Nights were the worst. Nights were when Autumn waited alone with nothing but her thoughts, and her thoughts were not good company. In the day time, she had Maro, if she so chose, but the living needed sleep, and Maro, like most, got his sleep at night time. Days were alright. Nights were the worst, because Autumn had plenty of unpleasant things to think about.
That’s where she was this particular night. Her mind was pouring over the many things she had weathered during her life, and in seeming response to these thoughts, the weather outside turned bleak. The day had been overcast, and in the evening, thunderheads had gathered on the horizon. Now, the prophecy of storm had come true.
Outside, flashes of lightning found their way through the window to brighten the room, only to instantly be chased away by the thunderclap that followed. The storm was on them. Rain pelted the windows and the roof in a chaotic tattoo that stirred different thoughts in Autumn’s head. There were images of music and the sound of dancing, and suddenly she found herself thanking the storm for its presence. It shattered the quiet dark of night with light and sound. In the usual emptiness of night, there was something to fill it and her thoughts with something other than what she usually found to fill the void.
Nearly a half bell passed with her listening to the music in her head when lightning struck so nearby the entire room lit in wonderous detail simultaneously with the crack of thunder that came with it. Rather than bolting upright, Maro merely stirred on his side of the bed next to her. A greedy, selfish part of Autumn hoped the thunder woke him, that he would be awake for a while to keep her company. As if Lhex had granted her some boon, manipulated fate in her favor, Maro sat up, rubbing his eyes and looking about the room to try to figure out what had woken him. A second thunderclap followed closely to give him his answer.
He looked over to her side of the bed, searching for her form. She was not materialized, so he didn’t find it. “Autumn, are you awake?”
She adored his voice, though there was nothing special about it. His wasn’t the gruff grumble of distant thunder or a baritone with perfect timbre, but it was his voice. Perhaps that made it special. “You know I don’t sleep.”
He had always described her materialization as a dawning. She liked this and kept most of her materializations slow, just for him. It began as a low shimmer of the air and built, more details adding themselves until her face was formed.
She spoke as her body continued to fill in beneath her. “What is it?”
“Did you hear the thunder?”
Her head cocked to one side as she regarded him curiously, one of the many habits she had picked up from him in their short time together. She couldn’t count how many he’d picked up from her, mostly because she didn’t realize it was her he’d learned them from. Fear was not his way. Curiosity was. “Don’t tell me you’re afraid.”
“Of course not. I want to go out into it.”
Another bolt of lightning illuminated his face, revealing the excitement she should have heard in his voice. She was more distracted than she thought. “Maro, you’re ridiculous.” Pretending a yawn, she tested his resolve. “Aren’t you tired?”
“Not anymore. Come on, Autumn. It’ll be fun.”
“Not if you get sick.”
“I don’t get sick. Besides, I wouldn’t miss this for anything. Come on.”
She could only laugh at his childish insistence. “Fine. Get dressed, and we’ll go out.”
“I was actually thinking of going out without anything on.”
“You mean as a jackal?”
He nodded, so she shrugged her shoulders and walked to the door, looking over one shoulder as he stripped off what little clothing he slept in. Maro was not a handsome man. In fact, he was scrawny to the point of bony, but he had a kindness in his face and a curiosity in his eyes that made Autumn enjoy his presence all that much more. He was hers, and that made him somehow attractive to her.
On the cusp of the doorway, Maro paused and shivered, not a shiver of cold but a shiver of anticipation, like a lover awaiting the touch of their beloved, though he was too young and too distracted by the world and by Autumn to know what these things meant.
In the space of a few moments, they were outdoors, and in a flash of light that coincided with a bolt of lightning, Maro stood at her feet, jackal hackles raised as he hurled a defiant bark at the storm. Laughing, half at him and half at the attempts of the rain to soak her, she began to stride through the streets of Black Rock, the song playing itself in her head again as she went.
Twirling, she began to dance, her weightless feet infinitely more graceful than they had been in life, and as Maro bounded through the puddles around her, Autumn reached out with her toe tips projecting as much of a push as she could manage, catching the top of a puddle and flinging an arc of water that got lost in the torrential downpour.
They continued this way for several bells until Maro was soaked to the bone, then made their way back to their little house. Together, they built a fire and lay before it, Maro’s shivering subsiding while Autumn made his ear twitch with a devious materialized finger. When she’d had her fun with that game, she pulled down a book from the table, opened it to her favorite story, and read it to its end, though she knew he’d fallen asleep in the middle.
For another bell, Autumn watched him slumber, content and dreamless in his exhaustion, the rise and fall of his chest her only companion until the light of the fire died out.