The 30th of Spring, 511 AV
Ragnor felt ok on this day, a unusal thing for such a melancholy ghost. Over the past few days he had come to more realizations about his nature, and grown to grudgingly accept his limitations. He moved around now, patroling along the outside of the magnificant city of Riverfall, and had chosen to manifest himself at this present moment to more train himself in the hopes he could substain it longer. Even though being dead had its weaknesses, it also had its perks as well, and he sought more than anything to develop these skills. Only possesion would prove hard to work at, because of course not many would care to be taken control of, and it just didn't feel right to him taking over a unwilling person. For now though he was content to just work on pushing the boundaries of his materialization practices. It was quite essential, so he could enjoy more lengthy conversations with those residing in the realm of the living.
Often times now he felt very emotional, for infact, emotion was all that he could feel now, that and pain, two things he'd give up in a heartbeat in favor of the sense of touch he now no longer possessed anymore. It was so odd to be in the world, and yet not be among people at the same time. He felt like the very structure of reality itself was bent to a edge, and spun like a child's spinning toy. The spirit felt so out of place, and yet felt so attached that he could not leave just yet, and the contradictions only further served to confuse him. Still he felt alright today, and tried to keep such thoughts from his mind, thinking only of maintaining his form that he needed a fair amount of concentration to do.
To anyone looking on they would have just noticed a man walking around, nothing to unusual for those only willing to spare a glance his way. Upon further study one might realize something was amiss about him, but yet not able to quite put a finger on it. Either way Ragnor figured he'd be safe from a bombarding of questions from any passerby as he just looked like any old traveler venturing these roads, seeking respite as most seem to do.
Ragnor felt ok on this day, a unusal thing for such a melancholy ghost. Over the past few days he had come to more realizations about his nature, and grown to grudgingly accept his limitations. He moved around now, patroling along the outside of the magnificant city of Riverfall, and had chosen to manifest himself at this present moment to more train himself in the hopes he could substain it longer. Even though being dead had its weaknesses, it also had its perks as well, and he sought more than anything to develop these skills. Only possesion would prove hard to work at, because of course not many would care to be taken control of, and it just didn't feel right to him taking over a unwilling person. For now though he was content to just work on pushing the boundaries of his materialization practices. It was quite essential, so he could enjoy more lengthy conversations with those residing in the realm of the living.
Often times now he felt very emotional, for infact, emotion was all that he could feel now, that and pain, two things he'd give up in a heartbeat in favor of the sense of touch he now no longer possessed anymore. It was so odd to be in the world, and yet not be among people at the same time. He felt like the very structure of reality itself was bent to a edge, and spun like a child's spinning toy. The spirit felt so out of place, and yet felt so attached that he could not leave just yet, and the contradictions only further served to confuse him. Still he felt alright today, and tried to keep such thoughts from his mind, thinking only of maintaining his form that he needed a fair amount of concentration to do.
To anyone looking on they would have just noticed a man walking around, nothing to unusual for those only willing to spare a glance his way. Upon further study one might realize something was amiss about him, but yet not able to quite put a finger on it. Either way Ragnor figured he'd be safe from a bombarding of questions from any passerby as he just looked like any old traveler venturing these roads, seeking respite as most seem to do.