He already knew her to be the greatest of enemies, and he fought her with a fatalistic heart, knowing he could never win, but striving always to make it more difficult for her to do so. If he sharpened his claws on her shield, they would be sharper for the flesh of her enemies. But he tried to tune out her words now. He knew that he could learn from some of them, but much of his skill at violence came from instinct and her words always got in the way of his instincts, making him hesitate, making him lose. Paws too big for his lanky body swiped with lightning speed, keeping her mostly at bay. He swerved his body, sinuous as a serpent's, trying to get past her guard, around her, to sink his teeth into a hamstring. He wondered what her flesh tasted like, whether eating a part of her would make him stronger. Whether it would grow back. But then he pushed those thoughts away, because those thoughts would distract him, too, stand between him and his instinctive power. Ears laid back, he snarled a warning at her. She knew his fears in any case. They weren't so very difficult to suss out. He feared being alone even though he craved solitude. He feared her rejection, for he was a Kelvic. He feared that someone would come and do to her what she did to dead Ruros so long ago, time out of mind. He knew she suffered him gladly, but didn't need him the way he needed her, the way he needed something, someone. He saw an opening finally, and refused to think whether it was a ruse to trick him. She would always be faster and smarter, and he could only act when an opportunity presented itself. The blow would land in any case, and so he let the length of the spear smack him painfully, but he twined around it, grasping it in his mouth not far from her fingers, and yanked it out of her hand. Or tried to. |