like than the ghettos that lay outside the city. Escape came in the form of a servant who began to pity Hwyn Leaving the door to Hwyn's room unlocked and a bag of all the things Hwyn would need to get far away from the city. Fleeing hadn't been easy, at least he had been guaranteed food each day and a roof over his head. But if he didn't leave he didn't know how much more his body could take before it broke. Catching a caravan Hwyn managed to pay for transport to the city of Syliras, a place where heroes walked the street and people could live safely. If that was the truth then Hwyn wanted to be their, Hwyn wanted to find a safe haven from the world. Hwyn's identity and psychology : Hwyn has a very confused self identity, the treatments and diet he was fed while in captivity had left his body testosterone deficient and small. Beyond that he was raised to be a "perfect daghter," As such Hwyn has a hard time identifying himself as a man but at the same time knows that their is something very wrong with himself. So as far as gender specific statements go Hwyn for the time being is more likely to refer to himself as female than male, though scenarios will certainly reflect how Hwyn manages a situation fears : Hwyn has developed many fears in his life and is in fact quite afraid of many things. Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing Brought on by his bathing experiences in the mansion that were grueling and unpleasant every time. Not some much afraid of rinsing his face as he is afraid of soap and large bathing areas. Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself. Contrary to what one might believe Hwyn hates being alone or being locked in a room, something that happened to Hwyn more times than he would have ever wanted in his life. Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment Hhyn is terrified at the thought of being called out and punished for something again. Secret : I intend for Hwyn to become a squire but want to do it Icly so I won't be adding that to his history just yet. Language Fluent Language: Common Basic Language: None yet Poor Language: None yet Skills Skill EXP Total Proficiency Larceny 20 SP +1+1+1 +2+2 27 Competent Play Musical instrument (Violin) 19 SP +3+1+2 25 Competent Disguise 15 RB, 11 SP +2 +1 +2+1 32 Competent Cosmetology +4+1+1+1 7 Novice Fashion Design +1 1 Novice Observation +1+1 +3+2+3 +5+3+5+4+1+5+1+1+3+3 41 Competent Rhetoric +1 +2 +2 +1 +1 6 Novice Persuasion +2 2 Novice Acting +2 +1+1+1 5 Novice Massage +2+2 4 Novice Socialization +2+4 +4+3+3+5+2+1+2+2 +3+4 35 Competent Flirting +1+2 3 Novice Singing +1 +2 3 Novice Investigation +2+1 3 Novice Tracking +1 1 Novice Tactics +3+3 6 Novice Orginization +1 1 Novice Cleaning +1 1 Novice Storytelling +1+1 2 Novice Philosophy +2+1 3 Novice Subterfuge +1 +1+2 4 novice Planning +2 +1+1 4 Novice Intelligence +1 1 Novice Interrigation +1+1 2 Novice Weapon, Shortsword +3+1 4 Novice Logic +2+1 3 Novice Unarmed combat +2 +1 3 Novice Acrobatics +3+1+4 8 Novice Running +1 1 Novice Swimming +1 1 Novice Endurance +2 +2+2+1+1 8 Novice Land Navigation +2 2 Novice Foraging +1 1 Novice Medicine +1 +1 Novice Leadership +2 2 Novice Pathfinding +1+1+1+1 4 Novice Lores Disguise: Playing a girl Syliras: Street layout. A Girl's Look, in Cloth and Kohl Hwyn: New Law Abiding Non-Citizen? Hwyn: Nervous while serving Evarista: An Unique Customer Location: Café Fleurs Disguise: Acting the part Observation: Looking for Easy Grub Looking like you Belong "Big Brother": Turning an Annoyance into an Asset The Joy of Company! Pretty AND Functional Short Sword, My Kinda Weapon Tactics: Size over Finesse Observing your Chosen Battlefield Swords: One-Handed Stance Reacting to An Opponent's Attacks Acrobatics: Ducking and Weaving The Novelty of Being Doted on Syliras: Upturned Faces and Holier Than Thou Attitudes Larceny: When They're Not Looking! Shimoje: Cheerful Wood Carver The Hopelessness of Poverty Shimoje: Too Kind for his own Good Alvadas: City of Illusions Alvadas location: The Garden of No Return The Garden of No Return: A beautifully kept maze Foraging: Recognising edible berries Hwyn: Seeking a place of belonging Memories of a golden snake Hwyn: Underestimated and Looked down upon Evarista: Prefers comfort over fashion Ravok: Azure Reflection Ravok: Ihmon Ravok: Alira Lore:Darnel Redroot: Owner of Café Fleurs Rhysol: Benevolent God? Storytelling: The convoluted story of my mother Evarista: Going through some changes Evarista: I care for her through actions Observation: Noticing changes from one’s health Lore:Hwyn: Wary of being attacked Hwyn: A toy to the rich Ravok: Ravasola and easier way to travel Nitrozian Estate: Welcomes as a slave Nitrozians Estate: Slaves are treated well Endurance: Bravery through a branding Hwyn: Branded to the nitrozian family Caution is key when dealing with the unfamiliar Sitanos's request to take care of Evarista Archibald: Evarista's pet spider Cosmetology: Brushing another's hair Massage: Basic shoulder massage Socialization: Servant ettiquette Bryony: Evarista's household maid Memory of his mother in a bath Violin: Simple folk song Violin: Slow sombre song Adding movement while playing the violin Being fed by Evarista Evarista's simple song Evarista: Controlling mistress but also lonely Nitrozian Estate: Evarista's room, garden, bath cabin, dining hall, and Hwyn's room Evarista: Indirect and cryptic Musical Composition: Mixing the familiar with the new Evarista: A strange embrace and a stranger relationship Ravok Location: Café Fleurs Hwyn: Not happy but content with his current lot in life Hwyn: Doesn’t like the lack of greenery in the city Street Smarts: Avoid walking too close to strangers in a crowd Street Smarts: Give corners a wide berth Evarista: Gives undivided attention Evarista: Enjoyable company though odd Observation: Soldiers create nervousness in a crowd at first Observation: Soldiers cause a false sense of security after a while Hwyn: Not keen on gaudy jewellery Surprising sensation of being groped in a crowd Tracking: Someone in a crowd using Pathfinding Tactics: Strategy for pick-pocketing Pick-pocketing: Extract coin & dispose of evidence quickly Anyone who puts faith in luck is a fool Hallucination: Interrogated by his mother Kidnapped by a giant spider! Tactics: Eating a way out of a web cocoon Medicine: Makeshift bandage out of webbing Philosophy: Are gods indifferent to suffering? Hwyn: A loyal friend Hwyn: Anguished by his life’s sufferings Philosophy: Is life like fire; destroy so as not to be destroyed? Philosophy: Is it better to accept unpleasant truths or enjoy happy lies? Hwyn: Even in a sour mood compliments cheer him Interrogation: Offering a little of your thoughts to tease out another’s Socialization: Paying compliments Massage: Using different body parts to apply pressure Massage: Don’t stay in one place- move around Hwyn: Deliberately considerate of his mistress Hwyn: Shows respect through mimicry Logic: Better for a slave to wait than the master The Owl’s Den: Bookstore in the Noble’s District Hwyn: A happily kept servant Evarista: Knows the intricacies of silent communication Yae’s Studio: Best Coffee in Ravok Hwyn: Sticks out in the Noble District Hwyn: Can’t read Ravok: Finer architecture than Sunberth Socialization: Trying to fit in a different class Evarista: A wordless partner Coffee smells better than it tastes Acrobatics: Flexibility is a skill worth mentioning Socialization: It’s hard to converse with someone who won’t talk Hwyn: A pliable muse Paint brushes tickle Evarista: Two sides to a every coin- scary and childish Hwyn: Full of suggestions Hwyn: Loves being a walking canvas Hwyn: Understands that Eva doesn’t need compliments Massage: Any easier task when feeling grateful Subterfuge Crocodile tears Subterfuge Lying Subterfuge, implicating actions Insecure Thought: I don't know what fruits Eva likes Larceny: Using a falling broom as momentary distraction Desire: Discover how Byrony ascended stairs with a tray so gracefully Nitrozian Estate: Much quieter when the family is hungover Subterfuge: Devaluing a fact to draw attention away from it Ravok is different since I've returned from Syka. Or is it me? Larceny: Picking a lock with a nail and a talon Acrobatics: Sitting Toe Reach stretch Acrobatics: Back Bend Crawl stretch Acrobatics: Cross Legged Prayer stretch Acrobatics: Deep Kneeling Bow stretch Acrobatics: Flying Shoulders, Grounded Pelvis stretch Acrobatics: Crocodile Bite Kick stretch Singing: basic shanties Sticks and Stones: steeling yourself against praise Optimism: for liars and scammers Fashion Design: Ravokian fashion Endurance: fighting fatigue and nausea Socialization: exit stratagy Acting: pretend you're okay Possessions 1 Set of Clothing -Simple Dress -Simple Pants -Simple Undergarments -Simple Cloak -Simple Boots 1 Waterskin 1 Backpack which contains: -Comb (Wood) -Brush (Wood) -Soap -Razor -Balanced Rations (1 Week's worth) -1 eating knife -Flint & Steel Heirloom: A simple Violin, One of the only things Hwyn brought with him when he fled sunberth. Housing Location: Where in Mizahar are you living? Syliras House: Syliras apartment Nitrozean Manor, Slave residence Ledger Purchase Cost Total Starting +100 GM 100 GM Traded in Housing + 500 600Gm Apartment in travelers row for winter -9gm 2sm 590Gm 2Sm 5oz' of Rouge Makeup -5 Sm 590Gm 20Sm 5oz' Kohl Eyeliner -5 Sm 590Gm 15Sm Living expenses, Common "winter" -135Gm 455Gm 15Sm Living Expenses, Common "Spring" -135Gm 320Gm 15Sm Lamp and 2 Pints of Oil -3Sm 320Gm 12Sm Flint and Steel -1Gm 319Gm 12Sm Yellow dress, Green Stockings 3Gm 316Gm 12Sm Black tunic, Black tights,Black Knee boots Matching set -5gm 311Gm 12Sm Living expenses Summer 516 Common -135Gm 175Gm 12Sm Black felt tunic, Red Underwear with lace trim, Green cotton plain underwear -3Gm 6Sm 172Gm 6 Sm Cold Steel Shorsword -30Gm 142 Gm 6Sm Enslaved - All current money 0Gm 0Sm 0Cm Living expenses Fall 516 0gm Payed by Eva 0Gm 0Sm 0Cm Living expenses Spring 517 0gm Payed by Nitrozean/orphan 0Gm 0Sm 0Cm /table2] Thread List [table2=#FFFFFF,#800000]Date Name Status 2nd of winter 515Av Take that wich you need Unfinished. 4th of winter 515Av Morning reflection Unfinished 5th Of winter 515Av A theiving miss Unfinished 30th of winter 515Av A "boy" and a smith Unfinished 45th of Winter 515Av Bearing Fruit Unfinished 49th of winter 515Av Do theses socks match my skirt? Graded 49th of winter 515Av Size matters Graded 59th of winter 515Av Where is the warmth? Unfinished 10th of Spring 516 Av Driving force of hospitality Unfinished 37th of spring 516Av Aught you not be behaving so wldly Graded 38th of Spring 516Av Breathe Unfinished 39th of Spring 516Av Manly things for Manly men Unfinished 43rd of spring 516Av Food is a great bargenning tool Unfinished 45th of Spring 516Av Ther morning After, Adventures begin Unfinished 52nd of Spring 516Av Unlikely Companions Unfinished 59th of Spring 516 Av A night in the forest Unfinished 63rd of Spring 516Av Salad Days Unfinished 80th of Spring 516Av Time calls for shopping Unfinished 82nd of Spring 516 Av Storehouse Massacre: The Possession, The Massacre,The Escape Finished Ungraded 91st of Spring 516Av Deaparture of the typsy wench Unfinished 18th of Summer 516Av Fresh off the boat Unfinished 25th of Summer 516Av The Dance of Pilgrims Unfinished 26th of Spring Wandering hearts Unfinished 29th of Summer 516Av The path less taken Graded 42nd of Summer 516Av Clean and Sparkly Unfinished 30th of Fall 516Av Sweet dreams Unfinished 64th of Fall 516Av End in Fire Unfinished 66th of Fall 516Av What is a Musician Unfinished 70th of Fall 516Av First Impressions Finished, Ungraded 70th of fall 516Av Full Silver Straightjacket Finished, Ungraded 71st of Fall 516Av Along came a spider [Quest] Unfinished 81st of Fall 516Av Second impressions Finished Ungraded 81st of Fall 516Av The Gilded Cage Unfinished 82nd of Fall Who needs a mute canary Unfinished 81st of Spring 517 The Death of a Salesman Finished Link your current & past threads here!

[Hwyn]

Those things that make me, me Personality archetype, INFP General Information : 1. What is your Name? Hwyn 2. Do you go by a nickname or pet name? I don't have either but I think one would be nice 3. How old are you? 16 4. What is your height? too short 5. What is your weight? probably not enough Aesthetics : 1. Describe yourself as you see yourself. I'm me, not too handsome or pretty. I am plain and ordinary and not special in any way, and that's ok.. that's not true though, secretly I'm deserving of anyone that see's me slobbering or having heart palpitations. 2. Describe yourself as others typically see you. I like to imagine that whatever they see they feel the need to do a doubletake. 3. What is your favorite body feature? I like my hair, it has just the right amount of wave and thickness to be easy to work with and a good gold color. 4. How physically fit are you? I can run away from most bad situations, not too much of a fighter though. 5. How do you typically dress and what is your style? I like comfortable clothes that show the right amount of skin. Family : 1. Who are your parents and what are they like? My parents were and are devious cruel, self serving people. That said they fed and clothed me and kept me alive even if I doubt they did it for any reason beyond using me. 2. Do you have any brothers or sisters? No 3. What is your extended family like? I doubt they are very different from the rest of the sunberthians 4. Do you consider close friends as important or more/less important than family? I don't have any friends. Not by choice but by lack of opportunity, I would like to think that friends outweigh family. 5. Do you treat animals like family? I mean most animals are food. So not really. Location : 1. Where were you born? Sunberth 2. Where do you live now? Anywhere I can get attention and mizas 3. If you could live anywhere in Mizahar where would that be? I don't know, maybe Mura if it's as peaceful as i've heard 4. Do you have a favorite place to vacation or spend leisure time? Anywhere quiet. 5. Where do you fear to be? Sunberth Or anywhere with shackles Traits : 1. Do you have any physical weaknesses (disease, scars, and missing limbs?) I have too many scars crisscrossing my back and upper arms to count. I don't know of any special weaknesses, Getting yelled at maybe? 2. Are you right handed or left handed? Lefty 3. What languages do you speak? What do you sound like? Do you have an accent? Common, I don't speak very loud, and i'd say my voice is has a light airy quality to it? 4. Do you have any odd mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I have a very hard time looking people in the eyes 5. Do you have (or want to get) any tattoos or piercing? Why do you have them (or will get them)? Nope, and not really. Tattoos don't really appeal to me. Maybe a piercing someday. Occupations : 1. What is your occupation? I take things to survive 2. Do you like/dislike your work? Why? I don't love it by any means but It keeps me alive so I do what I need to. 3. If you could be anything you wanted to, what would you be? Me? Someone that gets praised a lot 4. What occupation do you admire the most? Why? I think that healers are incredible people with all the compassion they exhibit. 5. What occupation do you least like? Why? Torturers and Jailers are and always will be scary if you ask me. Childhood : 1. What sort of child were you? I was an obedient child I think. Though i still got beat a lot for messing up 2. What is your favorite memory from childhood? Getting My fiddle 3. What is your worst memory from childhood? The time a sailor caught me stealing and threw me in the ocean, I'm still afraid of the sea. 4. What sort of relationship did you have with your parents? I did what I was told and in turn they fed me. 5. Who was your most influential rolemodel? I don't have a role model or hero. Education : 1. What sort of education do you have? Whatever I could learn on the streets 2. Do you like/dislike learning? No I like it when I can 3. Where or how did you learn most of your skills/abilities? on the streets 4. How do you learn best? I like doing things to understand them 5. What are your educational goals for the future? I want to learn to read Relationships : 1. Do you form close bonds with people? Why? Why not? I would like to someday. It would be nice to have someone to trust. 2. Do you trust people easily? If not, why not? No, people are self serving 3. Do you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? I don't love anyone. 4. Have you ever been kissed? If so, describe the first time. No, not something I've thought about 5. Have you ever had sex? If so, describe the first time. My close scrapes with it have left me not wanting to ever go near it. Drugs and Alcohol : 1. Have you ever been drunk? If so, describe your first time. No 2. Do you like to drink on a regular basis? Not something that appeals to me 3. What sort of alcohol do you prefer? I don't. 4. Have you ever tried drugs (mood altering substances)? If so, which kinds and what did you think of them? None, though Iv'e seen them used alot 5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Be specific. I think that they are more likely to be dangerous than good as are the people who do them. Likes and Dislikes : 1. What are your hobbies? I 2. Do you like to read? I can't, but I'll learn 3. What annoys you more than anything else? Being ignored 4. What do you find the most relaxing activity to do? Sleep!! 5. What kinds of things embarrass you? Lewd things! Favorites : 1. What is your favorite color or colors? I like the misty green color that you can see on foggy mornings above grass. 2. What is your favorite time of day? Morning before everyone starts bustling about and it's still quiet in the city 3. What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? I saw what felt like the whole sky on a moonless clear night 4. What do you like to eat? What do you hate to eat? I eat whatever I can get my hands on which is rarely enough. Not enough to let me picky at any rate. 5. What is your favorite type of weather? Does any kind scare you? I like cooler weather iv'e never liked really hot and humid weather. Outlook : 1. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? I prefer the term realist. 2. What are your religious views? Some gods are good and others aren't for the most part they are uncaring in one way or another. 3. Would you be able to kill? I think so? if I had to save a life I think i could, I'm not a hero. 4. What are your views on sex? It's dangerous 5. What, in your opinion, makes a successful life? Hwyn shrugs. One that you didn't hate living. Actions : 1. What is the worst and best thing you’ve ever done? Leaving Sunberth was probably both. 2. What is your greatest regret? Being , being weak and not doing what I did earlier. 3. What is your best/worst memory? I dunno yet 4. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be and why? To whom I was born. 5. What are you the most proud of doing in your life? Starting a new life in Syliras. Even if It is a pain in the butt. Emotions : 1. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings with others? I don't like talking about my emotions, they tend to be too messy to explain anyway. 2. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Zith are probably bad, so is Uldr. Iv'e heard that the snake people eat bad children and so do the Myrians. For the most part most nonhumans are scary and mages are suuper dangerous. Hwyn emphasizes the last part with a wave of his arms. 3. What makes you happy? A full stomach and a quiet nap 4. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? Nobody but myself, but that'd be redundant. 5. What makes you angry? Wasteful people. Relationships : 1. In general, how do you treat others? Good, maybe? 2. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? Other than myself? nobody so far. 3. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? I have a lot of respect for the council in Syliras. they have made a much less dangerous city than Sunberth. 4. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If not, describe an ideal lover. No, Someone who doesn't need to ask questions but understands anyway. 5. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why. No, I'm my own guardian. Group Situations : 1. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I don't want to fight with anyone 2. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? Hwyn shakes his head no emphatically. 3. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? Only if I'm trying to get a meal. 4. Do you care what others think of you? I think I do but I try not to. 5. What do you think of others, in general? People are self serving and uncaring. Self Image : 1. What is your greatest strength as a person? I can survive anything. So far anyway. 2. What is your greatest weakness? I can't bring myself to trust anyone. though I don't really think that's always a weakness. 3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? That I think too much, I don't like worrying. 4. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Intro-what? 5. Are you generally organized or messy? I don't like cleaning Beliefs : 1. What God or Goddess do you find most appealing, if any? I think that Priskil seems like one of the more caring goddesses. 2. Which God or Goddess do you fear, if any? Uldr is the sum of most scary things i can think of. 3. Do you have any Gnosis Marks? If so, how did you receive them? Nope 4. What lengths would you go to to please your deity? I don't know. I think it would depend 5. Where do you draw the line at pleasing your deity? What is too much? Doing something that I wouldn't do for myself. Life & Death : 1. What do you absolutely live for? the next day 2. What is the best part of life? The part where you don't die 3. What is the best part of death? the moments preceding it. 4. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Quietly and painlessly. 5. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? I don't think Iv'e ever thought about it or could say.