33rd Winter 521 AV – Alric & Taz’s Apartments He was still in a good mood from Taz and Bree’s visit, it had been a refreshing mixture of companionship and experimentation. Though he was slowly finding some friends within Sunberth it was nice to be able to have no guard up whatsoever, and not feel as if it were a risk. They had accomplished much in a short time, despite Taz’s feelings that she hadn’t really worked hard at it. With each meeting and magical exploration, it seemed less and less terrifying, and sullying, for him to be delving into such arcane matters. He had found some measure of peace with it, being able to practise it between more normal things like conversation and teasing mockeries. Bree had been a surprise, he reflected, as he slipped out of bed and stretched out his tired muscles. The Ixam had offered a different perspective upon things, though generally with a form of sarcasm he had not expected from a giant reptile. Still, he felt more at ease knowing she was watching over Syka. He hadn’t shared everything with her, he wasn’t sure it really mattered given that the immediate threat for her would be to Taz, but she had seemed to be satisfied with what she had been told – though reading an Ixam was not his strong point, he would be the first to admit. Finishing his series of stretches, his joints cracking a little with the strain, he made his way downstairs to nibble at leftovers from the evening before. “No rest for the wicked” he muttered to himself, finally realising he didn’t need to start a fire at the Outpost until it was night due to the weather not changing much and knowing that that meant he could throw himself into magical practise pretty much immediately. Still, he paused for a while to put together a pipe and begin puffing away at it happily, musing upon what he would try this day. He had already learned how to block light and water. He reasoned then that it would be best, and likely easiest for practise, to give an attempt at something Taz had already shown him – fire. Which meant that he needed a fire after all and so set about laying out the wood, kindling and tinder before striking flint and steel to get the sparks hot enough that a few steady, gentle blows from his lips set it crackling. He watched it until it was going well then threw on just one log – he only needed the fire for experimentation rather than warmth after all. He took a few moments of quiet contemplation, clearing his mind and retreating inwards to still himself as he had been shown. It was starting to become quite enjoyable the more he practised it, not quite the flame and void technique but perhaps his own variation where he just became an…emptiness. It was peaceful and quiet, altogether different from what his mind was usually like. He was starting to try to find time to do it most mornings, largely because he had discovered that at least his morning focus was improved afterwards. He had not been as diligent with it as he had promised himself, but then again, he had been very busy also. Regardless, as his mind stilled and he floated into the nothingness, the vision that was his well coalesced and reaching out he grasped at it, pulling it into himself. Strange, I remember being so…conflicted….yet now it seems so routine…not sure how I should feel about that he mused to himself as he felt his Djed shift and grow within. He let it flood through his senses, feeling the hum that signalled the passive states of Auristics flicker into being and, opening his eyes, seeing that throbbing world beneath, or around, the physical. He quite enjoyed this part, it was the focusing that brought about tiredness and pain – if done incorrectly. He sighed, relaxed as best he could, and focused his attentions upon the crackling flames. He had never focused upon fire using his magic, he found it to be an illuminating experience, amused by this own poor play on words as he did. He could almost feel the heat upon his cheeks despite being too far away, his fingertips heating and almost pained as if he were touching it. He realised that it was his senses way of telling him it was too hot for him with his magic, rather than in actuality. The smell of smoke, woodsmoke, filled his nostrils more strongly and he fancied he could even taste and smell the subtle differences of the particular woods involved as he focused further, and longer. He grinned and began to extrude his Djed with his hands, moving them and shaping it like clay as usual, this time instead of a dome searching for a bowl shape like he had with the water experimentation. He wanted to cradle the fire, not let it fall to the table and wreak havoc. It was getting easier as he learned, no longer as difficult though still slow despite all of his efforts. He was frustrated at his lack of progress in that regard, though his weavings were getting better and more fluid. |