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17 th Bell
17 th Bell
Ducking beneath the golden pavilion tent flap of "The Raised Sun", Lörcán emerged into the heavily clouded, muggy climate with a puckered brow. His gut swirled with sparring emotions; his mind conflicted, foggy. He thought he would feel elated after securing himself a job within the city; he was taking steps to live with the second chance at life he had been given - so why did he feel shamefaced and guilt-ridden?
Every morning he awoke drenched in bed sweats; every morning he would lay in his tent on the verge of screaming. All he had was his name; even then he couldn’t be entirely sure it was real. Swept within pensive thought, Lörcán could lose himself for Bells searching his mind for clues, for a glimpse of a memory; only to be crushed a little each time when he returned to the present world with nothing but maddening frustration.
He was continuously dithering between searching for his past and living on with the present. If he dwelled on probing for his memories for too long, he would cease to live. If he moved on with building himself a life, he instantly became overwhelmed with remorse, pain and iniquity. Besides, how could he build a life when he was nothing but an empty shell of doubt?
In the end the need to survive, the need to eat, forced his hand. That is what had taken him to the Topaz clan this day, although as Lörcán mindlessly wove his way between the erected pavilions towards the Wind Knotted Gates he just couldn’t shake the swarm of ignoble feelings constricting his heart.
Suddenly a flood of bodies caused Lörcán to jump back a step, his mind snapping back to the world of life. A stream of Drykas all seemed to be headed towards the Wind Knotted Gates - curiosity swept Lörcán’s feet into step after them. A concept he was slowly discovering about himself; he was one nosy parker!
Flicking his sorrel gaze over the assembled crowd, Lörcán wove his way closer to the centre. Scowling at the towering height and broad shoulders of a long-golden haired man obscuring his view, Lörcán ducked around to the man’s side. Apprehensively folding his arms across his broad chest, Lörcán settled his sights upon a small group of elders stood before the towering sacred poles.
He had never spent a great deal of time before the hallowed vision of colourful threads. The magnificent spectacle of multiple hues as the threads whipped and slapped in Zulrav’s breeze was enchanting. As his brooding gape followed the pirouetting colours, Lörcán couldn’t help but wonder what they were; what did they represent? Why were they so special to the Drykas people?
Alas his pondering thoughts were dragged to the centre group of elders as one woman’s quaky voice rung out over the gathered Drykas, fabric wrapped around her crown of short greying hair. To Lörcán it was a symphony of waving hand gestures and conjumbled words he did not know. Pavi, the native tongue of Endrykas completely alluded the foreigner - highlighting his loneliness in a sea of the unknown all the more.
“Many of you know me as Yantra the “Matchmaker”, but today I do not bring good tidings.” The speaker’s hand signalled to another senior on her left; a longstanding hunched woman whose whitened, blind eye rose Lörcán’s brow in surprise. “Ferem comes with a warning. After much conference, we elders agree that the coming Winter will be a hard one. We urge all those that can to forage, hunt and store as much food as you can for the coming season. Join us now in prayer for providence and bounty!”
Shuffling from one foot to the other, his face scrunched in bewilderment, Lörcán grew restless of listening to a language he couldn’t understand. He glanced at the Drykas around him - all seemed to nod in reverence. Lörcán surmised it must be a matter of great importance to captivate the crowd’s sombre attention as it had.
Leaning in close to the tall, blonde beside him, Lörcán’s inquisitiveness got the better of him as he softly mumbled to the man in the only language he knew - Common - simply praying the Drykas could understand, “Psss! Do you know what’s going on?”