Kovac had released himself from reality, all that he was intent solely on Chemar, and what she would do next. There was nowhere to flee, for nothing seemed to exist but the inarta and her glassy minions. It was with some anxiety that the half-breed watched his tormentor gather her strands, though the unassuming smile on her face betrayed no hint of mischief. That was until she suddenly yanked on the strands, and a flash of an image was sealed on his retina's before all went black. Chemar's visage darkened with need, need of something from him. But then the blackness overtook him.
Thick and utterly smothering, the darkness left Kovac bereft of the sense he relied upon most. He quelled a desperate panic. He froze where he stood, his ears ringing in the absence of any other sound, his eyes straining to focus on the dancing phantoms left in his vision as they were robbed of all light. Anxiety sent his heart into a quick, pounding pace. He could not hear himself breath, coud not see his own flesh. Hysteria threatened to overtake the man when a startling contact made him flinch. Kovac knew it was Chemar's hand, but her unexpected touch caused the muscles of his torso to tighten and sent an electric zing through his body, the sense of touch stronger as his other senses were useless. She was there...and she could see him. He knew it.
A delicate hand wrapped around his wrist and lfited it until he felt the soft flesh of her neck within his grasp. He instinctively wrapped his fingers around her throat, not tightly. He did not wonder why Chemar would place herself in such a vulnerable position. Kovac's focus had narrowed to what he could feel, her neck in her grip. Her skin was warm and smooth, as he had imagined the rest of her would be. Against the skin of his palm, Kovac felt the thrum of her pulse. He noted its rhythm, but his own beating heart made an unnerving dissonance. His mind, void of any other stimuli, became enthralled with the steady thump of Chemar's blood, imagining it as it pumped through the vessel just below the surface.
Then she pressed his hand harder against her. Kovac's fingers felt the firmness of the muscles of her neck, his thumb telling the ridges of her throat. He liked it. He liked having a hold on her, feeling her life's blood strive to continue pumping as his grip tightened. And she wanted it, she pushed into his grasp. Just a flinch, just a squeeze would do it. Kovac could crush her windpipe, shut off the flow of blood to her brain, It thrilled him to think of her gurgling, her pale face turning blue. But she would cheat him of that, she had stolen his sight and his hearing. His grip tightened slightly.
Then he heard it...the pounding. Her hand slipped from his chest. The room filled with the thumping, and soon he felt the reverbration in his chest change. Louder. It had come to surround him as much as the deafening silence, and he knew, felt, his own heart beating in sync with the sound, and the feel of her heartbeat crushed against his hand. She had forced her own heart's rhythm on his. Closer, she pressed closer. And the rings, the golden rings that had captivated his attention even in the real world reappeared. But as they illuminated the space between the man and woman, they were beautiful and terrifying. She showed no fear, just a taunting, seductive glare.
Yes he was afraid, even as he held her life in his clutches, she still held the reins. The pounding within the room was so loud it caused his gut to vibrate, yet he heard clearly every word the woman uttered. He could not speak, though he wanted to. His fingers twitched, the muscles in his hand poised to squeeze the life out of her, to enjoy some twisted sensual sastifaction from killing her with his bare hands. Kovac was undone, unable to think clearly. As her hand splayed across his bare chest, her nails drawing blood as she drew them across her skin, all the man felt was need. Need to have her, in every way, ways that startled even him, while at the same time wanting to end her, to gorge himself on the victory of rending the last breath from her, to see her fine breasts heave their last, those devilish, tempting eyes to go glassy in death.
But, for all that he was...he was not an animal. So his hand held still, neither loosening, nor tightening further. Then came her command, whether of his own will or by some force, his hand dropped from Chemar's throat. Kovac saw her step back, yet felt a resistance to her withdraw. He heard the repulsive sucking sound that seemed to coincide with the the release of whatever held her to him. The throbbing waned. Then, in the eerie glow of the dreamwalker's eyes, Kovac looked at the mass held up in her hand. A heart.
He freaked, clutching at his chest and finding no wound. Was it? Wasn't it? He wanted to yell, to cry out, to curse her. But his mouth would not even attempt to form words, nor his throat to release a noise. She gripped it, blood spilling out over her hand. He wanted to vomit. Not that it was repulsive, for he had seen far worse. But the thought that it was his was more than he could handle. Like a common sponge, she squeezed the heart and sprayed its crimson contents around the room, still darkened past the glow of her irises.
In a beautfiul, gruesome display, the streaks of blood became luminous veins of crimson along the walls of the room, casting a red glow upon the man and woman. He coud see her clearly again. And she stood there, smiling. His blood, for he knew it was, dripped from her hand, running down her arm to spill off of her elbow. Kovac grimaced. His soul felt as if it were ripping itself apart. She was driving him mad. He wanted to cry out, to weep, to charge her and tear her apart, to be torn apart by her.
He took a step towards her, then another. He looked at the arrow, then back to the eyes of his tormentor. Kovac closed the space between them. The man almost reeled, moving through a haze of fear and desire and confusion. Specks of his own spattered blood ran across his torso and up his face in a ruddy trail. Kovac looked in horror at his dark bloody organ clutched in her hand. She had broken his will and literally stole his heart. What more could she do to him? What would he not give up for her?
Suddenly, Kovac felt a compulsion. His hand reached towards Chemar's, running his fingers over his bloody, soft heart and under the drops of his blood spilling from her hand. The viscous liquid was still warm. His gaze, intense but unfocused, lfited to the Inarta's glowing eyes. His crimson hand gently pressed against her cheek, smearing his own blood across her face. Leaving rusty streaks on her smooth skin, across her nose and up onto her forehead, Kovac finally ran two blood-covered fingers across her mouth, painting her lips a deep red. Then, after wiping the remaining blood in her long hair, Kovac stood back, his eyes seeming to focus now on the woman's gore painted features. In truth, he wondered what he was doing, if his actions were a condemnation of the dreamwalker as a bloody miscreant, or if he was offering a blood sacrifice to his object of disdain and obsession. The man's gut still twisted, carnal and primal, fear and desire all but smothering a more human response...defiance. |