When Ambrosia slid up to his table, Cordon looked up and gave her his customary glare. Ambrosia didn’t return one of her regular smiles. Sometimes, smiling didn’t make things better. Instead, she just held up the bottle of degtine. “Something a little stronger?”
Cordon’s glare softened, and he nodded his head. “Yes. But only if you’re joining me.”
This time, Ambrosia did let a small, triumphant smile sneak across her lips as she held up the two shot glasses. “I wouldn’t let you drink this alone.”
Cordon slid a chair out for her with his foot, then reached into his pocket, and slid four golden mizas across the table to her. Ambrosia had no idea what Cordon did for work (he had always remained enigmatic about most everything about himself besides what he did in the tavern), but it must have paid well as he was never hesitant to pay for his drinks no matter how pricy they might be. Ambrosia poured a full shot for him and, hiding her shot glass by wrapping her hand around it, only poured herself a partial shot.
“Woah, woah, woah.” Cordon’s glare hardened again. “None of this half-shot shit. If you’re drinking with me, you do full shots or nothing at all.”
Her guilty smile confirmed his suspicions. “So you’ve seen that trick before?”
Cordon nodded. “And I’m fine with you using it on all the drunks in here. Just don’t use it on me.”
“You do realize I have to stay sober enough to keep serving drinks, right?”
“Not my problem.”
Exasperated but yielding, Ambrosia topped off her shot and held it up. “Here’s to hoping your problems never become mine.”
Cordon held up his shot. “I’ll drink to that.”
Both threw back their shots, and Ambrosia winced at the familiar burn of alcohol as it filled her mouth, hit the back of her throat, and seemed to spread throughout her entire body from there. No matter how often she drank it, she never really got used to that sensation. When Cordon set his shot glass down, Ambrosia immediately filled both up and threw hers back. It was easier to take another shot after she had already taken one. That way, she knew the burn she should expect.
There was a questioning look in Cordon’s glare. “Wait. What are we drinking to?”
“Who said we needed anything to drink to?” She tapped the rim of his shot glass. “You’re falling behind.”
Cordon just nodded, lifted up his shot glass to her, and dropped it back. Ambrosia filled their glasses back up and held hers up. “So what’s this one to?”
Cordon smirked but somehow managed to keep his glare the whole time. “I thought you said we didn’t need anything to drink to?”
“We don’t.” Ambrosia shrugged. “But I wanna drink to something.”
“Fine.” Cordon glared at his shot glass, deep in thought. Ambrosia could tell he was having difficulty finding something good. His mind was occupied by something else. Finally, he came up with something he thought would do. “To you.”
Shaking her head, Ambrosia smiled. “That’s a weak toast, Cordon. It might work for drunk people, but it doesn’t work for me.”
Cordon shrugged and glared at the table top. “You’re about the only good thing I can think of right now.”
“Then you disguise that and work it into a compliment. Like so.” She held up her shot glass. “To the beautiful and bright things in this world. To the sun and stars. To you and I.”
With a wink, Ambrosia threw back her shot and waited for Cordon to do the same. Filling both back up, she slid Cordon his and held up hers. “You try now.”
Cordon held up his shot glass. “To the stable things: the unmovable earth, the night and the day, the seasons. To you.”
Ambrosia smiled at the compliment to her. She was glad she could serve as a point of stability in people’s lives, even if it was only to serve them their drinks. “To me.”
When both were done, Ambrosia filled up the shot glasses a final time. “To honesty.”
Cordon’s glare became laden with suspicion. “And what’s that supposed to mean?”
Ambrosia set her shot glass down and let her eyes meet his, really meet them, in a way that said he needed to listen. “Look, Cordon. Something’s bothering you, and I wanna know what it is. It may not be any of my business, but I consider you a friend and not just the kind you smile at in passing. I care about you. So what is it?”
Hoping there was something elsewhere in the bar to draw their attention, Cordon looked past her, so he didn’t have to meet her eyes. Obviously, he found something, because the look in his eyes changed to relief. “Look at that. Bethany just wandered in.”
Spinning in her chair, Ambrosia saw her older sister looking around the bar for her. When Ambrosia caught Bethany’s eye with a wave, Bethany waved back and then pointed to the bar. Ambrosia nodded. Bethany went to take a seat, and Ambrosia turned back to Cordon. “She can wait. Now come on. What’s bothering you?”
“Nothing more than usual.”
Ambrosia glared. “There’s plenty more than usual.”
“Says who?”
“I can count on one finger the number of times you’ve told me to petch off. Tonight.” Ambrosia lifted her shot. “To honesty.” When she put it down, she fixed him with a glare that rivaled his. “Don’t take that shot unless you mean it.”
Cordon considered the shot for a moment, then took it. His expression softened again. “Do you promise what I tell you doesn’t leave this table?” At Ambrosia’s nod, he went on. “It’s a family matter, Ambrosia. Most people don’t know, but I’m the middle child of seven, all the rest girls. For some reason, I became the anchor of the family, the one everyone turned to to make things right when things went wrong. It seems to be, though, that my sister, the one born just after me, always manages to find something to go wrong. And everybody in my family expects me to fix her problems whenever they arise. Which is always. She can’t ever seem to get anything right.”
Ambrosia placed a gentle hand on his arm and gave a squeeze. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out.”
“That’s just the thing. I don’t want to be the one who has to fix everything. I’m tired of that.” Ambrosia wondered if that was how Bethany felt about all the times she had to look after her two younger sisters. She imagined that was why Bethany was in the Rear, to talk to Ambrosia about their little sister Tessa. “But no one else will help her, and I can’t do nothing. She’s my little sister. I’ve been looking after her my whole life. I won’t give up on her.”
“What kind of trouble has she gotten herself into this time around?”
“Nothing I can’t handle.” By the look in his eyes, Ambrosia knew he meant that. “I appreciate your concern, but this is family matter, a private matter.”
Ambrosia nodded, not satisfied with the limited answer that had only spawned more questions but knowing she had already been given more than he had wanted to share. “You’ll figure it out this time, too. I believe that. And, eventually, she’ll get things figured out on her own, and she’ll be the one looking after you before you know it.”
“I’d drink to that.”
Filling up both shot glasses, Ambrosia raised hers to him. “To her.”
“To Cynthia.”
After the shots, Ambrosia held up his empty mug. “Another?”
Cordon nodded. “Take your time with it though. See to your sister first.”
She turned to the bar with a quick promise to return when she could.
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