The forest was old.
It smelled of something so distinct, so different than the rest of the forests she’d traversed in her time spent away from the White Isle. Daeva was unsure if this was comforting or just another indicator of the risks one took to escape something they so abhorred.
And she was alone. Straying far from the sanctity of cities for several days, unsure of her direction or purpose. There were strains of anger that fueled her steps as she walked, constant, as if she meant to crush the insects beneath her feet, or stir up dust clouds that would whirl into torrential tornadoes capable of disposing of this entire vexing forest.
She had settled herself beside a stream, illuminated, white eyes jerking from disturbance to disturbance of the brush and the foliage. Daeva felt a hand on her shoulder at all times, and it was more irksome than unsettling. The akontak managed to get a fire started, and it blazed in the coming veil of darkness, licking the sky in all its fiery glory, for a lick of what Akajia had to offer.
The akontak moved to wash her face beside the stream after having felt the strain of her travel finally weigh her skin down. She bent low, cupping her hands and splashing it in her face, and watched as Leth’s light glimmered and reflected her own image. But there was something odd, something transitory in the existence of her reflection. Daeva stared, scrutinizing her eyes, her cheeks, her lips, but finding nothing, not a scar, not a blemish. What could it have been?
She cupped her hands once more, cleaning the side of her neck and forehead, until her eyes strayed to the water once more, and what she found were eyes of bright cyan, full of wisdom and inherent purity that for some reason, deathly frightened Daeva. It was the smile, directed at her so impeccably.
“NO!” She shrieked, and Daeva splashed the water, the ripples erasing any remnant of the lighter twin in it’s surge through the stream. Her hand trembled, and from her stance above the bank, Daeva cautiously turned to look at her reflection once more, only finding herself.
I’m the voice inside your head you refuse to hear.
Why do you fear me?
Daeva’s eyes widened, because as her reflection was staring back at her through the wall of water, it merged and morphed, into the image of Citlali. It was no different from her own face; they were one and the same, but in Daeva’s mind, those beautiful eyes, those kind lips, they were horrid, they were imperfect, something to be rid of not to achieve.
“Get out of my petching head.” She hissed at the reflection, “You don’t belong there. Not in my mind, not anywhere in my body.”
The reflection laughed, a silvery laugh that echoed in the forests that seemed to loom over her, shutting her in.
Your fear is what feeds me, Daeva. I am all you fear and more. I am all you wish NOT to become. I am kind, generous, pure. You cannot be rid of me, as I am a part of you.
“LIAR.” She cried, “I can be rid of you and I WILL be rid of you. Why do you think I left Mura? They wanted to destroy what was me, and replace me with YOU. That will not happen, bitch, not while I still control this body.”
You refuse to hear.
You think I do not have the power to overcome you, Daeva? I can do it as easily as I can crush you. But doing so would have me reverting to what you are. A child that has yet to acknowledge the presence of a sister.
Daeva’s body shook as she screamed at the reflection, who spoke so fluidly through the ripples that contorted her lips, “Liar… You’re a liar. You don’t have the power, that’s why I’ve been in control for so long.” Was she reassuring herself or stating the truth? “You don’t have the power, Citlali. You never have and never will!”
I’m the face that you have to face, mirrored in your stare
You have issued a challenge, Daeva. Now you will witness what I can and cannot do.
The reflection shimmered and elevated, the waters slowly dripping off the form of a woman who rose from the stream, an akontak who’s face reflected Daeva’s own, and whose lips now spoke with her own voice. Daeva stumbled up the bank, but she was met only with a wall of trunks that blocked her path. The fire licked the air, sending sparks sizzling to the ground nearby.
“Stay back!” She shrieked, “Go back into the shadows!”
“I do not tread in shadow, I tread in light.”
Daeva curled on the ground, tears freshly streaming down cheeks of deep indigo as Citlali’s gentle hands turned her face to look into the white hue of her eyes.
“You are the shadow, Daeva. You are what’s meant to disappear. You are the illness in this body.”
“No, no, no…” She sobbed, “I am me. I am me….”
I’m what’s left, I’m what’s right
I’m the enemy
“And, I, Daeva… I will be the vindicator.”
Her words ringed in the Akontak's ears, surging in her head like a tidal wave. Citlali was brimming with determination, one so strong it fueled her words and her actions, and her hand shot forth, sending waves of light that enveloped Daeva whole. A single hand touched the dark twin's forehead and in an explosion Daeva found herself pushed back, further into her mind so forcefully she attempted to shout. To push and shove and fight her way to the dominance she craved. But Citlali held fast. She was laughing, tossing her head back and echoing her laughter in Daeva's thoughts. The light consumed Daeva, and it sucked her back, into a vortex of shadows.
Daeva’s scream echoed in the trees just as the fire blazed grand and mighty, sending a wave of flames that enveloped Daeva’s arm and licked at her skin. A warm touch, a comforting one was sent through waves on her wrist. A voice echoed through the flames, one that felt otherworldly, wise and powerful.
"This is the first step to the final truce between you and your sister. You have what it takes to overcome the anger and fear that so consumes you, but there's more to it than just a mark. There always is. Find the in-between."
And as if a blazing inferno had surged through the area, the trees parted themselves, the image of Citlali vanished in the fires of renewal and strength, and Daeva was left where she had begun, in a forest that groaned from pain and defeat.
The akontak quickly gathered all of her belongings, dousing the fire that had burned so vigorously through the night and left the mystic forest. It was only after she caught sight of a city ahead that she glanced down at her exposed wrist, to see the mark of a flame entwined on the underside, pulsing with heat.