10th day of Winter 509 AV |
"I'm not asking you to make any sacrifices. I'm asking you to simply do whats right. Assist those who need it. Help the injured, feed the hungry. Even a meal a day could change their world." Spot, the Mountain pony carrying all of Diem's belongings whose misleading name did a poor job of describing her snow white color, snorted in what seemed like a combination of boredom and contempt. Diem looked from the people on the street before him to horse and gave her a look. "Everybodies a critic." Diem looked up to the sky in hopes of getting a rough estimate of the time of day and was suprised to find the sun had begun to set and the sky had gone from the bright azure to a smoldering orange red. Diem had aparently been standing here most of the day and his legs began screaming in protest as the realization hit him. Being a traveler, and sometimes a merhcnats guard, Diem was used to walking, and performing menial tasks like carrying things. Standing still an entire day was a different matter entirely though. Not wanting to seem foolish or impatient, Diem had refrained from pacing to strecth his legs and instead only took a few minutes break every hour or so to sit. Sitting of course became uncomfortable with the snow on the ground so in the ended Diem was simply forced to walk it off by going around a few of the buildings. Diem's legs weren't the only thing bothering him either. His voice had grown hoarse, even though he barely had to raies it over a normal conversational tone and his throat cried out for some manner of drink to ease the pain. Diem had emptied his canteen only an hour ago though and had to wait until he returned to his camp to fill it. It seemed the day had been wasted.
Diem had tried, without any form or manner of success, to spark an interest or start a discussion with any of the inhabitants of Sunberth on his first day. Those few who had taken the time to stop and saying anything only spat a few insults about him, though thankfully none attempted to insult Priskill for Diem would not have taken such talk nearly as kindly, before moving on. The rest continued walking, either ignoring him or going as far as pretending he wasn't there and crossing to the other side fo the road to avoid him. Being a realist Diem hadn't thought he would have much success, especially on his first day here, but to have not gotten even one person remotley interested in learning the ways of the goddess Priskil left him with a feeling of guilt. It was his failure to reach them that plauged him, and while there was some anger that they refused to hear what he had to say it only served to multiply his guilt. Perhaps today, because he convinced no one to listen to his words and today those same people will pass by someone they could have fed and who will instead starve. If one thought such a thing would be considered as the most extreme result and unlikely to happen, then one had never truly looked at the streets of any town or city more heavily populated the a farming village. The homeless and hungry were there, suffering, starving. Some were there by there own design, some by unfortunate mishap. Diem intended to help as many as he could.
It was such thoughts of depression and failure that oddly enough rarley entered Diem's mind. And even now he could feel them slipping away. Hope, he had to hope that what he did would make a difference. And he would never stop helping those in need when he came across them either. The self reasurrance bolstered Diem's spirits back to their annoyingly high levels, and the frown that had spread across his face turned into a slight smile. It was time to return to his camp. The day was not yet finished and he still planned on practicing his meditation in order to help him relax.
So Diem untied the rope that served as Spots lead form the post he had found in the ground and started off street he had occupied, snow crunching underneath his low boots. Thankfully the jacket, combined with the vest and shirt he wore, seemed to have been enough to keep him warm. It appeared their low quality was offset by the sheer wuantity of layers he wore. Still it was hard for Diem to not set out on a jog in hopes of setting up his camp near that deliciosly warm fire.
The place he had found to lay out his bedroll was near enough to the fire of the slag heap so that the cold of winter wouldn't kill him, but far enough away that all the people partying and enjoying themselves around the fire wouldn't take notice of him. It took the convient place of an almost to narrow alley way, one in which Diem barley fit in himself. Spot would have been to hard to hide, so instead he planned on trying to look normal and just tie the horse up nearby, close enough so that he could hear anyone trying to take her.
The spot near the fire was as convient because of its warmth as it was because of its closeness to where he had decided to try 'preaching'. With no official anything, Diem had been unsure where he would try 'preaching' in Sunberth. Even in his thoughts Diem couldn't help but drip the word with sarcasm. He thought the word to formal and restrictive to describe what he was attempting to do. Still, as a traveler and sometimes caravan guard, Diem was not exactly well spoken and could not think of any other word to use. So Diem had simply chosen a place far enough away from any stores so as to not drive away any buisness, and yet one that was still close enough to what seemed to be a gathering point in the town. It just so happened that spot was near the edge of town Diem had chosen as a camp spot. The choice had nothing to do with it being a little for Diem to traverse. Such a thing would be coonsidered lazy.
Another thought crossed his mind as he walked down the road. Even if no one stopped to speak to him, or stayed long enough to hear all of what he had to say, there was small chance they might at least start thinking about what he said. Perhaps he might see them again when he returned tomorrow. Maybe he actually had reached someone and they would seak out a conversation with Diem. And maybe Pigs would fly in flocks. Diem Stopped and looked up for a moment to see if such a thing was happening then returned his gaze to the road and began walking again.