Moritz nodded along at Alrics words, finding them true enough.
"More or less, I guess that is true. I kept trying to find a better outcome, and then after the fifth time, honestly I don't think I could have done any better. And after that, it ended. Not sure if that was chance, or because I had lived the best version of the day. Cannot really say. As for Cervisi... I think I saw that as well, but uh... I'm not good with names. Honestly the explanation they gave did not totally make sense eiither. Something about a statue, and weakening... Uh, time, or something? And them being stuck. Or something like that? And using others to break out. Maybe it'll make more sense if I meditate on it... But I did not totally get it all. Ah but yeah I was in the wilds between Syliras and Zeltiva when it happened, so nowhere near Syka. Of course, I've been to Syka before, so maybe the connection was not Syka itself, but a location in Syka? Or maybe having been there, or passed it? And since I had been there, even though when the thing occurred I was elsewhere, it still affected me? Though Evalynn has also been to Syka, and it did not seem to affect her with me so.. Maybe that is not it either..."
While Moritz was studious for a Kelvic some topics still were quite difficult for him, and complex magic and such things were one of them. If he could see it, mess with it, try it, then maybe, but just having a random person explain it after reliving the same day multiple times? Not likely to make much sense to him.
"Eh, maybe there was some other factor to it. Like only people who turned left when they woke up, or had a certain length left big toe, or had said a certain word. Who knows. Its kind of hard to draw similarities. In the end, I think I was not so upset about it happening, and it was kind of useful... So maybe for me that was a factor in being pulled into it? Or maybe there is no connection, and it was random or different for each person. Or some odd quality we just cannot perceive, like some oddity or nuance of our djed that differs us from others. I've seen enough djed to know each is unique, but once you've seen enough also you start to see similarities."
Moritz listened and nodded along as Alric explained, though he was not totally sure he managed to get all of the details of the complicated story. If nothing else he probably got more details than he had when the time repeat had ended, Moritz thought to himself.
At the end Moritz could tell Alric was upset about the thing, but had trouble wording a response. Thinking over it a bit while Alric piped Moritz finally decided on something.
"I mean, it seems like your instance was more complicated than mine. And longer. But I mean... Just because you did something in a certain set of circumstances, does not mean you would do them now. If what you did was wrong, it was wrong, but I think the why of what you did is as important as what you did. I mean in my case... I killed people. Multiple people. Some guys repeatedly. But I did those for a specific reason, because I was in a specific situation. So I don't think what I did was wrong. It needed doing, and so I did it. I guess at the end of the day, the why of what you did is what you should think on not the what, since the what never happened. I mean my twin and me, we were born at the same time, grew up more or less the same, but we ended up totally different. And now she's missing, and possibly captured or owing money or a thief. But she lived out a different et of circumstances since then, because she's not me. Was each of those you who had lived a live different than yours, you? I guess, if that makes any sense, is what I am trying to say. And if the this you, would not... You know, make the same decision in that place, then they aren't you."
Puzzling over his own words at the end Moritz could feel he was losing his grasp on the explanation, Moritz tried to explain his thought as best he could, but without telling Alric what to think. Instead he just tried to help him take a good path on his own thinking.
"But sure, I won't tell anyone, unless I really have to. I can't say I never will, just being realistic. Who knows what might happen in the future. But I'm not gonna bring it up myself or tell it freely. I mean who knows maybe Wysar will show up and say its vital he knows about it, or some thing, I can't really turn down a god I worship and who marked me. Although that's probably pretty unlikely. But just as an example of a time I might need to tell it. But other than some very unlikely thing, I won't tell anyone."
When Alric brought up the changes he had noted after the time with the repeating day, Moritz frowned an tried to consider it. Had he noticed any of those things?
"Ah, now that you mention it... I don't think I've been eating as often of late... And I haven't been sleeping as long... But I don't feel super tired from it. Nor going to the bathroom as often... I guess I didn't really notice what was odd until you pointed it out, other than thinking things were odd. I've also kind of noticed a few times something being... Uh, how do you put it... Wobbly? Like, yeah, like things aren't quite balanced right around me. Though usually when I look closer its already stopped."
Moritz puzzled, a hand on his chin, having trouble explaining what he meant.
At his comment on his home and work Moritz nodded, though canted his head as he thought on it.
"Though honestly, I think I might like to change up my job. The Fish is nice and all, though at some point I would not mind stopping renting. Not sure where would be good to live or buy... Maybe I should go back home for a bit, and ask my old house. If the place I lived in was awake like Infinity, it might not be so bad living in Sunberth... Though not really sure how that happened, maybe Ican ask my mother. Mmm... But also work, I mean cooking is fine, but it does not pay much, and I've been doing it awhile. I would not mind finding a job using other skills. Like maybe someone needs a guard, or something? I'm decent in fighting, and pretty imposing with my size. Though I would want something not outright illegal activity related... Can you think of any places that might fit that bill, for work, or people who would want a legal guard for non illegal tasks?"
When he spoke on finding his sister Moritz listened even more closely, noting to himself each tip. Beggars were a good source of info... Pay after you get the info... Try to blend in, no flashy colors... A hood to hide his hair... A place called the Establishment run by a man named Tua... A possible place to get info. Or to request info as a job for someone... The Pig's foot... Popular, so maybe someone saw something passing through... Moritz tried to remember them all, but there was quite a few there to consider.
As he was thinking on this though Alric suddenly got distracted again by something he had said, a bad habit of the man getting off track do to a few words he said in passing to him.
"Wind Eagle? Whats a Wind Eagle?"
Frowning Moritz tried to recall what he meant, until he recalled which topic the man meant. Rooting around his charm bracelet Moritz lifted up one to make it visible, a small coin looking thing with a hole at the top for it to be looped through something.
"Ah no, I was gonna use this. But I've not fully gotten it working quite yet... But I think I'm close. It was a gift from my.... Uh, neighbor? Housemate? Ah whatever you want to call him, my old house in Syka had a crow roosting there, scaring off all the other birds. And since it was my place, he paid rent in a ways by leaving me random stuff. Rocks. Animal bones. And sometimes loot he fished out of the water. This was one of them. As best I can tell, it lets me go to a place I consider home, once I charge it. So I figure I can do that, pop into Syka for a bit, and then charge it again to go back to Sunberth. I've nearly gotten it worked out, and I have some free time later in the season so I'm gonna buckle down and get it working. So I would be popping in after that."
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