66th of Winter, 517 AV
Life was becoming a real nuisance for Carus at this point. The winter had not been kind to him, and he was slowly losing hope of ever having a real chance of living in this dreadful town. He got less sleep now than he had before, nightmares plaguing him every night, stopping him from getting any real rest at all. It might not be clear to the people in town who didn’t know him, but to anyone who had met him before it would be rather obvious something was not right. His eyes had starting to get dark rings around them from lack of sleep. His body had at this point mostly recovered from both of the attacks he had withstood this winter.
He no longer felt the pain in his leg after the wolf had bit him, but the scars where still rather fresh, and it pained him to look at his, the rest of his body without any blemishes at all. Money was getting tighter as well, and he knew sooner or later he would have to get a job, or starve to death.
Today he had decided to try his hand at stealing in the market. He made sure not to go through the slums, his mind still scarred after the last time he walked through it. He didn’t think he’d ever forget the sound of the man’s sword going through Umbra’s throat, and the thought of it made him shiver. So he made his way through Slaver’s row this day to get to the seaside market.
Stealing might have been easier just a few weeks ago. When he was well dressed, cheerful and looking his best. A rich kid looking for new things to buy is probably what he would look like to most merchants then, and while they would try to sell him things greedily, none would suspect him of stealing. Now his only pair of fine pants had been torn to shreds by a wolf. Probably still fixable by someone with some skill in sowing, but Carus had none at all. So he wore his travel pants, dirty and ragged, together with his fine shirt. A mish-mash of clothing together with his sunken look and slightly unshaven face made him look more like someone one might be suspicious of, someone you kept an eye at when he came looking at your stall.
And so it was that he walked the market, looking at a lot of stalls. All merchants too aware of him for him to actually try to take anything. It would probably be another day of not getting anything done. Carus mood had been decreasing greatly over the last few weeks, after time and time again he ran into trouble. Was it really worth it? He thought about leaving and go to some other city. Sure, he might be thrown in jail in any other town. But most places where they kept prisoners served better food than he got now. He wouldn’t have to care about money, and the chance of being murdered was probably a lot less likely in a jail cell than out here in Sunberth.
His musings simply made his mood even worse as he he walked along the stalls. Maybe he should try hunting? He used to be rather good at it. But no, that would require him getting a bow, and that was money he didn’t have to spend right now. Anything other than necessities was not something he could aford until he could get some kind of income.
And so it was that he aimlessly walked the market, now simply passing the time as he had realised that stealing anything today would be out of the question.