13th of Fall 517AV
Midnight
Garden of no return
‘One should never enter the maze of no return on an empty stomach’ and if life in Alvadas had rules, that would be rule number one. Of course Penny was a wise one and along with her sketchbook, she also tossed a packed supper into her backpack before skipping past her doorstep that late evening. It was perfect. Fresh, crisp air, the moon full, hanging on the canvas of an inky black sky. It was as if the night was made for Penny’s mischievous adventures, for the girl couldn't pass up the opportunity to sneak out after all the candles in all the windows in the city were snuffed out, the children tucked in their beds and the tavern drunkards were very much drunk.
For those who perhaps didn’t know the city, venturing into the Garden of no Return after sundown was a suicide mission. But not to Penny. Armed with brushes, pencils and paper she had made it her personal goal to chronicle every single plant in the garden before the year was up.
There was something truly beautiful about herbs. This one ivy, for example, which she found by one of the gates. A tall climbing vine with flat, heart-shaped leaves. She picked one and stuck it between the pages of her sketchbook so that the outline would peer through the thin paper. An outline she could trace so very carefully as to capture every single groove and kink and bend with the most delicate line she could muster. And then she'd pick out where the major veins on the leaf were and she’s trace those to, shading delicately where they branched off into smaller capillaries and disappeared into the fleshy edges. She then picked another, placing it right next to the previous leaf, caring so that the stem didn’t poke outside the edges of her sketchbook and repeat the process. She must have drawn maybe three or four vine leaves like this, overlapping them and shading with quick, imprecise marks where one illustration’s shadow would lay on another and blacking out any black paper. It would add depth to the intensely detailed illustration. Some leaves were better than others, some she messed up and some looked like truly beautiful line art. But she didn’t mind. She thought the mistakes added character. And every mistake of course was a lesson to be learned after all.
WIthout removing the leaves she then turned to the next blank page and spent a good 5 minutes looking at the vine and how it climbed the wall, how it stuck its little green tendrils into the cobblestones and obscured the trees around it. Her hand would follow the forms and patterns that the vine made, etching what her eyes saw without looking at the page. Of course the final drawing was distorted, elongated strangely in places and condensed in others. A stranger looking at it perhaps couldn't tell what it was even supposed to be. Just a long squiggle. But she knew. The purpose of the exercise wasn’t to create the perfect image but to truly closely study every part of the plant so closely that even her own skill limited her witch how precisely she could draw it. It didn’t matter. It was all a process of learning.
Soon she’d move onto another plant. A patch of exotic flowers of all colours, winding down with the path, deeper into the hedge maze. She insisted on drawing as many of them as she could. The darker ones she’d shade in whilst the later ones she’d leave blank. She used a lighter line to symbolise tonal value in a monochromatic drawing. Again she'd pick a few of the flowers and press them in her sketchbook for reference just incase, by the weak light of the moon she missed some details of the thin petals and fuzzy stems.
If anyone could see her, they’d think her mad. Who in their right mind would pay such close attention to flowers, blades of grass, twigs, branches and leaves? But no one could see Penny as she worked the night away, looking learning and drawing. And every sketch she created, every study of every plant she made as she ventured deeper and deeper into the maze, was not only an expansion of her visual toolkit but also a marker of the way back home. This way she didn’t need to remember what each tree looked like. She’d simply flick back through the pages of her sketchbook and retrace her steps through the illusions and trickeries of the uncanny maze.
It wasn’t the time to head back home yet, although a few times she almost made the choice to do so. A couple time she almost headed for the entrance only to mistake one tree for another and go a completely different way, drawing and sketching and doodling her way along only to find herself at an unfamiliar fountain and figure out that it surely couldn't be her time to return yet if the illusions didn’t will it to be so.
Many would easily be overwhelmed by the beauty of the Garden of no Return. Then again those people perhaps didn’t frequent it as much as Penny did. Perhaps the first time was indeed quite overwhelming with the richness of the foliage and the sheer amount of variety but soon she learned to take it bit by bit. To find something new and beautiful with every visit.
And the fountain was thi’s visit novelty. Tall, far taller than Penny even when she stood up straight. There were embellishments in the stone beyond the water, obscured by its cascading glisten in the moonlight. Penny reached her hand in, winced a little as the impact of water against her skin sent droplets flying into her eyes. But rarely did she manage to touch the engravings as a faint laugh in the distance startled her.