![]() 6th of Spring, 511 AV The Infirmary, Wind Reach Smoothing her hair as she paced, Aidara tried to talk herself through what she was going to do. The Avora-turned-Endal woman was actually having a bit of an identity crisis. In a place such as Wind Reach, where everything is dependent on the castes and everyone doing their job, it was hard to jump from one familiar pool into another deeper, scarier, unfamiliar one. Light hearted and happy-go-lucky, Addy had fit in perfectly among the other Avora, while reaping the benefits of having a high flying (no pun intended) twin. Sai effectively got everything the twins needed that would have normally been out of reach for a lowly Healer. But now the twins were techinically equals, except not really. Sai was the head of the Endal Caste, and Addy was in essence just a newbie. A fledgling to the order. But caste wise, they were finally on even footing. So what does that mean? Over the years, Addy watched her sister grow and mature, leaving the more foolish, childlike qualities behind her. She became tough, hard, and passionate about her job. So, understandably, this is what Addy thought she had to become as well. It would take a while before the woman realized that she could still be herself as an Endal, there wasn't a mold that they all had to fit into. There wasn't a checklist of behaviors they all had to exhibit. It was just responsibility. There was now certain things Addy couldn't say or do in public, because she was now a Representative of the highest caste. But that doesn't mean complete personality change. And so, Aidara floundered in this middle ground while this important realization fluttered just out of her grasp. She still tried to be like her sister, attempting to angrily boss people around (granted, in retrospect Addy realized she had inflated her sisters amount of bossiness in her head overtime, and she wasn't really that bad). She also tried to walk around like she had important things to do, no matter if this was really the case or not. She stuck her nose in everyones business and tried make everyone follow all the rules. It was the obvious mark of one lacking the finesse required when wielding any type of power, and what the brandy-new Endal was about to do was a perfect example of that. She was pacing, talking to herself, and fidgeting with her clothes as if the straightening and tugging of the fabric would make what she was about to try and do any easier. Aidara was outside the Infirmary, which was conveniently empty except for it's constant caretaker, Kara. Just the thought of the older woman made Addy's blood pressure rise, as she was a bit more on edge these days. She was getting less sleep with all her new duties as well as mentally exhausting herself with her attempts at being what she assumed an Endal should be. Going back to Kara, Addy believed that the woman was far from qualified to run the Infirmary. Medicine was especially close to Aidara's heart, and it pained her to see someone who could care less about the art (yes, art) let the Infirmary fall into disrepair, and take no initiative to make it a better healing facility. So Addy was going to do something about it. Today. Now. With one final twitch of her newly embroidered vinati so that it lay flat on her hips, a deep breath and a roll of her shoulders, Addy pushed past the front door and stepped into the Infirmary. Having readied herself to be hit with the strong smell of antiseptic that you find anywhere wounds are treated and medicine practiced, it took Addy a few minutes to figure out what was wrong. That overpowering smell was missing. Not only that, but there were empty beds without sheets or blankets. The shelves that held the different medicines were half empty, empty spaces in the lineup of bottles nearly screaming neglect. It took another few moments for Aidara to find Kara. And when she did, the small woman wished she hadn't. The older woman was perched on one of the observation stools, her feet kicked up onto one of the sanitized beds (the footprints she left made Addy's eye twitch) next to the small fire she had going in the fireplace....reading a book. Pausing only long enough to slow her breathing and attempt to rid herself of most of the anger she felt, Addy wasted no time as she stormed over to the lounging caretaker. "WHAT is going on? What do you think you're doing? I am almost ninety percent sure that this is NOT PROPER PROTOCOL!" Though she hadn't intended to, the minute she opened her mouth the words poured out at full volume. Apparently, Addy was having trouble modulating her voice in her furious state of mind. Her pale complexion had flushed a deep red, the blush covering her cheeks, neck and even down into her chest. Her breathing was shallow, as if she'd just rung up the mountain, and her green eyes flashed dangerously. To anyone else, this would seem like an over reaction, but Aidara took the healing business seriously. It was a personal assault to see this type of neglegance. Kara sat bolt upright when Addy started screaming at her. The book she was reading fell to the floor, and her feet clattered against the side of her bed as she hurried to sit back in her chair properly. "There was no one here.. I was...It's so slow...There isn't anything for me to..." Wide eyed and shaking like a leaf, Kara stared at Addy with pure fear. Flustered and unable to form a complete sentence, the woman just fell off into silence, shrinking in on herself in the face of Addy's rage. "Well, I was just going to stop by, have a friendly chat and discuss what we could possibly do to give this place the pampering it deserves, as it is a bit rough around the edges. But, after seeing THIS" A wild gesture to where Kara cowered in here chair, which was now pushed back to the wall and as far away from Addy as she could get. It's true, Addy had been planning to use her newly found power to give a place where she spend a lot of her time a nice makeover. "I think something more drastic is in order. After all the hours I put in helping here, you'd think people would have a bit more respect to communal property" This last bit was to herself as she turned away from Kara with a disgusted snort. "As you know, Kara, I have bonded with a Wind Eagle and I am of the Endal now. But this does not mean that I care any less about the medicine that I have dedicated the better part of my life too. Did you think that I was going to just forget about the infirmary?" The last wasn't really a question. Striding over to the shelf with the poor supply of medicinal bottles, each of the empty spots was given an exaggerated gesture so that Kara would be able to see and comprehend Addy's unspoken point. "Nothing to do? I see plenty to do. PLENTY!" "Well, MA'AM We all don't have the time or motivation that you do. Not everyone is perfect, and you are far from it yourself. So what if I don't have an obsessive dedication to this place like you do? People get healed. I cure their coughs. Lay off." It said quite a lot that Kara would give an outburst like that. But the normally meek woman was on her feet, just as red faced as Addy, embarrassment turning to anger, defiance written in every wrinkle on her face. Of course, this got an even bigger reaction of the Endal who was already on the last strings of patience. Following Kara's retort even Sai, who was of somewhere in the midst of the city, would have been able to hear the twang as those strings exploded, loosing her temper. "YOU ARE DONE! GET OUT! How dare you talk to me this way? Kara, I hereby state that you are not fit to work in the infirmary, care of it or the patience that seek treatment here. You may leave." Crossing her arms in a gesture of finality, Addy pressed her lips into a hard, thin line and glared at the woman until the door slammed closed behind her. It wasn't until the door slammed shut that Addy realized she was holding her breath. As the door came in contact with it's frame, the air left her lungs in one explosive breath. Suddenly weary, the small woman practically collapsed against a wall, running a delicate hand over her face. "What did I just do..." |