35th Of Winter, 518
The morning was not kind to Martini considering her fathers untimely return. She’d been running herself into the ground trying to get him out of the easel again. She had so many questions and things she wanted to know and say… Yet nothing in the span of five days had brought the ghost back into existence - she had begun to think it was her imagination, would have if not for the moving painting that detailed his death.
She shook herself free of her thoughts - shivering even though the room wasn’t cold as she poured some of her waterskin into the Hyacinth plants she’d gotten. They were blooming a bit - and she briefly let anger seep into her. The whole reason she had purchased the god forsaken plant was to be a symbol of her moving on. She closed the waterskin and turned away. They symbolized grief she had supposedly moved past.
Her father coming back had opened doors she’d wanted locked - and new ones she hadn’t even seen or considered passing through. Some things were best closed off. Martini was learning this as a harsh reality. She didn’t think she’d slept much. She could tell the bags under her eyes were becoming dark once more - but sleeping was almost a bad as being awake, she couldn’t tell which was worse but her body leaned towards sleep.
More importantly she had places to be - Tain’s to be exact. He’d caught her on the streets and told her to come in today a few days back. He hadn’t told her anything specific like he had with her first much to her annoyance. Though she supposed she was more irritated due to the current turn of events in her life. She dressed quietly - a plain shirt and simple pants. Her shoes needed a little shine but she supposed if it was business it was better than going in boots. She pulled her hair back and wrapped it into a messy bun before grabbing her bag - her supplies were already in it. She looked back inside her apartment once more and when nothing greeted her she exhaled and closed the door behind her.
She shuffled inside the studio slowly. She could only imagine that people would sense saddened mood - they’d ask questions probably, something she didn’t… no, something she couldn’t deal with now. So she forced a smile as she waved at Nat and walked to a table further from the door. As she took a seat, she realized she’d left her portfolio at the apartment. Tain had recommended the item to her for future jobs…
She sighed but didn’t move - she was already here so there was no point in going back. She could use the older examples that remained in her sketchbook if it was needed. She rummaged through her bag, careful not to crinkle or bend any of the loose sheets of paper inside before removing her sketchbook and flipping through the pages. Her oldest sketchbook had definitely seen better days. Some of the sheets were trying to rip off with the drawings still on them.
Thinking back, she realized it had been at least a one year old. She smiled softly as she gently flipped through the pages. There were sketches in this book she’d forgotten! Looking back on them, she could identify more flaws than when she was just starting out. She was still learning to draw - she was still growing. She flipped through more pages until she hit blanks. Just as she closed the books Tain’s voice startled her ears.
“Hello, Martini. Oh, I didn’t mean to startle you.”
Martini shook her head and assured him it was fine. She had lost herself to her thoughts - perhaps she hadn’t changed too much. She always done this in the past. She smiled back at Tain and urged him to continue. He paused for a moment as he looked at her face, and she realized he was looking at her bags and she let out a stiff laugh.
“I’ve been overworking, I’m just a bit tired.”
“Not too tired to take a client I hope?”
“Of course not,” She snorted playfully. Tain inclined his head and let her know that he had a client lined up for her. Martini listened carefully and nodded as Tain moved away. They’d be here some time today to give her the details, he’d said. She wondered what kind of person she’d be paired with this time. Hinma had been such a pleasure to work with despite their rocky start - she’d been willing to indulge Martini’s curiosity as well. She couldn’t deny it put unwanted thoughts out of mind and excited her.
She shook herself free of her thoughts - shivering even though the room wasn’t cold as she poured some of her waterskin into the Hyacinth plants she’d gotten. They were blooming a bit - and she briefly let anger seep into her. The whole reason she had purchased the god forsaken plant was to be a symbol of her moving on. She closed the waterskin and turned away. They symbolized grief she had supposedly moved past.
Her father coming back had opened doors she’d wanted locked - and new ones she hadn’t even seen or considered passing through. Some things were best closed off. Martini was learning this as a harsh reality. She didn’t think she’d slept much. She could tell the bags under her eyes were becoming dark once more - but sleeping was almost a bad as being awake, she couldn’t tell which was worse but her body leaned towards sleep.
More importantly she had places to be - Tain’s to be exact. He’d caught her on the streets and told her to come in today a few days back. He hadn’t told her anything specific like he had with her first much to her annoyance. Though she supposed she was more irritated due to the current turn of events in her life. She dressed quietly - a plain shirt and simple pants. Her shoes needed a little shine but she supposed if it was business it was better than going in boots. She pulled her hair back and wrapped it into a messy bun before grabbing her bag - her supplies were already in it. She looked back inside her apartment once more and when nothing greeted her she exhaled and closed the door behind her.
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She shuffled inside the studio slowly. She could only imagine that people would sense saddened mood - they’d ask questions probably, something she didn’t… no, something she couldn’t deal with now. So she forced a smile as she waved at Nat and walked to a table further from the door. As she took a seat, she realized she’d left her portfolio at the apartment. Tain had recommended the item to her for future jobs…
She sighed but didn’t move - she was already here so there was no point in going back. She could use the older examples that remained in her sketchbook if it was needed. She rummaged through her bag, careful not to crinkle or bend any of the loose sheets of paper inside before removing her sketchbook and flipping through the pages. Her oldest sketchbook had definitely seen better days. Some of the sheets were trying to rip off with the drawings still on them.
Thinking back, she realized it had been at least a one year old. She smiled softly as she gently flipped through the pages. There were sketches in this book she’d forgotten! Looking back on them, she could identify more flaws than when she was just starting out. She was still learning to draw - she was still growing. She flipped through more pages until she hit blanks. Just as she closed the books Tain’s voice startled her ears.
“Hello, Martini. Oh, I didn’t mean to startle you.”
Martini shook her head and assured him it was fine. She had lost herself to her thoughts - perhaps she hadn’t changed too much. She always done this in the past. She smiled back at Tain and urged him to continue. He paused for a moment as he looked at her face, and she realized he was looking at her bags and she let out a stiff laugh.
“I’ve been overworking, I’m just a bit tired.”
“Not too tired to take a client I hope?”
“Of course not,” She snorted playfully. Tain inclined his head and let her know that he had a client lined up for her. Martini listened carefully and nodded as Tain moved away. They’d be here some time today to give her the details, he’d said. She wondered what kind of person she’d be paired with this time. Hinma had been such a pleasure to work with despite their rocky start - she’d been willing to indulge Martini’s curiosity as well. She couldn’t deny it put unwanted thoughts out of mind and excited her.