But here... getting lost was probable. It had in fact happened, recently and presently, Kavala decided. And yet, she was loathe to stop and ask directions. It wasn't the fact that she was new here, and while everyone else's skin was dark while her's was white. It was the fact that they were all male. The residents of Riverfall consisted of other females of course, but none of them frequented the streets as often as the powerful warriors did. In fact, it was odd. She'd yet to see a smallish Akalak, one that looked more book-worthy than sword-worthy. So, she wrapped her cloak more tightly about her thankful for the white wool that guarded against the chill of the fall that was rapidly descending into winter. Of course, Riverfall wasn't truly cold. It probably never would be with the warm suvan sea winds blowing off the hot inland sea... but it was more chilled than usual. She took a seat, in view of one of the many waterfalls that edged over the cliffside - most likely a side branch or stream of the Bluevein River, and waited. The Konti didn't know what she was waiting for, though Kavala decided it could be many things. Courage. The right sort of person to come by to talk too... one that didn't look too male, too powerful, to capable. But one never did wander by. A boy did, one that made her blink because she hadn't truly realized how absent of children the city was until she actually saw one... but he was in a hurry, and when she started to rise to ask him for direction, he was already gone. Kavala told herself it didn't matter, that she would wait, but the light was growing dim and it would be dark soon... sooner than she liked. So unless she found someone to ask soon, she'd most likely need to go either up to the top of the cliff once more and start working her way back down trying to retrace her steps, or she'd need to go all the way back down, and try and find a way up to Godiva's. Or she could talk to one of the warriors. This was harder than it should have been. There were still wounds on her body from the last males she had encountered. Kavala still moved with a soreness of both body and spirit when she walked. Dark bruising on her face was slow to fade, and she was even slower in using her Gnosis to help it along because she wanted to remember and hold onto the anger of the capture, repeated torture, and repeated rape. Kavala might have had the peaceful looks of a Konti, but her father's Drykas blood - the fierce warriors of the Grasslands - also filled her veins. She had her windmarks, and she also knew 'forgetting things' didn't truthfully change them. So... convincing herself to talk to a man, especially one of these men.... was harder than she expected. It was just... everyone here knew. The Akalak knew where women came from when they came to Riverfall normally. Her arrival didn't go unnoticed. And truthfully the men whom she had to deal with had treated her with kid-gloves, like she was something fragile and easily broken... and that angered her too. She was still here wasn't she? She was still alive, still breathing, when so many women in that caravan hadn't managed to survive. Kavala was also acutely aware, for the first time in her life, the plight the Akalak were in. A dying breed, one that wasn't sustaining itself well... one sired by The Gods and Goddesses, but yet one that was inherently flawed in their existence. They were beautiful creatures. They were men to make other men seem somehow diminished in their light because of their power and grace... and yet, there wasn't something always 'right' about them. She swore, sometimes, that she could talk to one a specific day, and the very same man a different day would be a completely different man. It was the oddest most dangerous feeling. And though they'd showed her nothing but kindness, Kavala was still wary. There was something too perfect about their hospitality... something ill conceived about it. She knew why they were so generous with captured women. They needed them. Not as slaves, but indeed as wombs. And she knew the more sons a man had the more status he enjoyed, but their were so very few sons that she'd seen. It was as if a curse lay heavily over Riverfall, one that she could only half see. It truthfully was this mystery that made her decide to stay... she needed to stay. In the eyes of her father's people, she was disgraced - her body defiled and soiled. Going fully home to him would be a burden more than a blessing on her family there. And she didn't want to face Aleka, her sister, until more time had passed and she could control her feelings. Kavala blinked, forcing emotion back within herself. Tears would do no good here, and besides, she wouldn't be crying for anything but her plight. And that was useless and wasted energy... on the plains she'd say wasted water, but here the stuff was abundant. Here it was wasted effort. She'd survive. She'd move on. But first... she needed a guide or some directions. For she was someone used to wide open sky and land that stretched forever on the flat... not a city that kissed both the sky and the sea while being buried in the trees and a curtain of falling water. |