Hwyn was constantly confused by the ways of Sylirans, Choosing to be kind to others when it was easier to keep to ones self. After all every time you stick your neck out for someone, it becomes that easier to lose your head. The bard was a rather skinny person of a lanky build Hwyn only coming up to the bards chin when standing next to them. Beyond that the bard looked worn down, tired from too many different problems in life, and yet they were taking the time to be kind to him. It made Hwyn's chest tighten with a peculiar pain. Then the young bard began to speak again.
"You're lucky I knew those squires... My name's Piper and... you're welcome..."
Hwyn had to guess that that was fortune at work indeed. Certainly, things could have gone much worse had Piper not shown up. Hwyn would have to try and remember the bards name. While Hwyn appreciated the kindness he was being shown it still pained him to receive it, Hwyn didn't deserve kindness he was a wretch and thief to his very core. If Piper knew Hwyn's truth chances where he'd be back on the street in no time, and it was so much easier lying to people who were unkind.
"I'm a bard of my word! You gave the apple back, so dinner is on me. Just this once."
Again Hwyn wasn't really sure how to respond to the bards kindness. It was genuinely overwhelming. Hwyn almost would have preferred the woman yelling at him to her being so kind to him, going so far as to even feed him when she didn't have to. Hwyn felt the unfamiliar sting of tears behind his eyes as he tried to stifle his emotions.
"So, what do people call you? and where is your home?"
The first thing the girl said that Hwyn could actually answer. Trying to hide hi emotions behind a facade of toughness he replied to her questions.
'People tend to call me many things, thief and scoundrel being the foremost of those..., though those who know my name call me Hwyn. My home, is... was in Sunberth."
"Do...you even have a home?"
Hwyn looked down at the table, she had had a home before, or somethng that was supposed to be called a home but that had been an unpleasant place that Hwyn had run from for his own sake. If that was what a home was supposed to be then Hwyn didn't need a home.
"Look, if you need a place to stay... I have a place it's not much... But there's a hearth...."
"I'm ok, I was able to get a room in the travelers row for a little while, and you're... already being too nice too me... I really don't deserve it."
Why was it so hard? Why was talking to this person so difficult, things had been getting weirder and weirder since Hwyn had come to this city, the city was Making Hwyn weird just like the rest of the people in it. But know Hwyn started to feel anxious when he took things and sad when people forgave him. Forgiveness wasn't even a concept in Sunberth, but it seemed to be a currency in this damned city.
Then the food arrived, too steaming plates of meat ad potatoes and other ingredients that Hwyn couldn't name, it smelled delicious and looked even more so. Piper, as the bard had said their name was pushed the plate towards Hwyn. Tentatively taking a bite Hwyn tasted the first hot food he had eaten in a very long time, fresh food that almost tasted better just because it wasn't stolen and hastily eaten. Piper seemed to be waiting on Hwyn to take a bite before smiling at him and asking,
"The food here's pretty good, wouldn't you agree?"
Those words finally forced Hwyn to break. The dams that held Hwyn's tears back burst and tears began to stream down his cheeks as his tough act finally faltered. The food was good in fact it was some of the best food Hwyn had ever eaten. Nodding hard Hwyn replied.
"yeah, it's really good, too good for me"
Hwyns tears turned into small sobs it was so frustrating. Why could people be so nice to one another. Didn't they know that the world was a cruel and unforgiving place? that the best way to survive was to push yourself away from everyone else and only care for your own need?
"Why.... are... you... being.... so.... nice.... to .... someone.... like.... me..."
Pained words snuck out between ragged breaths. Hwyn could hardly handle it, he had never really cared about people other than himself and in sunberth that had just been the way it was. But now, here in Syliras he had met people who seemed to genuinely care about him without even knowing him. it made the knot in his chest tighten to unbearable levels as if an iron fist had formed and it was pulling his heart apart.
"I'm... so.... Sorry..."