The palm of his hand ran across his strider’s hoarse hair. The flesh was greatly bleeding from the hairs, having torn his skin apart long ago and now scraping the muscle and carving lines on his bones. Wikus didn’t feel anything but pleasure, yet his expression couldn’t change their serious antic nor clear the pout he usually wore. His strider didn’t move, as if frozen in place without offering a single blink to address his rider. Wikus didn’t mind, of course, as he knew the horse was very independent. It didn’t need cuddles nor cares, no brushes nor food. It only needed freedom, something he was certain he had given it. In times like these, in which everything that mattered was the horse and rider, he often felt the need to address his missing companion. There were no doubts that they were forever bonded, even if they paid so little attention to their eternal companions. The fear of his horse leaving him alone was major most days, yet whenever they spent a moment together his doubts cleared.
The silence was absolute. The grey skies blew the mute winds, and the ashen hued grass waved around the endless horizon that opened whenever Wikus’ eyes looked up. The scene was sad and morose, bitter and twisted, bringing up a light touch of guilt whenever he stared for too long. He didn’t look aside despite having been standing in the same spot for hundreds of winters. It was only his horse what he cared about, that horse that had yet to move or react to his rider. The distant Endrykas didn’t move in all those years, maybe waiting for them or perhaps being empty of life just like the endless field that surrounded them. For him, it all felt empty and lonesome just like a flower blossoming between the rocks. His bare body, although exposed to the winds, felt no cold nor heat whatsoever. It was all swallowed by this dark smoke, liquid in appearance but easily flowing through the air, wrapping and isolating him from everyone else. Just what he needed and he wished.
Still he ran his hand on his strider’s head. Wikus had long ago lost track of why, how, or when did he began with the infinite task. Being alone felt good, and it filled him with determination. People often found joy in being with others, in sharing words and sharing smiles, yet he never felt this way. If he did once, that time had long ago passed. The lonesomeness was his ally, as calling it friend would make it a paradox. Only him and his strider in a frozen, eternal world. “One day…” he muttered, for the first time in the hundreds of winters he had been in his place, his voice aching from the sudden use of it. The windmarks across his body replied, clicking and screeching just like hundreds of insects would. Wikus, satisfied, simply nodded and continued petting his horse, planning to talk again one of the infinite number of days he’d spend waiting here.
The silence was absolute. The grey skies blew the mute winds, and the ashen hued grass waved around the endless horizon that opened whenever Wikus’ eyes looked up. The scene was sad and morose, bitter and twisted, bringing up a light touch of guilt whenever he stared for too long. He didn’t look aside despite having been standing in the same spot for hundreds of winters. It was only his horse what he cared about, that horse that had yet to move or react to his rider. The distant Endrykas didn’t move in all those years, maybe waiting for them or perhaps being empty of life just like the endless field that surrounded them. For him, it all felt empty and lonesome just like a flower blossoming between the rocks. His bare body, although exposed to the winds, felt no cold nor heat whatsoever. It was all swallowed by this dark smoke, liquid in appearance but easily flowing through the air, wrapping and isolating him from everyone else. Just what he needed and he wished.
Still he ran his hand on his strider’s head. Wikus had long ago lost track of why, how, or when did he began with the infinite task. Being alone felt good, and it filled him with determination. People often found joy in being with others, in sharing words and sharing smiles, yet he never felt this way. If he did once, that time had long ago passed. The lonesomeness was his ally, as calling it friend would make it a paradox. Only him and his strider in a frozen, eternal world. “One day…” he muttered, for the first time in the hundreds of winters he had been in his place, his voice aching from the sudden use of it. The windmarks across his body replied, clicking and screeching just like hundreds of insects would. Wikus, satisfied, simply nodded and continued petting his horse, planning to talk again one of the infinite number of days he’d spend waiting here.