Abashai had been relieved to find the ancient stones hidden in the underbrush. He felt more confident with something tangible to follow, rather than the whim of an invisible breeeze. But when he spotted the paw prints in the animal trail that roughly followed the crumbling road, his heart soared. He was not much of a tracker, but he could recognize the print, that of a Talderian Forest Cat. He had seen Nya's prints dozens of times outside of their cave lair. Abashai was not surprised either to see them disappear, telltale scratch marks indicating that the large predator had taken to the trees. It was Nya's style to track prey along a trail from the branches above. Abashai also realized that the tracks may not have been left by Nya. He would have to remain diligent, but he wanted desperately to believe that they belonged to his bondmate.
Although he wanted to push on, feeling that he was getting closer to finding Nya, his body resisted. Weakened by pain and his fervent pace, he had allowed himself a moment to rest. He leaned against a tree, but did not sit, fearing his muscles would stiffen. He parted the shreds of his coat sleeve to examine the bloody bandage, then leaned his head back against the tree. At that moment, everything seemed excessively real, the intense pain of his wounds, the ache in his muscles, the chill on his neck and face as his sweat evaporated in the cool autumn air. The knot in his gut and the emptiness in his heart cried of reality too, a reality buried in the benshiran's closely-guarded soul.
Times of physical duress had the effect of making things clearer. This moment of bleeding, pain and exhaustion did just that for Abashai. Trauma had the habit of peeling away facades and barriers. For so long he had so carefully protected his heart from the world's inspection, that he had even hidden truths from himself. In that moment, the man was able to see what he had been trying to ignore. He knew then that the emptiness he felt was the absence of Nya; the knot, fear that he was going to lose her. Regardless of his past, racial tradition or the opinions of any man, Nya was the best thing to happen to him...and the truth was, she held his heart. His efforts to conceal his secrets, his feelings, from her suddenly seemed vain and cowardly. Abashai still believed Yahal brought him to her, and if it please his God, what else mattered?
The man closed his eyes and took a deep breath, preparing to resume his search. The most important, the only thing, under Syna's sun that mattered to Abashai was finding Nya.
The unexpected voice startled Abashai. At the sound of the woman's voice, he painfully spun around to look up into the weave of branches overhead. For a fraction of a breath, he thought it might be Nya, but could instantly recognize that the voice was not the kelvic's rich, alto tone. These words were smoother, pitched higher. All he could see was the small creature, a primate of some sort.
Now, seeing what appeared to be a talking animal, Abashai instantly attempted to frame an explanation. He had never seen, nor heard of such a race of talking animals. It was not out of the realm of possibility, he thought, himself bonded to a forest cat that can take human form. But Nya could not speak in her feline body, so he ruled out the little thing as a kelvic. Though he had lost a lot of blood, he was pretty sure he was still quite sane, eliminating some form of hallucination as an explanation. Finally, he decided the only way to find out what the thing was was to answer it. Besides, it may know where Nya was, and he could not lose the opportunity to make an ally.
"Yes, indeed it hurts, very much." He had looked over at the flowering bush the creature had indicated and nodded. It would be wonderful to be able to control the distracting pain, but Abashai was not ready yet to take medical advice from a talking....whatever it was. The creature seemed sincere, and he wanted to believe its intentions were benevolent, but he was a cautious man by nature. Abashai looked up at the creature perched above him. "I am looking for someone. Have you seen a large forest cat roaming these woods, or a young woman?"