Home Semi-sweet home
He hated pain, it was a useless sensation that only served negative ends, and seeing one inflict it on themselves made him cringe as hard as feeling it himself, Even when it was inflicted on someone who’d similarly harmed him, but it just wasn’t in his personality to wish harm. But, even ah his master harmed herself the pain he knew she felt seemed to do her more good than bad. He knew she was capable of magic, a talent she’d not hidden from him but he still feared the art and knew little about it, only that it was occasionally the root of issues and odd eccentrics.
Eva however had no such qualms, though it was debatable if there were really any things other than her siblings that she had qualms about. Then she moved, tearing him out of one of his many moment of introspection embracing him. At first, his hands hung limply at his sides unsure of what to do about the gesture but then he felt her lips against his forehead. Letting his arms tentatively move up he returned the gesture. He enjoyed the moment, Even sweaty and disheveled Eva’s presence was comforting. Hwyn had decided that he thought Eva was scary, and unpredictable, but there was comfort in that. Like if some sort of monster had decided that it wanted to be your friend, though to him Eva was no monster, no matter what rumors her siblings had about her. To him she was… well… he still didn’t have a word for what she was, or how he felt about her, but at least in her presence he felt safe.
Then the moment was over and it was once more time to move along. She took his hand not caring about or noticing the crimson trickle coming from it, though he noted her burned hand was linked with his own wound. She was in some way sharing his pain, and he hers, what an odd sensation. As they walked Hwyn talked, he wasn’t sure of Eva actually herd his words sometimes, or she did and didn’t deign to respond to them, though that had ceased bothering him long ago, he didn’t mind his stoic companions long silences, and if his chatter bothered her she’d never shown such.
“You know miss Eva… it feels like the world changed a bit while we were away, it feels like the city… is darker, more defensive? I dunno… but I don’t think we’ve changed much, like… I think that’s a good thing, change is, well sometimes it’s good, but, I think I’m happy with how things are, I mean, I’ve eaten better sense I came to Ravok than ever before, and, I haven’t been scared of what the next day is going to bring, cause…. Well I know I can count on… uhm… uhm… My.. master being around… I mean… uh, it’s nice just not being lonely ya know, Like… I feel like a person can be surrounded by people and still be lonely, but sometimes you could be with just one person and feel like you’ve got all the friends you need…. Uhm… does that make any sense?”
Continuing to babble like a spring brook as they walked Hwyn contentedly filled the silence with gossip and such deciding that any more deep conversation was probly left for a later time, the gossip he chatted on, consisted of the fact that it seemed the silks from some desert city had arrived in ravok and the so called dancing silks were quite popular. Another tidbit about the fact that you could tine’s exotic goods was selling a tea that made people fall in love with who they drank it with and a story that the Head Matron of the Lark family had lost her hair and was now wearing a wig. All perhaps inconsequential but the act of talking always relaxed him and he hoped to drive away the thoughts that this morning’s attempt at breakfast had brought.
Credit to Shimoje, the bestest buddy