FOUR MOONS AGO...
" Sit still!” Chastised a warm voice over Rufio’s shoulder, which made the half-drykas groan.
“Didn’t your mother teach you how to sit for braids?”
“My mother was benshira. It was my aunt who put braids in my hair.” Rufio bit back childishly, and she could almost hear Zar’rya roll her eyes.
It made her sit quietly, for a few chimes though, and she felt gentle fingers return to grab sections of her hair, tugging and twisting the short, black strands. Rufio resisted the urge to turn around to look at the thick, horse hair that Zar’rya’s hands were weaving into her own locks. “Do you really think it will look good?”
The woman behind her laughed and the sound was deep, smooth, like water tumbling over rocks in a creek. “It will look lovely, and you will be able to put braids in your hair like a proper drykas. The strider hair will bring you good fortune—maybe a man.”
Rufio felt a playful kiss press into her cheek and the brush of Zar’rya’s own red mane against her shoulders. She wrinkled her nose and sighed gently. “I bet you do you do for all the women you share your furs with…like a wolverine marking tarriotry.” She laughed tauntingly.
Zar’rya tsked. “Only for you, gavee—so you will remember your seasons out here in the grass-sea.
And me.”
That made Rufio smile, and she felt warmth seep in under her freckles, “I won’t forget you-” she murmured.
Sadness ebbed there under her warmth, for she knew Zar’rya would leave her in the morning to move on, as the Summer would in a few days when the tower would flare to greet the Fall. Zar’rya had always said she would leave.
Rufio had accepted it the moment she had sensed the untamed wildness in her companion. Since the day they'd met, they had poured into each other, forged something full of light and joy. Thinking of it made her nostalgic, wistful even—even if Zar’rya was still with her. Rufio suspected Zar’rya had a way of having that effect on everyone she met.
Zar'rya made you miss her, before she was even gone...
Za craved freedom. Rufio’s heart felt the tug—they were sister’s of spirit that way. Nomadic and wild. Nonetheless, Rufio’s roots were benshiran and drykas. She had need of belonging—to clan, tribe, or tent, however far they roamed. It was etched, undeniably, into her bones.
A part of Rufio wondered if the drykas life was so vast,fiercely fleeting that that was why Caiyha and Zulrav sought fit to bless them with striders.
“You’re quiet, that worries me.” Za muttered, before she took her hands from the half-drykas’ hair and proclaimed, “There, it’s done! Leth has blessed us with a bright night, we should go down to the creek so you can see.”
Rufio lifted her left hand to touch the rough, course horse hair that had been back-brushed and twisted into her own mane. Peering down as she draped the long tresses over her shoulder to see. Their honey hue glowed warmly in the firelight. A grin licked its way across her lips, revealing teeth as she turned around and beamed.
“I love it." gratitude, gavee.
With a light in her ochre eyes, the Stormblood laid a tender hand on the taller woman’s deeply bronzed shoulder and leant in to press her lips to Zar’rya’s.
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ONE MOON AGO...
Inky midnight pooled across the sky as dusk gave way to night. It was warm out, humid and sticky. While crickets sang amid the grasses, Rufio could not find sleep. Instead of tossing all night long, and just making herself frustrated by the absence of rest, she took to sitting by a low-burning fire outside of the Firstsong pavilion tent.
They had travelled out from Endrykas, the Firtsongs, as many pavilions did over the Summer when the steppe was blessed with abundance. Yet as the hot season had since past, the ankal had begun to steer his family in towards the city, preparing for the Winter by moving closer to allies where there would be strength in drykas unity.
As they steered toward the city, Rufio's thoughts took up with reminiscing. Ixzo filled her thoughts. Her father, her mother. The Stormblood pavilion she had not seen in two seasons. Even the Wildmanes brushed her thoughts after all this time. All those she had lost—
Abandoned snarled a sharp thought.
A stone grated against the ground, startling her from her reverie. "Do you ever sleep?" Rufio smiled at the familiar teasing baritone, laying eyes on the shadow of the Firstsong ankal as she looked up.
He stepped out from the shadows of the grasses and into the warm glow of the firelight. His angular features, lined by the worries of leading his family, were smiling. The Stormblood shuffled where she sat, adjusting the mustard wool scarf that was bundled about her shoulders, though there was little need for its warmth tonight, as she returned sardonically, "I do when Leth isn't gifting me with reflection..."
Rahle spread his hands, signing for generosity as he teased her. "Leth favours you. Perhaps I should sit with you so He may favour me as well." The ankal came to sit by his Stormblood guest, straightening out his leather jerkin as he settled.
Rufio lifted dirt, and threw it into the fire childishly, which sputtered, then glowed with vigor anew, crackling rebelliously, filling the quiet that settled between them.
A handful of chimes stretched out. Rufio knew the ankal was on the precipice of speaking. He took a deep breath before his gentle baritone fell into the night with the words she knew were coming. "When are you going home Rufio?..."
Rufio glanced at the ankal's hands, which were empty of grass-sign. He didn't mean offense, nor was he angry—just asking. Her dark brows furrowed, and she drew her knees up to lean her elbows on. "You're reluctant" speak to me, his hands pleaded.
"I'm not ready..." Rufio sighed, evasive.
Rahle snorted.
Rufio smiled knowingly—the Firstsong ankal was a kind man, but he led his pavilion with the wisdom of a strong arm. So, she gave in (honest as she was, it wasn't much of a fight). "When we are three days' ride from Endrykas, I will go then."
Rahle nodded, good he signed distractedly, offering her encouragement, "I am glad. It is good timing, Fall is an auspicious season for change, and starting new. It's right that you go before the Winter comes.
You must go alone..." His tone hung with a question.
'S a y o h a t'
he signed with his hands. Rufio nodded.
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62nd FALL 517av
At noon
At noon
It was hot still, despite the flare of the tower signalling the turn of the seasons and the coming of the Fall. Syna’s unforgiving rays cast long shadows in the nomadic city, as the horse-clans hustled and bustled. Amid the clamor, Rufio meandered through the streets.
Loha, her strider, kept close to her shoulder. His red coat was already laid with a light matting of sweat as he tossed his charcoal mane this way and that, nickering, chatting to his rider. Rufio felt the anticipation of returning home spark between them through the bond, and she lifted a wind-marked arm to hold his nose gently.
The tents were thinning here, as pavilions spread out, the farther she got to the outskirts of the city. Glinting white of the diamond clan tents billowed and whipped about them, and Rufio's stomach fluttered. Loha grunted and nickered, nose nudging her shoulder playfully.
"I know, I'm nervous, too." Rufio mumbled. Somewhere in the bond, she sensed excitement. Loha was excited, she was nervous. The freckled woman groaned and mussed the stallion's mane, before grabbing a handful and vaulting up onto his back. The rider took a deep breath—silently impeaching Zulrav for courage, and Yahal for good faith—exhaling with a raspberry.
Loha copied her, and it made Rufio laugh. "Alright, let's go home. Ha!" The stallion snorted and pushed into a canter. Zulrav's breath brushed at her arms and her dreadlocks. Rufio could always count on her strider and the storm god to lift her spirits. Am I ready? She thought of her palaver with Rahle Firstsong, nearly a moon ago, fighting her nerves with a clench of her jaw. Would her adopted family be pleased to see her again? Angry?
This is the way to find out, Rufio braced herself, face down your fears.
Azmere may have known she was back in the city through the Web. He may have known where she was all along. Rufio wondered if he had known her spirit better than she had thought—given her the space and time she needed to grieve and to figure out her shyke. The thought was comforting, and made her smile. He was a wise ankal.
As Rufio rode, she discarded her worries of what the Stormbloods might think or say. She would meet their reactions when she got there—whatever they may be. Regardless, when the billowing grey-white tent of the Stormbloods arose on the horizon, relief poured into her. Surprised by it, a smile seeped into her freckles. It didn't matter if they were angry, or happy, to see her, because whether they accepted her back, or not...
Stormblood was where she belonged—
She hollered excitedly to any there to hear her, wind dancing in her dreadlocks, tugging them wild and free, smile settled in amid a mask of freckles and syna-beaten skin.
Stormblood was home, wherever, or however, far she wandered, she'd always return.