Crylon returned the fiery gaze full of anger and heat with a placid one, and let a small smile come to his lips as he gazed from the man to the woman. While the man seemed angry, mainly at the Kelvic, she on the other hand seemed... Both angry, but also resolved in her situation and its unchanging nature.
“If decide before do will fail, why try? Sounds you decide only bad happen, because happen before. How though any get better, how though change, if resolved to fail? If resolve to bad happen? If cobbler make sure. Make first shoe, and is bad, does cobbler quite making shoes? Or does try again, learn from past bad, past mistake, till make good shoes.”
“Disappointment mean hope for better, and not happen. Seem better though to have hope, to reach for sky and only grasp top of tree, than to muddle in muck and dirt below and never try reach. If never try reach, then no chance for change. No chance for better. So no worse of if try and fail, than if do nothing. But chance not fail, and do good, if do try. Seem no reason not try for better.”
Crylon watched as Zavya took the offered pastry, carefully trying a bit. She took the bit in her mouth, swallowed it, but did not seem likely to take more. Not in her taste then? Perhaps due to her animal side, Crylon assumed, but he did not know enough of such creatures to know one way or the other on that.
She kindly handed it back, clearly trying to not come off as rude, but not wanting to eat any more. Crylon to be honest was not at the moment in the mood for eating either, and as he knew the tin held more muffins where the first came from.
He took the muffin back, but as he had re-closed the tin he knew another would have taken its place and so did not have anything else to do with it. Instead he was left pondering what to do with the muffin as they spoke in his small camp.
“If not travel, how come to Ravok? I not of Ravok. If want new people, new things, need people to come. Which means people must leave. Also, Ravok not make all. Like metal, for weapons, tools. Need mine to get metal. Need metal for make. Is found on lake? If not, must trade. Must bring in from where have. If not metal then fine cloth, rare food, things not found on lake. Like things such as, yes?”
Of course, perhaps, Crylon thought, the man felt others should do the leaving and he should instead simply profit from their efforts. But even with his basic understanding of business and economics he understood that was not a sustainable way of doing things. People would not go and come back if not properly incentivized, generally by a profit to make it worth the trip.
Crylon had often seen such looks, such Ravok-centracism since coming to the city. But surely a person such as this, dressed as this, would be one who enjoyed the fruits of such trade and outside goods. And would perhaps then understand why people would leave even within the tiny world he allowed to exist within his mind.
“Also, if nothing to compare to, how know is good? Just because is told this? Have been many places. Cannot value something, if not see another. City on lake, is yes unique, but other places have good, bad, too. How can understand, can value something, if not seen other to compare to?”
“Other places, not compare, not same. Different. Good, bad, different, is compare mushrooms to rabbit. Not same. Both good sometimes, both bad sometimes. Isur, from Sultros. Is place of stone and mountains. Harsh place, but beautiful. But very different than beauty of Ravok, of city on lake.”
As Crylon spoke, he saw an animal off to the side. Moving in sudden rushes, darting up to a tree. Pausing. Looking about. Darting again. Crylon pulled off a piece of the muffin, and threw it clear of the camp in the direction of the small animal. It quickly darted off, grabbing the bit of food and pulling it to its face with both hands.
It was a bit odd looking to Crylon's mind, its ears coming up to points unlike ones he had seen outside of Ravok. But then, he had not spent much time exploring the land around the city, and so had not seen much of such animals.
Crylon considered asking Zavya of her opinion, of if she would want to travel if she could, but from the looks the man had given her it was clear their relationship did not allow such things. In fact, he felt that the woman might even have already strained the limits of what the man allowed, and Crylon knew if he could detect it then it was rather obvious.
“If want learn, grow, must experience new. If only experience happy, safe, pristine, then how grow?”
Looking pointedly at the woman, Crylon concluded the sentiment with another analogy.
“Is harshness of forge, that makes metal strong. Hammer, force, heat, melt. Force, forge, into new shape. Is harsh to metal, but at end, something strong is made. Sometimes, world, its harshness, its not perfection, is whats makes something, someone, stronger. Someone who not experience this, not be tested, perhaps not be as strong as someone, something, which is forged. Which is tested.”
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