A pained look flashed across his face. “No. For the longest time I tried to keep the memory of him close, but that was not the way. Better to let him be free, than keep him a prisoner in my heart.” It had been a difficult lesson to learn, how to move on from the passing of a loved one. Everything had been so muddled then with the closeness of the moment though now he could see it crystal clear for what it was. To focus on life and not dwell on death is the Svefra way. It was the only way to live a life so full of peril. He’d seen that when the storm had come, and many of his kin had passed in the blink of an eye. The trials of his life had prepared him for that, though he had not known it at the time. Now that he could look back at it from a safe distance, he could look back and learn from these moments.
On a lighter note, he enjoyed hearing about the things Tazrae loved about Riverfall. It fleshed out the picture of Tazrae he had been forming in his mind. Adding light to the shadows. The things she enjoy he would have never have thought of, but hearing them from her they sounded wonderful all the same. He supposed he appreciated a natural sort of music in his way. The creak of the sails, and the passage of the sea beneath him. Those were the sounds he lived by. An there was no sight more beautiful than the sea stretching out as far as the horizon on a sunny day.
He could feel the sea’s pull now, ever present though his mark. Imagined it’s dark beauty as the storm drew forth powerful waves. Tazrae asked her question.
Kiss you. The thought came unbidden, and dangerously close to being spoken. Marino’s mouth was suddenly dry. Was he sitting too close? “Hmmm” Was all that came to mind for him to hum while he cast about for his waterskin. He fumbled with the stopper before finally downing a cold gulp of water. His mind wasn’t processing that it tasted different from when he filled it, only the fact a question had been asked, and he was making things awkward. Clearing his throat, he seized on the first thing he could bring to mind outside of Tazrae’s lips.
“I’d like to learn how to use a weapon, but I haven’t gotten around to approaching anyone about it yet. Coming here has really driven into me the fact that I need to learn how to protect myself out here, not just on the sea. I’ve got a number of choices for that, which is part of the reason for my indecision. I’ve also got that mounted harpoon on the Seasilk that I could practice with on my own, though I..” He was talking too much he realized, and he took another hasty pull from his waterskin then breathed in deep through his nose. “I suppose I should approaching things one at a time, lest I forget all.” Marino smiled hesitantly. After looking down at his feet for a moment, he managed to steel himself before looking at Tazrae again.
“Would you like to add to the game?” Marino asked. He was having a hard time thinking of another question at the moment, and had briefly considered a way to change up the game somewhat. It wasn’t a stretch from what he did as a boy with his cousins. Trying to see what they could get the other to do before they refused and the game stopped. He wouldn’t suggest anything dangerous of course, just anything to get his mind off that kiss so he could think of other questions. “I was thinking we could choose between answering a question, challenging each other to do something.”
Looking around at the small alcove he was mildly perplexed for a moment before he continued. “Well it would have to be done easily in this alcove to count, and if you don’t want to do it, then you answer a question. Does that sound okay to you?” If she agreed, Marino would shift to face her, giving her a sly grin. “I challenge you to dance like you did when Stu broke in with his drum that night not so long ago on the beach.” He would promptly help make space if she agreed before sitting back to watch. If she didn’t want to take the challenge then he had a question ready that he would ask. “Have you ever been in a relationship?”
On a lighter note, he enjoyed hearing about the things Tazrae loved about Riverfall. It fleshed out the picture of Tazrae he had been forming in his mind. Adding light to the shadows. The things she enjoy he would have never have thought of, but hearing them from her they sounded wonderful all the same. He supposed he appreciated a natural sort of music in his way. The creak of the sails, and the passage of the sea beneath him. Those were the sounds he lived by. An there was no sight more beautiful than the sea stretching out as far as the horizon on a sunny day.
He could feel the sea’s pull now, ever present though his mark. Imagined it’s dark beauty as the storm drew forth powerful waves. Tazrae asked her question.
Kiss you. The thought came unbidden, and dangerously close to being spoken. Marino’s mouth was suddenly dry. Was he sitting too close? “Hmmm” Was all that came to mind for him to hum while he cast about for his waterskin. He fumbled with the stopper before finally downing a cold gulp of water. His mind wasn’t processing that it tasted different from when he filled it, only the fact a question had been asked, and he was making things awkward. Clearing his throat, he seized on the first thing he could bring to mind outside of Tazrae’s lips.
“I’d like to learn how to use a weapon, but I haven’t gotten around to approaching anyone about it yet. Coming here has really driven into me the fact that I need to learn how to protect myself out here, not just on the sea. I’ve got a number of choices for that, which is part of the reason for my indecision. I’ve also got that mounted harpoon on the Seasilk that I could practice with on my own, though I..” He was talking too much he realized, and he took another hasty pull from his waterskin then breathed in deep through his nose. “I suppose I should approaching things one at a time, lest I forget all.” Marino smiled hesitantly. After looking down at his feet for a moment, he managed to steel himself before looking at Tazrae again.
“Would you like to add to the game?” Marino asked. He was having a hard time thinking of another question at the moment, and had briefly considered a way to change up the game somewhat. It wasn’t a stretch from what he did as a boy with his cousins. Trying to see what they could get the other to do before they refused and the game stopped. He wouldn’t suggest anything dangerous of course, just anything to get his mind off that kiss so he could think of other questions. “I was thinking we could choose between answering a question, challenging each other to do something.”
Looking around at the small alcove he was mildly perplexed for a moment before he continued. “Well it would have to be done easily in this alcove to count, and if you don’t want to do it, then you answer a question. Does that sound okay to you?” If she agreed, Marino would shift to face her, giving her a sly grin. “I challenge you to dance like you did when Stu broke in with his drum that night not so long ago on the beach.” He would promptly help make space if she agreed before sitting back to watch. If she didn’t want to take the challenge then he had a question ready that he would ask. “Have you ever been in a relationship?”