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Sayana practices auristics by examining the most instinctive aura, her own

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An inland sea created by Ivak's cataclismic fury during the Valterrian, the Suvan Sea is a major trade route and the foremost hub for piracy in Mizahar. [lore]

Delving into Oneself

Postby Sayana on July 28th, 2016, 1:32 am

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Summer 23, 516 - Syliras to Alvadas

Syna dawned brightly that morning as Sayana looked out over the waters of the Suvan Sea. She wasn’t the only one up, hardly. There were sailors here and there, manning the rigging and sails. She recalled her trip with Timothy and Andreas. How it brought about new changes. Not necessarily changes that lasted though. She had no idea where the two boys were now, but they had each other.

Focus dammit.

She had tried for what seemed like all day yesterday to try to conjure the magic of auristics. Trying to stay discrete, she had stayed in her cabin cell, but whether it was the silence, the distractions from outside, or the distinct lack of people, she was unable to achieve the concentration necessary for the magic.

Sayana sat on a folding stool near the bow of the ship gazing out into the expansive sea. The ship rocked, as usual, but it felt like the lilting step of a dancer. There was something calming about it despite the loud gush and smack of the ship against the waves. For the first chime, the Eypharian closed her eyes and simply listened to the sound of the sea and the bustle of sailors on the deck. She slowed her breathing and focused on the inhale, a momentary held breath, and then a long exhale. The wind toss her hair but she simply focused on her breathing, not bothering to pull the brown strands away.

Ironically, she found it easier to focus her mind when there were people about. It was not so piercingly silent, in which any slightest noise would jar her attention. Besides, there was something comforting and familiar about the presence of others which made it easier to focus on the task at hand. Still with her eyes closed, Sayana turned her head towards the rising sun, feeling the faint warmth upon her eyelids. Then she pictured a beautiful ring of fire with a dark dark hole in the middle. Flames churning and never stopping she kept the image in her mind. Slowly she began discarding feelings of doubt, self-consciousness, and even her pride. There was nothing but that brilliant flaming ring.

Five chimes passed, maybe even ten before she opened her eyes. A distant part of her was eager to try auristics right away, but she smothered the excitement and instead chose to evoke hypnotism, as a warm up.

“Fine morning. Have you any extra food by chance?” Sayana asked of one of the sailors milling about.

“Did you get your rations for breakfast?”

“Yes.” She answered meekly. However, when he was about to turn away, she caught his gaze fiercely. Harnessing her magic she sent out ripples of attraction, gently caressing his inner core. He seemed to falter a moment, but still turned away.

“Are you sure?” She called out. “If there was any way to return the favor…” At last he took the bait, and she followed it up with a coy smile. “I’ll…. I’ll see what I can do,” he answered shyly but with an underlying glow to his face.

Wonderful. A good way to warm up and a promise of food too.


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Delving into Oneself

Postby Sayana on July 28th, 2016, 1:36 am

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Sayana settled in a bit more now. She breathed in deeply enjoying the lingering effects of the djed use. Now she had to repeat the process but with aursistics. Reach within herself, feel out her magic, and bring it to life. She breathed in deeply and closed her eyes once more. In… and out. The Eypharian listened to the crash of the waves as she summoned the image of the ring of flames. She began to trace a circle upon the palm of her high hand. Around and around. Although she felt light ticklish sensations upon her palm, she focused in on her finger, and imagined at the same time tracing a circle in the never ending loop of fire.

The crash of the waves and the activity of the sailors were but white noise to her, keeping her in the present but not truly distracting her. As she circled again and again, and then she reached back and back and back to the darkest depths of her mind trying to bring to light that untapped energy, her own djed. Keeping her relatively calm state, she began to steer and guide the energy within her. It needed purpose, purpose to sense and feel and do more right at her finger tip. As she put all her concentration on her finger, ever so slowly she began to feel a faint warmth.

That’s it… She tried to cast aside feelings of excitement and just focus at the task at hand. For a moment, her concentration wavered and she felt the warmth begin to dissipate but then she refocused on the flaming ring and felt the warmth return.

Some might think it peculiar to be sensing one’s own aura, but it was a constant and was always with her. Most importantly Sayana had been told that people auras were much easier to identify and sense than auras of animals or objects. As she continued her concentration, she began to feel a velvety softness. This was new. Continuing to focus her inner djed, she felt a slight dampness. Not like wet fur but just a hint of moisture. It mostly seemed concentrated on her hand, but as she slowly traced her finger up her arm, the sensations continued.

Lost in her own world, she caressed her arms with that same finger, feeling subtle changes in her aura but still those dominating sensations. The most obvious being the warmth that radiated from her skin. As she traced her finger up to her neck and then her face, her aura changed subtly. There was now that slick feeling of moisture, particularly as her finger moved closer to her lips and her eyes…

“Thinking of someone?”

Her eyes snapped open and the sailor from earlier was now standing directly in front of her, looking curiously at what she was doing. Any magic use faded from her immediately. Delicately she held out the hand she was using to sense her aura and the sailor took it boldly, helping her to stand.

“Long lost lovers,” Sayana replied dreamily. But her act was interrupted when she caught sight of the food he had discretely tucked away. “For me?” At his nod, she took the dried and salted meat, biting off a few chunks before swallowing the rest whole. The hard bread wasn’t nearly so good, but she munched at it gratefully nonetheless.

He seemed to be waiting for something. With a quick grin she bent over to give him a quick peck on the cheek. “We should watch the stars tonight. But later. No one likes a thief.” With a playful wink she finished the last of the bread and left him to go to her cabin cell. Once she had retrieved a small mirror, she soon set herself up once more on the ship’s deck.



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Delving into Oneself

Postby Sayana on July 28th, 2016, 1:38 am

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Sayana was very careful with how she positioned herself and also the mirror. Even though she hadn’t yet caught sight of Clyde that morning, she knew that the mage could easily appear in the blink of an eye, and she couldn’t just cast her magical gaze on him by mistake. No, that wouldn’t do at all. She was very close to the front end of the ship, so she positioned herself sideways to look out at the sea in one direction, and behind her was nothing but more waves.

Once more, she began her meditation routine. She drew her breath in slowly and this time let it out in a short rush, mimicking the gush of the waves as the boat slapped against them. Instead of closing her eyes, she focused on her reflection in the mirror. She could almost see the faded black sun that had been painted on her forehead, and she visualized her ring of flames upon it. Burning with fire and passion. Nothing more, nothing less. She repeated the circling gesture upon her palm, but instead of focusing on her finger or her hands, she focused on her piercing gaze in the mirror.

Every so often her eyes met her own gaze as she looked upon her reflection, trying to see more. It was hard work, but the gentle circling of her finger kept her focused. Her brown locks wisped about in the ocean breeze and occasionally she brushed them aside with a patient finger. As she reached back in her mind, she tried to find that elusive place between sleep and consciousness in which her magic stirred. She pried it gently, trying pull it out from its depths. Just a little bit further, a little bit more…

Her gaze locked upon her own eyes. Brown staring into brown. And then, things suddenly began to change…

It was slow at first, and she might not have noticed had she not been gazing so deeply into her own eyes, but a faint glow of yellow began to form around her eyes. It began to grow, ever so slowly and she kept focusing on her eyes, feeding them more of her djed. Letting it be released as she began to see more. The yellow glow started to spread to other parts of her body, but a whisper of blue lingered around her eyes swirling this way and that.

There was something strange emanating around her chest. There was red that contrasted from the warm yellow and it was sharp, almost painful in a way. Sayana frowned and began to open her low cut top. Suddenly she realized the source and brought her hands down. Her lacun mark. The thought brought conflicting emotions and for half a tick her aura seemed to become far more alive until. Gone. She had lost her concentration. Everything was back to the way it had been and she was simply left staring at her reflection. The only real difference was how tired she looked as she stared back at herself.



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Delving into Oneself

Postby Sayana on July 28th, 2016, 2:34 am

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For nearly a chime Sayana felt torn. She was making so much progress that she wanted to do more. She felt the itch to do more, to explore more, to reach new levels… Except she could hear the cautionary words of Clyde in the back of her mind. She had hardly done a damn thing last time when he had insisted that she stop for the day. She was feeling tired now, that was true, but just a little bit more?

Her hands were already moving as her resolve weakened. She tucked the mirror away and instead took out a single dagger. It was one of her small throwing daggers, less than a foot long and quite thin. She traced a finger along the flat of the steel, then held the blade with her hands palm up.

She held up the fingers of her left high and focused intently on them. The magic was elusive but it was there. She just needed to pull it from the depths of her being. After a couple deep breaths, she felt the slightest tingle upon her finger tips. As she reached to draw her fingers across the dagger, it was as if there was a hotspot drawing her attention towards it. Not there, not quite, but… aha! Whether it was a texture or a force or some innate quality of the dagger, she wasn’t sure but there was something right there near the middle.

Her recklessness with the magic caused her concentration to suddenly break and a wave of fatigue hit her strongly. For a tick or two, the world seemed to spin, but she didn’t let go of that magical spot upon her dagger.

After the Eypharian regained some of her composure, she looked at the weapon more acutely with her normal gaze. But it was only when she lifted the small throwing dagger did she suddenly realize the importance of that magical spot. Holding her finger beneath the blade so it rested on only her finger tip, the dagger didn’t waver. She had found its balancing point.


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Delving into Oneself

Postby Kaleidoscope on September 19th, 2016, 11:04 am

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  • Meditation: +3,
  • Hypnotism: +1,
  • Seduction: +1,
  • Auristics: +3,
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  • Meditation: Using mental images
  • Auristics: Own aura of a golden glow
  • Auristics: Own Lacun mark shows a red aura
  • Using a mirror as a meditation tool
  • Auristics: Finding the balance point of a throwing dagger
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Comments: A nice thread! Sayana felt very wistful here, and it was quite a treat to see her struggle so with accessing her Djed. A good read.

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