80th of Winter, 518AV
If you don’t stop bleeding in three days, come back. The words of her doctor rang in her head. Lani sat on her chamber pot, soreness emanated from anything below her belly button as she looked at her undergarments, there were faint brown stains that extended further than any moon bleeding could have done damage to, even with a leaked rag. Leth had not yet departed from the sky, which was why she took the time to change her rag this early in the morning, but she could unfortunately still see the faint splotches of discoloring and her mind knew exactly what they were. It only served as a reminder, and although she shouldn’t care if there were stains on undergarments that no one cared about or saw, the dull aching pain in her abdomen seemed to increase by the reminder of the stain. It had been two days, and it was the morning of the market day, with not a spot of fresh red or brown on her undergarments. But she had run out of the pain remedy the Avora had given her, and the soreness in her abdomen demanded more.
Sighing, the half-Eypharian cleaned herself and departed from the chamber pot, pulling a fresh Bryda over her stained undergarments to cover the shame that sat with her. On the request of the Avora doctor she had been allowed four days to recover. The three days to stop bleeding and one more for rest. The Avora had said she would be in pain for upwards of ten days, but she could work again one day after she stopped bleeding. Although she didn’t have to begin work for another two days again, the idea of sitting around doing nothing didn’t appeal to her. Lani decided she would take the rest of the day for herself and return in the morning. Knowing she had nothing to do that day, Lani sunk into the stiff chair of her table, watching the room shift and change from the dark blueish grey to the lighter pale white grey. Syna could not reach through the clouds to reach through the air vents in her ceiling and light her room, but she knew it was day because of the dull change in color of the room. Still, Lani watched her fireplace, a mute tone settling over any emotions she would have had.
Something seemed missing, and she knew it wasn’t sadness or depression over the loss of a baby she hadn’t realized she had. It wasn’t the pain of her recent surgery either. Yes, the herbal remedy they had given her likely dulled her emotions in some way, but she hadn’t had any since last night. The burning aching soreness was at full force, but she could tell it was duller today than it had been when she had first left the infirmary. Miscarriages were not an inpatient requirement. After the initial scraping of her insides, she was given time to work the drugs out of her system and then sent home with herbs and strict instructions to keep her fluids. She still had to keep the portions given to the Chiets as the supplies dwindled, but she was allowed off of work as compensation. Something was missing and it dulled Lani to the core.
Sighing, the half-Eypharian cleaned herself and departed from the chamber pot, pulling a fresh Bryda over her stained undergarments to cover the shame that sat with her. On the request of the Avora doctor she had been allowed four days to recover. The three days to stop bleeding and one more for rest. The Avora had said she would be in pain for upwards of ten days, but she could work again one day after she stopped bleeding. Although she didn’t have to begin work for another two days again, the idea of sitting around doing nothing didn’t appeal to her. Lani decided she would take the rest of the day for herself and return in the morning. Knowing she had nothing to do that day, Lani sunk into the stiff chair of her table, watching the room shift and change from the dark blueish grey to the lighter pale white grey. Syna could not reach through the clouds to reach through the air vents in her ceiling and light her room, but she knew it was day because of the dull change in color of the room. Still, Lani watched her fireplace, a mute tone settling over any emotions she would have had.
Something seemed missing, and she knew it wasn’t sadness or depression over the loss of a baby she hadn’t realized she had. It wasn’t the pain of her recent surgery either. Yes, the herbal remedy they had given her likely dulled her emotions in some way, but she hadn’t had any since last night. The burning aching soreness was at full force, but she could tell it was duller today than it had been when she had first left the infirmary. Miscarriages were not an inpatient requirement. After the initial scraping of her insides, she was given time to work the drugs out of her system and then sent home with herbs and strict instructions to keep her fluids. She still had to keep the portions given to the Chiets as the supplies dwindled, but she was allowed off of work as compensation. Something was missing and it dulled Lani to the core.