Merevaika
She was first. Of course she was: the man knew she wouldn't sit and wait like Naiya. The man knew that she had come for one thing, and nothing else would be a good replacement. Khida was to be joining her. Naiya would wait with the other man. All details she didn't care about. Details she looked past in a heartbeat. Details that didn't apply to her.
The woman moved swiftly to sit beside him, the grass catching her as she leant against it. He began to speak his instructions, but his Strider, a beautiful young thing, took his attention, dancing about him, impatient, wanting to play. Merevaika's lips curled to a soft smile at the man and his horse, signs of taunting and teasing on her fingers but not said. They were young. Newly bonded. Both had much to learn, much to discover about the other. Let them have their moments of not being one. It was the ticks that followed that showed her he wasn't a good recipient for her teasing: he knew horses, he knew this one.
When his focus returned to the woman, he spoke softer than before. Merevaika let his words fall across her, not knowing if she could do it. Could she really forget about her safety? About her animals - about Eryunt? Her body was tied to this world in so many ways, and he spoke of being free and unconnected. She didn't even have family - how did they do it? The ones who had so many others to join them with. Then he spoke of protection, of entering the web alone. He was right. They had Beast, the shadow lost in the grasses but watching all the same. They had Grey, the pup she had trained, that she had loved. They had Eryunt, who grazed a few strides away, heavy eyes watching them. No harm would ever come of them, not by sneaking up.
His disappearance came quickly, in a shock. He was there one moment, then his consciousness was missing, just a body lying beside her. That was what she was giving her body up to. All of a sudden, her mind panicked, muscles tensing. Her hand moved to curl around a weapon, but they were gone. She was empty, and she was about to become emptier.
Fighting the feelings, she gripped the empty air, pressing her body against the grass she lay on. It enveloped her, a basket that brushed every limb, every part of her skin. The ground rose and fell under her, the wind tickled her face and her fingers. Then she could feel it again, the sense of panic of attempting to give up her body. Suddenly, all the other feelings were distractions, painful, her body trapped in one place.
The woman burst up, quick to rise to her feet. Her breathing had fallen quicker, she realised. Her heart was trembling in her chest, and she couldn't feel safe. She closed her eyes and tried to relax, tried to assure herself it was okay. That she wouldn't lose her body, but the more she thought, the more she remembered. Stories, of webbers who had lost themselves in the web. Who had found it so appealing, and wanted to stay. Who had become lost in whatever could be found and forgot how to return to their bodies. That could be her. And her body, no matter how many times it could be changed, it had been changed, was hers, and the thought of leaving it frightened the Drykas.
Her eyes flickered to the other woman, trying to gage how she was coping. At some point in her panic, she had changed, now a falcon searching for the web. Was that possible? If Merevaika shifted to an elk, would she be able to reach the web too? Not right now. The falcon was Khida's true form, the elk was not Merevaika's. To leave her body, she needed to be in its original form. Not as an imposter.
Relaxing herself, she reminded herself that she had magic. That she could control it, and bring it about. Settling back down, she felt the grass again, but let herself focus on every blade, each and every one that shifted and moved in its own way. Her eyes felt heavy, and she listened to the wind, matching her breaths. As Zulrav exhaled, so did she, finding peace in the simple movements.
Without wanting to, she felt the tickle of djed across her, the magic spreading through her body. It soaked through her skin and into her, deeper than blood and bone, rising. Her eyes began to prickle, and before the paths could come into sight, she let them close, trying to manipulate her djed in another way. Trying to keep it away from the sunbursts and instead let it guide her to Azmere, to Khida. She couldn't let a Kelvic beat her by reaching the web when she couldn't. She couldn't show everyone her fear of letting go.
The woman kept breathing in time with the wind, using it to anchor her. Instead of treating it as a distraction, she faced it head on, matching every gust with a deep breath of her own. Every time it ran across her motionless body, the woman made herself feel it, remind herself that this was her body. That she would never truly leave it. She turned her mind to the ground she lay on, reaching out mentally to press against the blades that pressed against her back. The rocks that lay beneath her, too. She could feel every scratch in them, until they were part of her. Until her body anchored her too strongly, fighting to have her. Refusing to let her leave herself.
Noises, too. The rustling of the grass, of the people. People who she had to trust to protect her - when she couldn't even trust herself. Padding, of a dog somewhere above her head. A dog she had raised, had loved, had tied herself too. Horses, running - and her mind was lost on things she hadn't planned to think about. Of riding, the feeling of flying across a sea of green, a being beneath her - not just a being, but a horse, her horse, her strider. She could feel him beneath her, even when he was so far from her, warmth radiating, the simple, mechanical movements of him running. Of wind as it tugged her hair, pulled it back, bit her eyes until they were wet. Of hills and valleys becoming nothing but blurs as he dug into the web, almost glowing with the power it gave him.
She had done this before, she realised. She knew the connection to the web, and she knew it much more than any web mage. She didn't only know how to use it, how to be part of it. The Drykas knew what it was to be the web, for the connection to be so strong it formed every breath. Or rather, Venthris did, which was the same thing. Venthris was her way in. Venthris had done this all before.
Rather than focusing on herself, on her being, and on the panic that arouse when she thought of leaving her body, she let her mind wander on other things as she let all her senses go. She was focusing on the wrong things: on what it meant to be human, to be Drykas, to have a body and to not want to release it. Instead, she had to be focusing on what the web meant - the connection that tied her to it. She was already there, already so close. She just had to find it.
The Strider would guide her. Merevaika found herself searching, sifting from one memory to the next in an eager hunt to discover the ones that never truly belonged to her. Feelings came back to her that she hadn't focused on in a long time. Smells she could never smell as human. Of grass, of horse. Of fear, love, anger, happiness. Wind, tugging at her mane, not her hair, rushing across fur not skin. Four legs, not two, her body rising and falling as she ran. Hooves, her hooves, against the ground. Every step. Every leap and jump. Every horse in her herd, running together, a simple sense of unity and purpose.
And the web. It was in every memory. It wasn't something she knew about. It was something she felt. The Drykas remembered finding where it coursed the strongest, reaching out and pulling it towards her as if it was gold. She remembered the feeling of running with it, not with her own body, but as part of this greater thing.
She could feel it, but she couldn't tell who, where, and when. In her human body, the woman shifted, smiled, felt her eyes water a little. In her horse memories, she ran, faster, faster, faster still. It was there, it was just in reach. It was part of her.
Then there was the sudden rush of web that flowed into Venthris as she found her connection with the web.
Then there was the sudden rush of web that flowed into her, Merevaika, and she knew she had found it.
She was there. Here. Finally, after such a long time and after never. She was back and discovering it for the first time all at once.
And it was beautiful.
The hills rolled with soft colours around her, calling to her. The web called to her more strongly, like the paths with the colourful bright lines that traced the country, overlapping, crossing, an endless net of magic. Yet so different - stronger. This was what they protected, what they hid from everyone. This was Drykas.
This was the Web.
"Pavi"
Grassland sign
"Common"