60th Winter 510AV "Father, Uncle. There is no easy way to say this. Just know that it is not something that I have decided to spring on you as a joke, nor is it something that I had not thought through. This is something that has been an issue for a couple of years now, and that is only conciously. There has always been something there, subconciously, I suppose. But who knows." Sulavik was sitting in his uncle's office, and it was the moment of true relevation. It was here where Sulavik spoke the words that would genuinely shape his future, for good or ill. He had to say this. He had to tell someone, before he went insane with the knowledge, the realisation, that was weighing on his mind. "I am gay. I won't be having children. The Vakarion line ends with me. I am sorry." A moment of pure silence, that heavy silence which is unbearable, when someone knows something is going to happen but nothing has yet. The silence where you know that what happens next would change everything forever. There was no outburst of anger. Nor was there affirming accepting words from family. Instead there was hysterical laughter, the sort of laughter where one cannot stop laughing for no reason in particular, everything in the world is suddenly hilarious. Sulavik jumped on his chair, wondering if this was the moment of insanity - for he had surely expected it for the past couple of months, the insanity inherent in his decision to tell his family. Raising his head to survey his father and uncle's faces, to see if they heard the laughter too, he was met with an astounding sight. The laughter was not from Sulavik's mind. It was from his uncle's mouth. Even a few moments of watching the mirth pour from his uncle's lips was too much. Everything seemed to slow down for a moment, everything took place in slow motion. His uncle's lips, his mouth, moving slowly as he clutched at his stomach, sides splitting as the laughter became too much, though he could not stop. Sulavik stood, slowly, and drew himself to his full height, ready to defend his own decision and his sexuality from his uncle, when the hysterical man before him raised an arm, outstretched it and pointed one quivering finger at him. No. No, his uncle could not point at him accusingly. No, his uncle could not burst into hysterics at Sulavik's admission. No, his uncle could not be alive. Sulavik's ears were filled with a buzzing noise, his vision became blurry and spotted with black, his head thumped and pounded with adrenalin rushing through his brain. He was not Sulavik any more, he was not the son of Yasij anymore, he was not the nephew of Jelis. He was pure rage, pure fiery passion, and his uncle's mocking mirth demanded retribution. He was not Sulavik. He was Makil. With a cry of rage, with pure precision in Makil's mind though it happened too swiftly for the unaware Jelis to comprehend, he sprung forward, bellowing with incoherent rage and anger and everything dangerous. His Lakan was pulled from its station at his hip and with two speeding strikes which Makil was not even concious of making, red spurted into the air and covered Makil's front. His uncle's throat was sliced in two. His uncle had been served. His uncle was dead. Makil stood panting, still full of rage and yet with none of the fiery motivation left in his veins. The red the trickled down his Lakan and onto his arms pleased him, and tentatively, gently, he brought it to his lips and suckled at a running drop of blood. Makil closed his eyes and savoured it, not the taste but the warmth, the essence, the meaning of what he had done. And then, suddenly, so gently it did not seem entirely real, a hand grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back until his back was touching his father's chest. Before he could react, almost lovingly, the blade of his father's Lakan drew across his neck. Makil was aware of the initial impact, the sharp prick below his jawline. but as the blade dug in deeper and slit his windpipe in half, he lost sight of everything. Makil was gone, and Sulavik was not even aware of his own passing. The both of them - the old and the new - were dead. |